- Real quick before anything I would like to dedicate this chapter to goldengirl62 who has reviewed on both of my stories and almost every chapter.
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Nervous. That was all that Jake was feeling in the pit of his stomach. He couldn't place why but he knew something bad was going to happen. He didn't know when or where, though. Even though he was a werewolf and was stronger than any normal person and did things that people never imagined, he still had that 16 year old boy deep down inside him. The thought that was always on his mind was "What would happen to me and Bella if Cullen came back?" That was the number one question that kept him up at night. Other than the fact Bella had finally come to her senses and got together with him. He felt on top of the world yet something was dragging him down.
"Hey man!" Embry yelled, slapping Jake on the back. "Sam wants us out behind his house in 5," He said, walking out the back door.
Running a hand through his hair Jake shoved himself up off of his bed, and out his bedroom door. he hated these meetings. They always were a bunch of talking about what they should do if a vampire, beside the Cullen's, came into town. it never seemed to happen though. they hadn't seen any action in forever. sure they were always on guard when it came to the Cullen's, just in case they'd end up hurting Bella or any other human in a seat on one of the stumps that surrounded the fire pit Jake looked up at Sam, waiting.
"Boys, I have some news," Sam began in a low, raspy voice. If you were truly staring at Sam directly in the eyes, you would've seen the sheer hurt glaze over his eyes, even for just a split second. "We have a new member to our, uhm, pack," He says, turning around to look behind him. Just as a young boy, probably only 14, emerged he turned back to the boys. "Guys, this is Seth Clearwater. He's our newest member." Murmurs chorused through the circle of brothers as he stepped into fill view. Seth looked practically identical to Leah. Murmurs chorused through the circle once again as the same words poured out of everyone's mouths. "Is there a new vampire in town?" and variations of if Sam could read their minds, he spoke in his loud, alpha voice. "There is no vampire around our lands. Seth has been going through this around the time that the Cullen's were preparing to leave. Don't worry about a thing. Everything's fine."There was an obvious change in the air as they boys got up and made their way over to the plates of food that Emily had laid out.
Jake took a seat down next to Seth and gave him a small smile."So, how are you feeling about all of this?" Jake asked, placing his plate of food on the ground."Not to be rude," Seth squeaked out. "But, who are you?""Oh," Jake chuckled. "I'm Jacob. Jacob Black." He holds out his hand for a shake."N-Nice to meet you." Seth replied, his voice shaking a bit. Jake couldn't figure out why he seemed nervous but he just suspected that it was because he was in the spotlight for this whole bonfire."Likewise. So, what are your thoughts on this whole wolf thing?" Jake asked, a knowing smile on his face."It's a little weird. but, Leah will help me out." He replied in his quiet voice."Nice to have you with us." Jake said, knowing that the conversation was going knowhere. Getting up, he walked over to the guys, said his bye's and made his way home. He needed to see Bella.
Running. Bella was running and she didn't know where or why she was running. Trees, bushes, dirt, everything flew by in an instant. It was blurry, she couldn't make out real distinct shapes. It seemed as if she was running faster than a normal human. It didn't make sense. The more she thought about it, the faster she was going. A growl sounded from the right of her and she whipped around, facing it. A huge russet colored wolf stood dead straight in front her, taunting her, calling her, challenging her. Without a second thought she lunged forward, sinking her teeth into its fur. Stopping, she immediately backed off, giving the wolf a chance to rethink it's fight tactics. She sunk her teeth? What teeth did she have that could possibly sink through a wolfs ski-
"Oh my God." Bella gasped out, placing a hand on her chest. There was no heartbeat. She was…a vampire. Closing her eyes, she squinted them tightly shut, hoping that when she opened them, her heart would be beating in her chest and Jake's arms would be wrapped tightly around her, surrounding her in complete and comfortable heat. When she opened her eyes, she was staring into the eyes of the russet wolf. In the flick of a second, she was on the ground, staring into the only pair of eyes that she had fallen in love with just a short time ago. Jake's. She couldn't back down, she could feel the presence of another vampire around them. Lunging forward she sunk her teeth into Jake's neck. A whimper sounded from his throat.
