Right now my mind is officially goop. I'm scaring my friends…I think my air was drugged. So don't hate me for the goopyness in the beginning. I'm going batty right now, there are so many plot bunnies in my head I think they are making a village. Seriously I read one story and think of something completely different and could easily become a fanfic. I need to explain things don't I? First off, my reason for making Ichigo and Roxas Seme most of the time. My friends have proved this. I look like Ichigo and Roxas mixed together. It's creepy but Axel and Renji remind me of my girlfriend. Meaning she's stronger than me and a red head. Thus them being ukes. Yes this story has a plot I swear! Actually this is going great for my plot. And yes Ichigo went to soul society because his body perished and his spirit was cleansed by his own sword. And there will be sex I promise actually at the end I plan on having like 4 or 5 sex scenes in like my final chappy (yes the chapter will be 4 times the size of usually ones to accommodate the sex). I enjoy giving mental pictures to people I truly do so expect more. If anyone is hitting a road block with finding inspiration with stories I have tones that need to be released. I'm like a plot bunny magnet. Hence the village mentioned above. Speaking of plot bunnies I want to rant. Why oh why does everyone insist on having Renji, Axel or Grimmjow vampires and not Roxas or Ichigo? I think it would be better, making the ones usually in control shake in their boots. Oh btw for those who read that one amazing akuroku story (forget it's name) about Roxas cross dressing I could pull that off too but I refuse. Seee didn't I warn you about goop? And if I start getting hyper….oh god. Must regain some state of control! Sometimes I wonder if you wonder about my gender but I really am a guy and straight just not normal by any stretch of the imagination. And by doing so I subconisously rebel against 'the norm' like Ichigo and Roxas being uke, although I still think my before mentioned reason qualifies as to why they top most of the time.

Harem: 12

Grimmjow: 11

Renji: 6

Shuuhei: 3

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Chapter 18

Who am I?

It has been two weeks since his family found him. Everyone was so nice and they accepted him. He became the local hero sort of. Poor districts never had any sort of rule but Ichigo put a stop to that. Crime went down quickly because Ichigo began feeding children. He was working for anyone who would offer food and giving it to the less fortunate. He kept the pendant with him though as a reminder to his purpose. He wanted to find that guy again. His memories came back more and more. He knew how his mother died and he knows his old family and friend's faces and names. But the pain was still there. Three shadowy figures taunted him every time his eyes closed. He knew their vague outlines by heart. He also knew they had a strawberry on their asses and knew it was meant for his eyes alone. He was so confused. He just figured out his sexuality and his family still accepted him, same with the neighbourhood.

"Hey Ichigo can you help me with these logs?"

"Sure!"

He knew his life may never be complete again and he accepted that. He fought the pain and tears every second. He was turning into a rock. It took him longer and longer each day to smile or laugh or show anything other than the face of a man fighting pain. Something hit him in the back of the head while he was bending down to pick up a log. It and the ground rushed to meet him. His hand grasped the pendant with a death grip. He didn't want to lose something that wasn't his to lose.

"YOU MOTHER FUCKERS TELL ME THIS NOW!?!" Ah right Isshin has a temper about his family. Shuuhei flinched for the tenth time that hour. They hadn't even got to Ichigo's death yet. Grimmjow just stared at Isshin with a bored look on his face, the bastard brought earplugs.

"Mr. Kurosaki if you could please come down and let us continue." Shuuhei wanted to bash the guys head in with a shovel repeatedly until mashed. Seriously did he think that we were ok with Ichigo's state?

"CALM DOWN? How can you tell me to calm down when you told me my only son is gay with three men who forced themselves upon him. I want him retuned to me and restraining orders put on you three. You will be lucky if you still can walk after I am done with you."

