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I Don't Wanna Let You In

Things were pretty slow now I knew. Emily and Kim were still running around on egg shells but Summer was behaving normally. The way things were before all of this Supernatural crap interfered with our lives. Right now I was folding clothes Emily had given me while she and the others were preparing dinner. She told me that the boys would be needing them when they came back. When I asked her why, she told me that once they phase they rip their clothes and I couldn't help but blush. Although it was slightly childish. It was sorta obvious. Their clothes didn't pop in and out of existence everything they phased.

Phased. Huh, the word sounded still foreign. I wondered how long it would take until I would get used to all of it. Kim assured me that I shouldn't force it on me. Just take my time. It was only natural to push it away. I sighed and grasped the familiar shirt I was holding. I knew it was Paul's because I remember him wearing it. I sighed and folded it and put it on top of the others.

No need to reminisce.

The door suddenly opened and a wave of cold air and male chatter filled up the room. I looked up and saw Seth, Jared, Brady, Jacob, Sam, Quil, Embry and Paul come in. I avoided my eyes from Paul and focused on the pair of clean clothes. I than realized that all of them were only wearing sweats and they were soaking wet. Water was clinging to their well defined chests as a second skin and I couldn't help but feel the heat rise to my cheeks.

As Emily, Summer and Kim all entered the living room I couldn't help but smile the way Kim flung herself into Jared's arms. She kissed every inch of his face she could reach and Jared grinned as he finally gave in and gave her a proper kiss.

Sam was completely different with Emily. The way he put his hands on her face and kissed her scars before pressing his lips on hers gently was almost so personal that it was too hard to watch. I diverted my eyes and moved on to Seth and Summer who were just grinning at each other before Summer took a step and pulled him in for a hug.

Like I said. It's painful to watch. I pulled away and looked up startled when Embry plopped down next to me. I pulled away as he shook his hair like a dog. Oh the irony.

"Embry." I whined and he barked out a laugh. I rolled my eyes and leant back against my seat as everyone came up to me and grabbed their share of clothes out of the basket. When Paul came up he didn't say, nor acknowledge my presence and I couldn't help but feel a pang of hurt.

"Please, if I get mushy with my imprint punch me in the face, will you?" Embry complained as he groaned.

"Will do." Sam replied simply and gave Emily another kiss.

"So you're in on the secret huh?" I shrugged in response.

"Did you get her?" I heard Emily ask Sam. I looked at the couple and saw Sam shook his head.

"The bitch got away." Quil complained as he sat down at the table. Soon the others joined him and Kim grabbed my arm and pulled me with her to sit down. There was a lot of food for them, than again, I've seen the boys eat. So it was natural.

"She keeps slipping through our fingers." Seth continued. "Damn annoying." I shook my head, not understanding, just confirming. As I realized I was seated next to Paul my first instinct was to find a different seat but than realized that, that was childish behaviour. Then again, we were being childish.

"So you know?" Paul suddenly asked. His voice startled me and it took me a while to realize what he was talking about. I was more interested in the fact that he was talking to me.

"Yeah." I breathed out. The table had gone quiet and they were more interested in our exchange. He nodded carefully and I played with hem of my shirt. I pulled my hands out of my lap and grabbed the glass of water, feeling incredibly thirsty.

"And you're okay with it?" He asked. I knew that this was a trick question. It would only backfire so I settled with an honest answer.

"I'm getting there." I pursed my lips and put the glass back on the table. I glanced sideways to see him nod his head slowly. I wanted to reach out but knew better than that.

"You're taking this better than Kim." Jared piped up. I turned my attention to him while Kim scowled.

"How did she react?" I asked, suddenly interested.

"She started laughing hysterically and completely blew him off." Embry chimed in. Everybody started to laugh and even Paul managed to crack a smile.

"Can you blame me?" Kim exclaimed. "You never were eloquent with these kinds of things."

"Not with you." Jared defended as he raised his hands when Kim smacked him on the chest.

"Ah well," said Embry lazily. "At least it was less harmful than Summer, right sweetheart." I saw Summer glare at Embry along with Seth. Quil burst into laughing and his laugh was infectious. I couldn't help but laugh even though I didn't know what it was all about.

"What did she do?" I asked.

"Well." Quil began.

"Quil, if you finish that sentence it will be most likely you will not be able to reproduce." Summer threatened and Jacob snorted. He tried to compose in a cough though but we all knew he was laughing.

"I think she's serious." Embry mocked.

"Won't you do anything?" Quil asked Seth and he shrugged.

"It's your call man." Seth responded.

"Well, finish the story." Embry encouraged. And Quil gulped before getting starting again.

"Well, when Seth told her he was a werewolf Summer freaked out on him. She started throwing things at him. It was hilarious. The poor pup came here, with a bruise the size of Canada on his forehead." Everybody started laughing and I rolled my eyes. Typical Summer. She would do that.

"Yeah, imagine seeing your best friend getting beat up your sister." Brady chimed in as he shook his head. His floppy hair covering his eyes. "I don't think I'll ever forget that."

"I heard you fainted." Quil continued. The smile on my face froze and I brushed tucked away a piece of hair behind my ear nervously. I shrugged my shoulders and shook my head.

"I didn't faint. I just…stumbled." I admitted.

