Disclaimer: I own neither charmed nor twilight.

I know this chapter is long overdue but the Haitus is FINALLY over (yay!). Although it does come with some bad news; for example all my other stories will stay in haitus and I will also put girlfriends, guys and gossip girl and forgotten engagement on hiatus; I will do this so I can focus on this story. Don't worry though I am not abandoning my other stories I will continue with them as soon as I finish this one.

Chapter 11

Previously: Bella's body was found by camper; Carlisle comes to the conclusion that he knows very little about the demon organism and calls Bella's auntie so she can pick her up and take her to a demon doctor. Carlisle calls Rosalie to get the family and come to the hospital, but after thinking it through she comes to the conclusion that Edward would only hurt her again and decides to go on her own. Bella is hurt and miserable when she sees that Edward isn't at the hospital with Rosalie and even more so when Rosalie justifies it by saying they aren't together anymore. After seeing Bella, Rosalie forgets to not think about her around Edward and Edward is soon bolting out the door to find Bella.

Edward rushed into the hospital urgently searching for Bella's room.

"Excuse me sir but the hospitals visiting hours are over…" The receptionist informed him frantically chasing him as Edward did his best to keep a human pace as he walked down the corridor.

Edward came to a holt and after looking at his face the receptionist did her best not be dazzled by Edward. "Maybe you can help me. Would you happen to know what room Isabella Swan is in?" Edward inquired putting on his most charming smile.

The receptionist took a moment to gather herself but soon put on her most professional face. "I'm sorry but I am not at liberty to give a non family member such information." She stated matter-of-factly. Edward didn't need to pursue the topic further, for as the receptionist had been saying this she had been thinking about when Meryum and Barbas had checked Bella out of the hospital.

"Ok, thank you for your time. Have a good day." Edward smiled politely before exiting the hospital. The receptionist could only nod in response; she was truly startled by his sudden change in attitude.

Edward rushed to the house faster than he had ever run before; for a fraction of e second Edward thought about how his visiting the house would cause even more trouble, but he hadn't seen his love in two months and at the moment all he knew was that he had to see her no matter what happened.

Bella opened her eyes and realized that she must have fallen asleep after Rosalie had left.

"Your awake! How are you feeling?? We were looking for you everywhere. We were all so worried! Do you need me to get you anything?" Meryum said all in one breath. "You father went to fetch the doctor from the underworld; he should be back by tomorrow morning." Meryum added as an after thought.

Bella nodded at Meryum in response and decided to answer Meryum's questions later, perhaps when her throat didn't hurt so damn much! Bella looked around the room until her gaze landed on James. "What happened?" Bella managed just above a whisper.

"You mean you don't remember?" Bella knew James well enough to hear the relief in his voice.

"You had an accident. We will discuss it later when you've had more rest and seen a doctor." Meryum said before kissing Bella on the cheek and exiting the room; she seemed to have forgotten that James was still in there.

"So you really don't remember?" James asked again, just to make sure.

"No, I lied. I remember everything." Bella snarled.

James gulped. He was actually afraid of what she might do until he realized that he had the upper hand. "Well if you dare tell anyone that it was me I'll tell Barbas about you and Edward; what do you think he would do if he found out that his precious little daughter was screwing a vampire? We both know he would kill your little Eddie pooh."

"Fine, lets make a deal; I wont tell daddy you almost killed me and you wont tell him I am currently in love with a vampire, although I not even sure why I am protecting this vampire, I mean it's not like he loves me in return." Bella mumbled the last part so it wasn't audible to the human ear, but James could hear it loud and clear.

"You really are demented, you know that? Edward loves you back; but don't get too happy, there is a second part to the deal. Even if I am willing to accept that things are over I am not, nor will I ever be, willing to let you be with that… there are not even words to describe him." James told her.

"So you want me to tell Edward I don't love him??" Bella asked. She could never tell such a lie to Edward.

"No… well I don't care what you tell him. I just want you to make it clear to him that things are over between you two."

As if on queue Meryum barged into the room. "Bella there is a vampire downstairs by the name of Edward and he is asking to see you." Meryum hissed.

"Ok send him up." Bella gulped. She had no idea how she was going to do this. Meryum left to get Edward and Bella couldn't help but notice how James seemed to make no move to leave; and how he was looking at his nails with a bored expression on his face gave her the impression that he had no intention of leaving. But luckily for her as soon as she sent one of her meanest and intimidating glares his way that said 'get the hell out' he soon got the room and sulkily trailed out of her room, all the while muttering profanities about how she always makes him miss all the fun.

A couple of seconds after James had left the room Edward entered.

"Oh thank God you're alive! Who did this to you?? I swear I will kill them for ever laying a finger on you!" Edward rushed to Bella's bedside upon entering the room and had a furious expression on his face at the thought of anyone hurting his Bella, but at the same time he had an countable amount of unconditional love in his eyes just about seeing his Bella again.

"Erm… listen; we need to talk…" Bella moved her gaze to stare at the lamp. Anywhere that wasn't his face; his eyes.

"Well talk." Edward didn't like the sound of this.

"My mother always used to say the more words the less room there is for love. I care about you, four words; I love you, three words; marry me, two words; and goodbye, one word." Bella felt all the tears welling up in her eyes and willed them to go away.

"Bella, I don't understand what you are trying to tell me." Edward tried to make eye contact with Bella, but she was making it incredibly difficult; every time he would get close, she would move her gaze somewhere else.

"I'm saying goodbye Edward." Bella sobbed; by now the tears were streaming down her face.

"What?! Why?! What are you talking about? For fucks sake will just look at me!!!" Edward was shouting now, he didn't mean to shout but she was breaking his dead heart and he had no idea what she was talking about.

"Edward, you're everything I thought you never were and nothing like I thought you could have been. But still you live inside of me; so tell me how is that? You're the only one I wish I could forget and the only one I love to not forgive. And though you break my heart you're the only one; and there are times when I hate you, because I can not erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face, and even now when I hate you it pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day. I don't want to be with out you babe; I don't want to have a broken heart; I know that I love you, but let me just say I don't want to love you in no kind of way. I don't want to be the broken hearted girl!" By the end of Bella speech she was weeping so hard she could barely breathe; she thought she was going to suffocate and she didn't care, if she couldn't have her Edward anymore she wasn't sure she wanted to live.

"Bella, but I… I don't understand. You said you loved me! And now you are saying goodbye!" Edward was frustrated and didn't know what to say or do. Was this some kind of sick and twisted joke? If it was, he didn't find it very funny.

"It's not a joke. Edward just leave… please. For me." Bella pleaded. Looking at the desperation in her eyes Edward couldn't argue and left, leaving his heart with her.

But he knew it wasn't the end. He would win her back if it was the last thing he did!

Did anyone realize that Bella's little speech is from the song broken hearted girl by beyonce??

Thank you to mariami (MariPeaceRocker) for proof reading this chapter and making sure that it didnt completely suck before i sent

Anyway I have decided to update this story every Wednesday, more if I get lots of reviews.

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