"The dementors have told me that you threw a fit to day in your cell care to explain?"
"I just had a bad dream that's all" I
Said. But I still tensed up a bit feeling the coldness in his voice.
"Well if you are going to refuse to answer my questions I have no choice but to…..
"But I jjust answered what you asked me" I said getting scared.
"I will not tolerate back talking from filth like you take her down there, Maxmeans"
As the man grabbed me rather hard and with a lot of force he took me out of the door and on to the elevator. Fear hit me like a rock, when the elevator doors open I couldn't move the man pushed me but I wouldn't budge. So he hit me really hard and I felt tears streaming down my face, the man grabbed me and forced me into a big black door with many engravings on it but it was in Latin. I couldn't understand what it said as I entered there…it had the most terrifying looking men standing there. They looked like they meant business after about three or four hours of being shown pictures of people being killed and toured, of people's children crying and telling me it was my entire fault. That I am nothing, but the devil and how nobody cares for me .They couldn't get a decent answer out of me they took me back to my cell and threw me in there. I fell on the ground the mud splashing up into my eyes making them sting even worst, all the tears that I held in during the interrogation came out. Sirius scrambled up towards me but before he could reach me fudge and two other men came and said
"No Sirius no not yet you have to come with us today we have a special visit from someone".
Sirius looked like he was about to burst and he did he started to yell at fudge.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO A LITTLE GIRL SHE IS INNOCENT AND YOU TREAT HER LIKE A COMMON DEATH EATER, YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF IF WORD GOT OUT THAT THE MISNSTRY OF MAGIC DID THIS TO A GIRL, THAT IS ONLY 11 YEARS OLD THERE WOULD BE AN UPROAR!!!"
"Yes but word won't get out, so shall we go Mr. Black"
With every amount of control it took him his chest rising and falling he started to walk with the minister, I felt so ashamed and scared. I tried yelling for Sirius but I couldn't talk so I lay there, crying silently and barley moving, only half alive. Sirius didn't come back for about a week and a half later. I do not know where he went but I hadn't moved from the spot, that they and flung me in because I felt as if my soul had been ripped from my body. Voldemort was haunting my dreams. With my face in the mud and my body sprawled out across the mud I felt like I was going to die but then I heard the cell door open and close. I didn't have the strength to look up but I felt a warm hand upon my head and I flinched because my head was already pounding.
"What have they done Serenity what could have you done to deserve this?"
Sirius said in a desperate cry and his voice cracking I knew he was crying. "A child cannot chose their parents" I said with desperation
"in my case I am cursed by my father Dumbledore tried, to save me but it didn't work he still haunts my dreams and I know my past is becoming my future and the ministry is convince I am the same as my father".
"No one can have a father that is that bad, can they? Your father cannot be as bad as they think because you are the most caring person, I have ever met, unless you take after your mother".
"My mother was not as bad as my father but still to a degree the ministry would want her dead too but my father already took care of that for them" I said in a quite voice.
"Who is your father who could be so bad that they would do this an 11 year old girl?"
"Voldemort can be" I said in such a low voice that I was nearly silent.
"No, no your father is not him he cannot be no, just no!"
Sirius was sounding desperate, scared, and mad. He looked at me; I knew he was starting to be disgusted at me for my parentage I started to cry.
"Like I said a girl cannot chose her father he raised me for 8 years, I cannot help but still have pity towards him he raised me but Dumbledore took me away, I have been happier but I still am his daughter he has saved my life more then once and I owe my existence to him I'm sorry Sirius but I cannot help what has happened in past but my past is my future too I'm sorry".
And with that I crawled to the corner and wouldn't say another word. Sirius tried talking to me, but I was too ashamed to talk to him. My father caused so much pain in the world what was I to do just say that I don't love him? But the truth is I still would do anything for my father, and at the same time I know it is wrong. My life is so messed up and I don't even know what I am supposed to do; with that in my mind, I started to my eyes started to sting and I cried my self to sleep that night. With the feeling of being unprotected. Full of despair…waiting to see what would happen to me the next morning. In the morning I was taken to the ministry of magic for the first time in about a week, before I was brought in they preformed a series of spells to make me look vibrant and healthy they didn't want people to see my descript state. When I was brought into Cornelius's office he was talking to Lucius Malfoy, I went into his office, Fudge looked up at me and made a smirk and said
"well Lucius sorry to cut our meeting short but I have to talk to this girl you see she hasn't been helping the ministry the way we need her to, so she has to go back down to department 13".
He laughed a little but stopped. I knew that Malfoy was not going to do anything because Malfoy hated me because I was higher then him, even though I was never "evil" enough to be like my father and Malfoy resented me for that. Malfoy left after that.
"So you have you had enough of department 13 or do you still believe that we are not on to you?"
"I have told you I do not know anything I swear please just let me leave and go back home to Hogwarts,"
I said. This time I was desperate; I did not want to go back to the interrogation to have to go through that pain of my past. I was scared I knew that they would only do this for so long and then they would do away with me. But they still didn't believe me and they only believed that I was lying and I went back down to the dreaded room… number 13. I was thrown back into my cell with Sirius Black and I didn't move from my spot he looked up. I knew he was going to say something but he just looked back down and kept his mouth shut. I was hurt but I knew what he was thinking I was the daughter of pure evil, why should he defend me. I lay there, staring at the ground and then Sirius finally spoke and he said in a harsh voice
"I am going now; you can take care of yourself".
And with out even a glance back he left.
