Thirty Kisses Challenge
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Theme # 24
Goodnight おやすみ
Goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite.

Hey, it's me, Roxas.

I'm here watching the stars tonight, they remind me of those nights you would keep me awake and we would sit on the balcony, counting how many there was in the sky. Those sleepless nights you would cuddle up to me and smile. I love seeing your smile, do you know that?

Remember how we got together under the stars? We had our first kiss after funfair, with the stars looking down at us. And that time we had our first fight, remember how we made up with each other under the stars? It seemed like the stars were watching us everytime something special happened.

But to me, everyday with you was special.

I miss you.

I miss the way you pouted at me when I didn't agree with you; I miss how you would put your hand to your cheek when you were confused, how naïve you were sometimes, but that's what I love about you.

It hurt when we separated; you decided that you wanted to further your studies elsewhere, and the university you wanted to go to was so far it wouldn't work out between us in the end.

I want to go back to those days when we lay on Sunset Hill, holding hands and watching the sky together, just talking about the future and what it had in store for us. We were convinced we would always be together.

I loved you with all my heart, I think I still do.

Good night, Olette.

Oyasumi-nasai…

Olette here.

I remember all of it like it was yesterday.

You held me close when we cuddled, I felt safe in your arms, like nothing could ever hurt me. You told me that each star represented a year with me in the future, there were more stars then a million, and when one star died a new one would replace it. That meant we would be together forever.

You were nervous when you asked me out, weren't you? You couldn't stop blushing and stuttering. I was glad you finally did though.

The kiss we shared, the very first one, it was magical; I couldn't breathe when I felt your lips on mine. My heart stopped and I couldn't think.

I was sad when we had our first fight, what was it about anyways? Probably something stupid because I can't remember the reason we fought.

I always got what I wanted when I pout, you always gave in at the end, and I knew it. I kind of abused it once, didn't I? I miss how clueless your face looked when I asked you if you heard what I said. I didn't mind if you didn't listen to me, actually. I just liked spending time with you.

You are an idiot. I remember that time you forgot about my birthday, and I was mad at you all day? You kept on trying to say sorry, and you even wrote me a letter containing one hundred reasons you were stupid and deserved to be punished. The last one was: I only act stupid because I'm in love with you. I had to forgive you.

I didn't want to separate in the first place. I guess we just drifted apart when I went to university. Our replies to each other on the e-mail grew shorter and shorter, eventually, I didn't reply at all.

I regret that.

Those days we had together, I will never forget. Like sharing a Sea Salt ice cream together, you taking me out to dinner, watching a movie at your house, or even just sitting next to each other, they were, and still are, precious.

I want to take this chance to tell you…

Oh boy, this makes me feel like a schoolgirl again.

I want to tell you that I still love you.

Good night and sweet dreams, Roxas.

M E M O S: Ever so slight connection to Innocent. Only a little bit.