Hey, sorry I havent posted a new chapter in a vary long time. I was gone all summer, and now that school started it have been doing nothing but eat, sleep, homework, and school. I'm very sorry. And sorry the chapter is kind of short. I will try to get the next chapter us as soon as possible.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters from the Twilight series.
BPOV
I was lying in a bath of our new home, humming my lullaby to myself, letting the boiling hot water soften up my cold and stone hard muscles. My thoughts started drifting as I started to relax. It had already been 2 months since I became an official part of the Cullen family.
We no longer lived in Forks, but had moved to Canada a month ago. I still remember the day we had to move like it was just yesterday.
Flashback
"Bella" I heard Edward call from downstairs "Yes?" I answered. I looked around the depressing looking room. Everything was emptied out. Not one dust bonny was left to be seen, not one sign of anyone ever living in the house.
It was only a few days since I had become a vampire. Esme had already found a new house we could move into and emptied the entire house of everything that could have show that someone had lived here. I know, she is truly amazing!
I was standing looking out on the forest land surrounding Forks what I had learned to love as my home. The sun was setting low over the tree tops making the forest looking dark and mysterious and the sun looked inviting, like a fortune tilling us that the bad time were over and we could now get our happy ending.
I felt a pair of arms wrap around me and a whisper in my ear "you ready to leave?" I didn't answer, still lost in my thoughts.
My human life was over, yes, I had come to accept that, but still deep in my heart I wish I could have had a chance to say goodbye to everyone. But as I felt Edwards arms give me a light squeeze and him whisper in my ear again "what are you thinking?" I turned around in his arms and surprised him with a kiss and he eagerly kissed back.
"Edward" I started slowly "not to upset you or anything…" His body went rigid and I could read on his face that he was afraid of what might come next. "Edward calm down, I just want to go to…Charlie's… my fathers grave." I could see his muscles relax again and give a sigh in relief. "Ok" he said as he took my hand and we ran to the graveyard.
This was the first time I had come back to the graveyard. Colorful flowers covered the ground, but even they could not make it look any more cheerful. A dull empty feeling hung over the graveyard as Edward and I walked hand in hand over to the grave. A cold wind seeped through the open area making me shiver. Why did it have to end like this? Why did he have to die?
On your way to the graveyard I had picked the most beautiful rose I had ever seen. I brought the flower up to my lips and kissed. The sweet sent of it filled my nose making memories of all the good times me and Charlie had had together. I closed my eyes and let the memories take over my body and let the play in my mind like a movie.
When I finally opened my eyes again Edward was standing with his arms around me slowly rocking me. I left his safe arms to lay down the next to the grave stone and whispered "I love you dad, and I'm sorry this had to happen." We then turned around and ran back into the woods where the rest of the family was waiting for us so we could leave.
End Flashback
When the water started to get colder I got out and quickly got dressed and dried my hair. Alice would not be happy that I didn't bather to do anything about my outfit or my hair, like she always would, she would beg me to play dress up.
School had just ended when we moved here so there wasn't much to do. But I was glad when I learned that by dislike for blood and stayed with me through my transformation. Human blood only appealed to be as much as animal blood did. So that meant that I would be able to start school in about two months with my brothers and sisters, and of course my beloved Edward.
As time had went by we had started to experiment with my powers to find the extend of them. So fart this was our conclusion: I could transfer thoughts, feelings, actions to others when I used my 'special voice.' Transfer might not be the right word, but suggest might be better. We learned if you knew about my power you could try to resist my suggestions, but you would have to know I had them, and it wasn't that easy.
It also took quite some time for me to learn when and when not to use my power and how to control it. In the beginning I would accidentally use it without know it, and still now and then it would happen.
I walked downstairs to join Edward, Jasper and Alice sitting in front of the TV watching a discovering channel show. I sat between Edward and Alice and drifted off to my thoughts again.
Suddenly I heard a gasp next to me coming from Alice. A blank look appeared on her face, telling us she was having a vision. "Alice?" I hesitantly asked as she pulled out of it. A grim smile spread on her lips as she started to chuckle.
Well i hope you enjoyed this short chapter. A new one will hopefully come soon, it all depends of how hard my teaches bomb me with homework and stuff like that. I am planning of maybe starting one more story that will I will hopefully put up soon. I still don't know what the title should be. Well thats all for now, please review.
