Chapter 11

Two weeks later.

Two weeks had past and Sam had decided to show Lila her room at Jason's penthouse. She was still staying there, and Lila loved the room she had been given. She was happy with her, and whenever she went to the hospital to see Jason, Karen would come and babysit Lila.

''Lila, we have to get ready, Karen is due any minute now,'' Sam told Lila, who was playing around in her PJ's.

''Ok mommie,'' she replied, and she walked over to the bathroom with Sam. They did this every morning, and Sam had taken Lila to Jason a couple of times. She had told her about him, and how he was her daddy. She didn't tell her about Sonny.

Sonny had been out of town for a while now, and nobody knew where he went. Sam didn't care, and if she saw him she would strangle him to death.

Once they were ready with their morning rituals there was a knock on the door.

''Just in time,'' Sam said to Lila while tickling her, and Lila laughed. She opened the door to reveal Karen, and she stepped aside to let her in. ''Hey.''

''Hey, you look awful,'' Karen said with one look at Sam. She felt awful, she was sick to her stomach but she tried to hide it.

''Why thank you,'' Sam replied with a smile, and she got ready to go. ''Lila, I will see you soon ok? Tomorrow you can come with me.'' She gave Lila a kiss and hug and left.

She didn't feel any better when she arrived at the hospital, but she didn't think she would. She had to speak to Robin first before getting to Jason, so she let the nurse page Robin.

''Sam,'' Robin called out, when Sam sat down in the chair in the waiting area. ''What's wrong with you?''

''Ha, you're not the first to say that. I wanted to ask you to tell me,'' she replied, and Robin watched how she sat back and closed her eyes for a minute.

''Ok, come on. I have some time now before I have to do my rounds,'' Robin said, and she took Sam to an examination room.

''I am going to take some blood and will come back at you when I am done with my rounds, and if that doesn't tell us anything I will do some more tests,'' Robin explained while drawing some blood. Sam nodded, and pressed the band-aid on her arm after Robin was done. She slowly got off the table because she didn't feel so good yet, and she walked over to Jason's room. She saw him laying there and she hoped he would wake up soon. She walked in the room and sat down on the bed, careful not to sit on his leg. She looked at him with tears in her eyes.

''Hey, Jason,'' she began talking. ''Lila is all settled now, and I haven't been feeling that well lately so I got myself checked out before I got in here. Robin is going to tell me what is going on with me later on.'' She wiped away the tears that rolled over her cheek, and she cursed herself for being so weak. ''I just want you to wake up so you can see how sweet Lila is, how good she is taking all this – knowing I am her mother and you are her father.'' Again, she wiped away the tears on her cheeks, knowing it was no use at all. They would come whether she liked it or not. ''I am praying for you to wake up, so you can be here with us and maybe you even remember some things.'' She couldn't anymore. She had to get out of the room for just a second.

She got up too fast and she sank to the ground, crying over everything that had happened the past couple of weeks. The past couple of months even. She had hoped to get back with Jason – they were planning on it even before he lost his memory and when he told her he didn't know her everything faded away and she felt broken. She wanted to help him, and he had let her, which she was happy for. Her thought were interrupted when someone came in the room and called out her name. she looked up and saw Robin standing there, concerned. Robin held out her hand for Sam to grab and helped her up.

''God, you scared me, I've been calling you for some time now,'' Robin said, and Sam looked at her.

''Sorry,'' she whispered, and Robin nodded. ''You're here to check on Jason?''

''Yes – and to give you the results of the blood test,'' Robin said with a smile. There wasn't anything wrong with her – Robin wouldn't have said that with a smile if it was.

''Ok, you check on Jason first, yeah?'' Sam said, and she walked out of the room and leaned against the wall for support outside.

''Sam,'' Robin said when she came out of the room a couple of minutes ago and Sam looked up. ''Sam I have some good news.''

''What can be good news in this situation?'' Sam asked with tears in her eyes.

''You are pregnant,'' Robin replied, and Sam sank to the ground. She couldn't handle this right now. Not now. ''Are you ok?'' Sam nodded and Robin continued. ''You are approximately 10 weeks pregnant, but I would like to do an ultrasound to be sure.''

''So… that bullet? It didn't scar my uterus?'' Sam asked Robin, and she shrugged.

''We'll have to call dr. Lee to be sure,'' she replied, and Sam nodded. She got up after a couple of minutes.

''How is Jason,'' she asked Robin, and she looked at her and already knew the answer.

''No change, I'm sorry,'' Robin replied. Sam nodded, and followed Robin to dr. Lee's office. ''Do you have a minute Kelly?''

''Yes, of course – Sam,'' dr. Lee said surprised to see Sam there.

''Sam is pregnant, and I want you to make sure she can carry to term,'' Robin said, and she looked at Sam. ''Do you want me to stay or…''

''Yes, please,'' Sam whispered, and Robin nodded.

Sam got in a gown, and laid down on the examination table while dr. Lee made everything ready.

''This is going to be a little cold…'' her voice faded as she squeezed some of the gel on Sam's stomach, and Sam flinched of the cold. She watched dr. Lee as she watched the screen, and she saw the look on face change. From surprise to confusion.

''What is it?'' Sam asked, a little panicked because dr. Lee didn't say anything. She looked at Robin who had a confused look on her face as well as she looked at the screen. Sam also looked at the screen but didn't see anything. ''I don't see anything?''

''No – you don't, but that is a good thing. You see this,'' Robin said, and pointed at a dark spot on the screen, ''this is your baby.''

''Then what is wrong?'' Sam asked again, and dr. Lee finally looked at her.

''When you had your last checkup, I was convinced you wouldn't heal an further. But seeing this, this is clean, there is almost no scarring, so you can carry this baby to term,'' she said, and Sam felt tears in her eyes. ''There should be no problems what so ever.''