Alrighty then calm Shuuhei has left the building, enter distraught and pissed off Shuuhei. "Listen here you fucking prick. I tried to be calm and civil explaining your son's situation, which I haven't even finished yet and you scream at us making demands you have no right in making. First Ichigo loves us more than you and I'm sure he would be disappointed if he learned his dad was this much of an asshole. Second he's dead and therefore not under your 'protection' or jurisdiction. Third we've been spending a month and a half searching for him in Soul Society. You have no right to yell at us and treat us like shit because you fail at being a proper father!" There that shut the bastard up. Why oh why was Grimmjow fighting back laughter? A smack to the head will fix him. "And you, you leave me to talk to this ass while you have some day dream behind your ear plugs." If anyone messed with Shuuhei right now he seriously considered going to find a shovel.

"Alright then, I guess I can understand that. Please sit down and calm down. I don't want things being broken." Oh now he's being the civil one?

"May I ask one thing? Do you have a shovel?"

Renji was in the 69th district wandering around refusing to admit to himself that he was lost when shouts alerted him to trouble. He walked towards the voices, usually shinigami didn't involve themselves in the poorer areas because of the violence but reports have been that this area's crime died. It seemed dozens of locals were scurrying around a downed person. Why? Last he remembered people left the injured to rot in these parts. That's when he thought his heart started beating again. Their cries were clear as day.

"Ichigo's been injured!" "Call for help!" "Stop the bleeding!" "Ichigo hang in there!"

Then another wheel started moving again, Ichigo's in trouble. He ran past people tears streaming down his face. He pushed his way into the crowd and scooped the unconscious teen up. He would have shinpoed out but the people started throwing themselves at him literally.

"You won't take him!" "This boy is too loved to die as a shinigami!" "Go to hell you bastard! You are not taking Ichigo away from us!" Wow, loved wherever he goes. But this hampers things.

"Listen, I knew him when he was living and there are people who miss him terribly including myself. Besides he has friends in the shinigami, we won't let him die again."

A woman who had latched onto Ichigo's body with what looked like her husband holding her waist for support spoke. "I am Ichigo's mother in this world and refuse to let him go without his confirmation that he knows you."

"You want proof he knows me?" Renji ripped Ichigo's shirt off revealing the concealed tattoos. Pointing to his eyebrows and Ichigo's arm. "See we know each other else why would we have the exact same tattoo pattern?" That seemed to be enough for her but she now had tears in her eyes.

"We've only known him for two weeks but we've all grown attached, please let him visit us. It would make us all feel better."

"T-two weeks? That's all? He's been dead for two and a half months. I know I've been counting."

Ichigo awoke, what had hit him? He looked around the room, this didn't look like home…where was he?

"Finally Ichigo you're awake!" People knew him here? Wait it's one of the three figures in my mind, the bulkier one!

"W-who are you?" I ask hesitantly he looked hurt and I felt hurt too. Why didn't I know him? Those tattoos are on me too so we must have been close.

"You don't remember me? Or us? Or the others?" I shake my head no.

"I'm sorry I don't know you but I was told we don't remember everything from our past life."

"Well then lets start over, I'm Renji the better of the three. Grimmjow and Shuuhei will be here soon. Grimmjow is finally able to come here now."

"Well Renji I'm sure you know but I'm Ichigo."

He said nothing just tackled me pinning me on the bed. "Oh how I've missed you. Let me show you how much."

"Renji be nice, he is injured and doesn't you pounding him to mush."

"Shuuhei" Renji whined, oh really hot. "You know you would do the same thing had I not beat you to it. Same with you Grimmjow."

The one named Shuuhei blushed. "But I didn't so get off of him unless you want top?"

"Of course, I miss Ichi poking me."

"Bastard." Grimmjow hissed.

Renji curled up on Ichigo getting really comfortable until pausing then taking off his clothing along with Ichigo's, Shuuhei and Grimmjow followed suit. They all curled up around Ichigo creating a lot of warmth. This little human house actually felt like his real home. Tears trickled down his face meeting concerned eyes.

"Guys, I'm home."

Chapter done!

Ok crappy chapter but I want to tie up loose ends soon and finish the main plot that has dwindled. The pendant will be resolved next chapter along with Shuuhei sex. Then the final chapter! R&R!