"You did a face plant." Quil continued and I could hit myself with my plate continuously. We hadn't even started dinner yet and things were already getting uncomfortable. Jacob reached out and hit both of them on the back of their heads while his eyes obviously said 'back off'.

I coughed embarrassed and glanced at Kim who looked at me with a sympathetic look. I guess that it was normal for them to make jokes about it. Because that's what it was. For them at least.

"Well what else did you expect?" Emily suddenly said. She hadn't participated in the conversation at all because she was in the kitchen but as she put the food on the table and put her tiny fists on her hips I couldn't help but be reminded of a mother. She looked at Jacob with a small scowl.

"You completely caught the girl off guard. It was the least she could do." Emily defended and I felt a surge of gratitude towards the woman and I smiled gratefully ad her.

"Don't mention it." She mouthed at me and I laid my hands on the table. Paul was resting his arms on the table as well and as mine touched his, a spark caught me off guard and I knew he had felt it as well because both of us pulled away from each other.

"You're awfully quiet Paul." Seth said and as I looked at Seth I could see some buried animosity between the two. I wondered what it was about.

"Not in the mood to talk." Paul responded coolly. Somehow I couldn't help but feel not welcome anymore. I looked at Paul, surprised by the way he so easily ignored me. Before I knew it I had stood up.

"It's getting late." I excused myself. "I think it's better if I head back home." I pushed the chair away.

"But you haven't even eaten yet." Emily suddenly said.

"It's alright, not hungry anyways." I quickly said as Emily got up as well.

"Oh, but at least have something to eat. I'm sure one of the boys can drop you off later on." She insisted and I shook my head. Ignoring the cries of approval.

"I'll walk home. It has stopped raining anyway. So don't worry about me." I persisted and I raised my hand and gave all of them a quick wave.

"I'll drive you. I don't like the idea of you going alone." Sam suddenly said and I looked at him. I was slightly intimidated by him but I knew he meant well. But his eyes were focused on Paul instead. I saw the silent demand in his eyes but Paul wasn't even looking at him.

"Oh no. Please, it's okay. I'll manage." I protested, even my voice sounded weak to me.

"Don't be silly Julie." Sam smiled crookedly. "I don't mind." He moved to Emily and gave her a quick peck before walking back to the door. Summer and Kim gave me a brief hug and as Sam was waiting by the door, already holding it open when someone grabbed my hand. I looked down and saw that it was Paul. I tried pulling it away from him but he wouldn't budge. As if I didn't have enough bruises.

"Let go." I hissed quietly. Hoping not to alert anyone.

"Paul." I heard Sam say.

"I think we should talk." Paul said. He looked at me and his eyes looked pained. Well too bad for him though.

"So now you wanna talk." I snapped. The anger washing over me all over again. I heard him sigh.

"What?" I snapped again. "What do you want from me Paul?" I asked him. Because quite frankly I was tired. I wasn't so sure how long I could handle the way he handled things. The way he played with my emotions.

"Jules-" He began but I cut him off.

"Don't call me Jules." I shouted. Paul got out of his seat and towered over me. A feeling of Déjà vu washed over me and I swallowed the lump that was forming in my throat. And that was only a few months ago.

"Fine." He shouted.

"Fine." I whispered. I could feel tears burn in my eyes. I focused my eyes on the floor and I could hear the ruckus we had caused. People were moving, shouting, talking, doing everything at once and I was being stupid by only focusing on one person. Paul Matson.

"Hey take it easy will ya." Jacob interfered.

"Don't you start with me." Paul hissed as he stood at his full length. He was shorter than Jacob but somehow he looked stronger. I backed up when I felt myself collide into someone. I turned around and saw it was Seth. Good ol' Seth.

"Seth." I murmured and he wrapped his arm around me, pulling me closer to his side and I welcomed the gesture. Apparently I needed it. But somehow it only made things worse. Paul looked at us and something in his eyes flashed, it looked like hurt but I could be mistaken.

Suddenly Sam came in between Jacob and Paul and pushed them both out of the door. Something told me that it wasn't good news. I looked at Seth and I suppose my eyes said it all. He shushed me.

"Don't worry, Sam won't let them hurt each other. Don't worry." I nodded. Always the passive one.

"I wanna go home." I murmured and Seth understood.

"I'm gonna take her home." He announced and Summer nodded in understanding. She walked over to us and gave me a hug.

"You'll be okay? I could come over with Kim if you want to. We could have a girl's night?" I shook my head. Thankful for the offer though.

"No it's alright. I think I need some time for myself now." She nodded and stood on her toes giving Seth a kiss on the cheek before Seth pulled me outside.

Once outside the small cottage I couldn't help but look for the three werewolves. I couldn't see them though and something told me that they weren't here anymore. I sighed and got into Seth's truck. Once he had started the truck and we were on the road, on our way to my house I brushed away the tears. I needed to make sure I didn't betray anything to my parents. I didn't want them to suspect something. I was eighteen for crying out loud. Not a little girl anymore.

"Does it look like I have been crying?" I asked Seth. He looked at me before focusing his eyes on the road again.

"Yeah." He nodded. "But I don't think you're parents will notice."

"Oh okay."

"Jules."

"Hmm."

"You really need to work things out." I closed my eyes knowing that Seth was right at some point but right now I didn't want to do anything. Just go home and go to bed. Just get some sleep and not worry about the things that have been going on.

"I know." I breathed out. "But not right now."

"Fair enough."

A/N: You know the drill!

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