"I'm sorry." She said out loud, sinking her teeth in farther. "I love you." She screamed before a flick of her head, that tore off Jake's head. The other vampire that was watching came running up behind her, sweeping her into his arms as he ran with her, all the way home.
Flying straight up in her bed, Bella let out a blood curdling scream. Her hands grabbed on every part of her face, her chest, everywhere. She had to make sure that she was still human.
Hearing her scream, Jake ran as fast as he could up the stairs into her room. "Bella, honey, what's wrong? What's going on?" He asked, rushing to her side.
Without any words, Bella broke down into complete sobs. The sobs racked her small body as Jake wrapped his arms around her, trying to figure out what had upset her so much.
2 hours later, Bella had fallen back to sleep without a word spoken to Jake. He laid there watching her as she slept, peacefully. The only thing in his mind that he could pinpoint that would make her react the way she did was Edward. She had to have been dreaming about Edward, that was the only thing that would work her up that much. Looking down, he saw her eyes begin to flutter. Stroking her cheek, he quietly whispered. "Bella, honey. I'm here."
Finally realizing that she was alive and well human she threw her arms around Jake's neck, holding on as tight as she could. She didn't want or plan to let him go for any reason.
The next morning Bella woke up, the events from last night hitting her like a bunch of bricks. Her breath gets caught in her throat as everything overwhelms her at once. She looks to the side of her, hoping that Jake would be there, lying next to her. Much to her dismay, he was gone. Only an imprint and the smell of him left. She leaned over onto his pillow, burying her face in it, trying to find as much comfort as she could without him actually being there with her.
"Bells, can we talk about last night?" Jake said, walking back into Bella's room, making her jump up, surprised.
"Jake." She breathed out, not looking him in the eye. She softly patted the space next to him and gratefully leaned into Jake's side the second he sat down.
"Bella," He spoke, his voice stern. "You need to tell me what last night was all about." He says, turning her to face him.
"Jake, it was horrible." She says, replaying her dream, letting him know every single detail of the dream as she broke down in tears.
"I-It was horrible. I couldn't stop myself a-and Jake." She stops noticing the tenstion on his face. Quickly, she reaches over, taking his face in her hands. "I will never ever consider going back to Edward, Jake. You are my soul mate." She says, tapping his chest with her finger. "You are the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Don't ever doubt that." Noticing that what she had said obviously wasn't enough for him, she keeps going. "Jake, everyone has nightmares. Ever since the James thing." She cringes, just mentioning his name. "I've had nightmares like these every once in a while. "When I still thought Edward was the one for me, I would have the nightmares about Charlie. How it would be like for me to end up killing someone that I loved dearly. I never dreamed of killing Edward -"
Standing up, Jake held a hand up to stop her. "Stop Bella."
Quickly standing up, Bella puts both hands on Jake's chest to stop him. "I never dreamt of killing Edward because in reality, it wouldn't have bothered me as much as it would if you or Charlie or Renee had been killed." She puts a hand on his cheek, stroking it with her thumb. "You obviously mean so much more to me, that I'd rather die than ever hurt you." She drops her hand and takes a step back from him. "I know that I sound like a psychopath, talking about killing the ones I love but James & Victoria, Jake, they damaged me in a way that I'll never forget but you, you make it easier for me to forget, just in the right moment. You are good for me Jake."
Wrapping her up in his arms, he whispers to her. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. I promise that I will never. Ever. Put you through anything like that again, as long as I live. I promise you, Bella."
I'm sorry that this is so short & its horrible. I just had to get back into the groove of writing this story. I definitely neglected both of my stories. But, now that its getting closer to summer time, I will have a lot more time to write. Review? Tell me that you don't hate me? (:
