*Taylor and Jax have been married for some time now. He's been doing runs with the club more often, Taylor misses him more than usual and hates when he has to leave. Taylor noticed it was changing him and her but she kept a brave face on. Eric and her talked every so often, he could tell when she was sad because she called often. Eric made sure to fly out and be by her side when Jax was away for a while. Kelly and Randy had been traveling together and visiting his family. It made Eric feel whole that he could be there for her and help her through anything…Taylor watched as Abel fell into a slumber. She smiled loving every moment she had with her son. A love so strong and a love she would die to protect. Her son saved her in a way she thought wasn't possible. Eric walked in and held her hips. He could only imagine if this was truly his son and they were both looking at the beautiful boy they just made. Even though he was happy that his progeny made this beautiful bundle of joy. Eric did feel that Abel was his son in a way. Jax had been so busy with the club…Eric was there for Abel and for Taylor in ways it meant most to her*

Taylor: Eric…

Eric: Hmmm?

Taylor: That was not supposed to happen last night…

Eric: Mmmm but it did and I loved every second of it. You…Are absolutely marvelous…*He kissed her shoulders*...To the way you moan my name, scratch me, cum on me, the way your nipples feel in my mouth…*He grabbed her hips tighter and Taylor gasped*...I would do anything to get you naked every time I am with you.

Taylor: Eric.

Eric: You like this…*Eric kissed her neck and Taylor lost her breath*

Taylor: Eric…

Eric: Keep saying my name. It's making me hard…*Taylor moaned and leaned her head back against his chest*...If you want me, just say so. He is not here…*Her phone rang and she felt like her dead heart had skipped a beat bringing her out of the hot daze Eric had her in*

Taylor: Trish?

Trish: Hey! I know. We haven't really spoken since the wedding…Buuutt I'm getting married. Nothing too crazy. You know how Jeff and I are…Just some family and close close friends. It would be nice if I had my best friend there. Ash said she would do you the favor and be maid of honor…*Taylor chuckled*...Plus I know with Abel…I. I just want you there and you can totally bring Jax….*Taylor bit her lip at the thought of Jax not being here*

Taylor: I'll be there. Jax is on a business trip…So is it okay if I bring Eric? He's been a big help with Abel.

Trish: Of course. You know he is welcomed. I miss you.

Taylor: I miss you too. How is Jeff and your son?

Trish: Everyone is good T…The wedding is on Saturday at two…Da's ranch.

Taylor: Got it. I love you T.

Trish: I love you more T…*They hung up, Eric pulled her closer to him and she rubbed his chest*

Taylor: I have to pack. I have to drive, I don't want Abel on a plane yet.

Eric: I'll drive.

Taylor: You have to sleep?

Eric: I brought my ring. I can drive and I'll just sleep before the wedding. We can leave tomorrow, that way we'll get there by friday. You will need to find a dress….*Taylor nodded and felt her boobs tighten*

Taylor: I have to pump.

Eric: I'll watch.

Taylor: Where is Clarie?

Eric: With some guy most likely. We didn't really make any rules but you knew that already.

Taylor: So you haven't gotten any and now you're coming my way?...*Taylor walked to the bedroom and took off her shirt and bra. Eric watched as her breast bounced full of milk and it made him hard. Taylor grabbed the pumps, sat on the bed and started pumping. She looked at Eric, her eyes traveled down to his bulge and she sighed*

Eric: I will ravish you after you pump.

Taylor: No…*She bit her lip at the thought*

Eric: Admit it.

Taylor: Eric…*He sat close to her on the bed*...I'm pumping.

Eric: You really think I give a fuck…*Taylor swallowed hard as she felt him rub on her thigh*...You can't help yourself.

Taylor: You're an ass…*Taylor finished pumping and before she could wipe off the little that had leaked out. Eric vamp sped and licked her nipples, smoothly. It caught Taylor by surprise and she ran her fingers through his hair*...Eric! Seriously!

Eric: Your nipples are amazing when you're pregnant and breastfeeding…Jax is a lucky man. Only if he were here to ravish them….*Taylor bit her lip. She felt like her hormones were still a little wacky and Eric knew it, he could feel it. Eric couldn't help how he felt and neither could Taylor*...You are dangerous….*Eric ran his hand higher on her yoga pants and felt how wet she was. He rubbed the moist spot only making it wetter…*Taylor moaned his name*...So you were just going to hide how wet you were from me? Bad girl.

Taylor: Eric, I have to pack.

Eric: Shut up…*Eric kissed her deeply with tongue and ran his fingers through her hair. Taylor pulled him closer and Eric pulled her into his lap. Taylor pulled his tank top off and rubbed his chest*...All you had to do was say so, love.

Taylor: I really have to pack. It's not just me anymore, Eric…*He caressed her face*

Eric: Abel. I know. He is my son…*Taylor really looked into his eyes*...Jax is where? With who? Abel may not be by blood but he is my son…*Taylor teared up remembering their baby together. Only if Eric knew and only if Taylor knew she could have his kids. Taylor would give anything to have his kids but she knew deep down that Eric was okay with Abel being somewhat his*...I will always take care of you and my son.

Taylor: I love you…*Eric kissed her and she kissed him back. Eric laid her back on the bed, he let his tongue have its way with her nipples and Taylor loved every minute of it.

It was like pure energy running through her body. Eric and her always had hot and great sex. There is always something about Eric she couldn't shake but she did love Jax. She didn't want to hurt him. Jax also did come home sometimes smelling like other women when coming back from runs and Taylor knew what was happening while he was away. She didn't say anything because she was here with Eric and it made her feel horrible. Taylor and Jax did love each other, deep down to their core. Taylor saved Jax after Wendy. It was like a light came back on. Eric didn't push the situation only because he knew one day he would have Taylor again. Eric wasn't leaving her and he would always fight for her. How could she choose between the two? The two greatest loves she has ever had. Taylor also knew deep down it was Eric. It always Eric, always has been and always will be. Does that make her horrible for staying with Jax? Taylor and Eric breathed deeply coming down from the sex*...I have to shower and then pack. Abel is gonna be up soon.

Eric: Shower and pack. I'll feed him when he wakes.

Taylor: Sleep…*Taylor kissed his head and he watched her walk to the bathroom. Eric walked to Abel to make sure he was okay and he was sound asleep. Peaceful and perfect. It made him want this life with her and only her. Eric loved Taylor like no other. Loved her more than his ex wife and all the other women he came in contact with. Eric didn't fear getting Taylor pregnant anymore. He thought "If it happens, it'll be meant to be." Okay the thought of becoming a father made his skin crawl with fear. Not fear as in not wanting a baby with her but as in…If he would ever make a great father. Eric was lost in thought that he didn't even hear Taylor walk in. Taylor watched him look at Abel and she loved it. It made her womb ache for his children. Taylor walked behind him and hugged his waist*...He okay?

Eric: Perfect just like his mother…*Eric turned around and kissed Taylor deeply. He wanted to tell her how much he wanted this with her. He knew she wouldn't leave Jax. He knew she would sleep around more than just leave him. They both smiled as they heard Abel laugh in his sleep*

Taylor: I have to put the milk in bottles then in the fridge. We can get blood while I'm down there…*Eric nodded and watched as she did her motherly things. They laughed and talked over blood. They eventually walked back up, snuggled in bed together and fell asleep….It was a few short hours later. Eric heard Abel crying and let Taylor sleep. He heated up the bottle in the bottle warmer he got her. Taylor then woke to her alarm and Eric wasn't in bed. So she went to Abel and saw Eric feeding him in the rocking chair. Taylor smiled so big and Eric looked over at her. She then walked over to see her son*...Hi baby…*Abel let go of the bottle, smiled and laughed at the sight of his mother. It brought tears to her eyes*...I love you…*Taylor kissed Abel's head and took in his smell. Eric continued to feed him while Taylor packed and he rocked him back to sleep. Eric set him down in the crib, kissed him and then walked back to Taylor*...Thought you said you hadn't done that before?

Eric: He guided me. He knows his way around a nipple.

Taylor: Eric!...*They laughed and Kelly called*...Yess?...*Taylor watched Eric strip as he got in the shower and she bit her lip*

Kelly: Did you leave for the wedding yet?

Taylor: Not yet. Packing still.

Kelly: You are going by yourself? You should have come with Randy and me.

Taylor: Eric is here.

Kelly: So he never left? After, oh I don't know…The other night, the night before last and now last night. Oh wait, let's not forget last week!?...*Kelly sighed*

Taylor: Kelly…Please. Not now.

Kelly: What if Jax walked in!?...*Taylor sighed*

Taylor: I have to feed Abel.

Kelly: Taylor you are such a fucking whore! I swear…*Taylor bit the inside of her cheek at the pain of her sister's words*

Taylor: Thank you. Good morning to you too…You know at one point you were to! I never threw that shit in your face! I actually helped you get dick twice in one night! Then you needed the pill the next day! So lay off Kelly!

Kelly: Taylor!

Taylor: What? Let's not forget the time you gave head under the bleachers at our sister's volleyball game!

Kelly: Taylor! Enough!

Taylor: Forgive me for sleeping with one of my exs! Let me guess…Randy doesn't now? Now you'll have lots to talk about on the ride home…See you at the wedding sister…*Taylor hung up and sighed. Bit her lip, stripped and join Eric in the shower*

Eric: I love when you're feisty in the morning. It made me unbelievably hard.

Taylor: Fuck me…Hard.

Eric: My pleasure…*They made love in the shower until the water got cold. Taylor knew this would stop when Jax came back but Eric was here now. Jax usually called at random times to check in on his son or when he wanted a picture. After the shower, they dried off and got dressed*...Leave your hair wet…*Taylor smiled*

Taylor: What is with you? You are so horny…*Eric walked to her, picked her up and pinned her against the wall, running his finger through her wet hair*

Eric: You make my dick hard by just smiling at me. Taylor, I will always want to fuck you. Always. Always want to hear you moan and scream for me….*Eric kissed her with tongue*...But I won't right now because we have to leave…*He kissed her again but deeply*

Taylor: I just have to get Abel's stuff.

Eric: It's already packed…*Taylor caressed his face*

Taylor: Thanks baby.

Eric: You are welcome love…*He set her down and Taylor got her things together. She made sure to grab her portable breast pump. Eric got his things together then Taylor followed him outside and Jax called*

Jax: Hey.

Taylor: Hey. It's been a few days? Everything okay?

Jax: Yeah. It's been busy…*Taylor heard a woman call his name*...Sorry, there is a party going on. How is my son?

Taylor: He's great…*Taylor bit her lip. It stung at the thought of thinking of what Jax was doing out there and who with. Eric watched as he got Abel and the bags in the car*...Trish is getting married..So I'm off to go see her.

Jax: That's great…Hold on darling. Be right there…*Taylor felt her eyes glow*

Taylor: You go. You sound busy…

Jax: I love you.

Taylor: I love you too…*Jax hung up and Taylor covered her mouth as she felt the tears. Taylor knew she loved Jax but she was here with Eric. So why did it hurt so much? Eric walked behind her and hugged her waist*

Eric: Why are you with him?...*Taylor turned around to face him*

Taylor: Can we just go…

Eric: Taylor, what about me and my feelings?

Taylor: Eric, not now. Last time I checked you didn't have any…*Eric looked speechless and his eyes got wide*

Eric: Oh, I don't!? I love you! I love you! I love you! After everything we have been through how can you even fucking say that to me!? You think I am here out the kindness of my fucking heart!? I would rather be home.

Taylor: Then go!

Eric: Why won't you just admit it!? You and Jax don't mix!...*Taylor made her eyes glow*

Taylor: Yes, we do!

Eric: You do know you're cheating on him!? This is cheating, this is having an affair.

Taylor: Shut up Eric!

Eric: You are lying and losing yourself! You have been since the day you said "I do"...*Taylor shook her head no as she felt the tears coming*...Guess Kelly will always be right…Nothing but a fucking whore..*Taylor smacked him and Eric popped his fangs at her*

Taylor: Leave! Don't bother coming to the wedding with me.

Eric: Seriously? Have these last couple of days meant nothing to you? Week for the matter of fact. Are you really that fucking horny, Taylor?

Taylor: Fucking leave Eric!...*Eric chuckled and rubbed where she smacked him. Taylor had tears running down her face*

Eric: Have an amazing time at the wedding…At least they deserve each other…*Taylor covered her mouth and Eric flew off. Taylor got in the car and cried. She watched Abel once she got herself together*

Taylor: Please…Don't ever hate me Abel. I can't lose you too…*Abel sighed in sleep and she pulled off. Taylor drove and it took about two days to get there, with stops for the baby. She was exhausted and still needed a dress for the wedding. Taylor knew Abel was due to feed soon. So she slowly took him out of his car seat and carried him in the store not wanting to wake him. Taylor saw Eric's stuff still in the back of the car, she groaned at the thought and out of tiredness. It felt like she was in the store for hours and all she wanted was to sleep. Taylor wanted to look nice for Trish, it was her best friend's wedding after all. She stumbled upon this beautiful lavender colored gown. It was sequenced, it went into a halter top and was strapless that was held up by a choker. A lovely slit that showed off her leg, it made her think of Eric and all the time they spent together last week. No, it wasn't long but it was long enough that it meant everything to them. Why was she such a bitch? Why was she such a whore? Those are the thoughts that kept racing through her head. Taylor knew Kelly would be at the house and she didn't want to be around anyone, at least not until the wedding. She paid for the dress and Abel started waking. He started to cry as they were wrapping the dress. Taylor rocked him to try and keep him calm but she knew he was hungry. Taylor got the dress in the car, got in the back with Abel and Kelly called*

Kelly: Make it safe with Eric?

Taylor: Yeah.

Kelly: What is it?

Taylor: Nothing. Kelly, I'm really not in the mood and I'm tired. I've been driving an-

Kelly: I thought Eric was coming with you?

Taylor: We had a fight.

Kelly: Nothing new there…*Taylor hung up and as she cried, Abel ran his hand over his moms face*

Taylor: I'm okay baby…*Taylor kissed him on the head as she gave him the bottle. Abel finished, Taylor burped him and rocked him back to sleep. The sight of her son gave her so much hope. Taylor drove to Fangtasia hoping to see Pam and only Pam. When she pulled up Pam was outside and Taylor sighed in relief*

Pam: So your the reason why he's been feeding and fucking all night? Whatever you said pissed him off...*Pam raised an eyebrow. Taylor sighed and ran her fingers through her hair. She looked at the building as she heard Eric moaning and some girl moaning along with him, moaning his name. Taylor then looked back at Pam. Eric heard and smelled Taylor*

Taylor: This is his stuff. I just figured he would want it back. I'm tired and I have to get my son to a hotel.

Pam: You guys are fucking again?

Taylor: Pam…Please…*Pam raised an eyebrow at her again and smiled*

Pam: That small town life won't be enough for you. Not when you have been and are in love with him…You are craving something bigger, better. Your vampire body knows it Taylor…*Taylor looked away fighting back tears*...You know I'm right too. You look like shit…*Taylor looked at Pam*

Taylor: More insults…Thank you…*Taylor wiped her tears and walked back to her car. Taylor finally made it to the hotel. Took a hot shower and watched Abel sleep. She knew he would be up soon, so she drank a blood bag and passed out. Abel did wake her a few times during the night but she slept. Between the blood and her sleeping, she woke up feeling so much better. She looked at her phone and it was almost eleven and the wedding was two*...Shit!...*Taylor got Abel together first and handled herself after. By the time she was ready, it was already hitting one. There was a knock at the door and Taylor froze. No one even knew where she was staying…Eric…He had on a gray suit with a black button up and black dress shoes. The only thought that came to mind was to rip it off of him and how beautiful he looked. Taylor sighed, making the thoughts leave her mind. She looked absolutely beautiful..Damn how this woman drove him mad. They stared at each other for a while*...Come in?...*Eric walked in and Abel's face lit up seeing Eric, Eric smiled at him*...I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that shit yesterday.

Eric: I'm sorry too. You look absolutely beautiful Taylor…*Taylor smiled and smelled the purple roses he got her*

Taylor: Ready…*Eric drove while Taylor sat in the back giving Abel a bottle. She looked so beautiful. Eric saw her wedding ring and sighed. After the bottle, Abel laughed and smiled the whole way…They arrived*

Kelly: Hey…

Taylor: Hey…

Kelly: Abel baby!...*Kelly took Abel. Taylor went to reach for the diaper bag and Eric got it. Taylor smiled at him and Kelly saw*

Ashley: HEY! Oh my gosh. Taylor, he is so cute!...*Taylor smiled*

Taylor: Thank you…*Taylor took Abel and Eric followed*...How is she?

Ashley: Ready but nervous. I'm so happy Archie's dad said yes. We haven't been here in forever…*Taylor nodded as she looked around at the ranch*

Robert: Taylor?

Taylor: Da?...*Everyone that was close to Archie called his dad, Da. He knew of the kids' struggles and victories. They were his kids in a way and his dad was always supportive of the kids*

Robert: Who are these young men? You are married now?…How I am getting old…*Taylor smiled and teared up a little*...You have grown into a beautiful young woman my dear.

Taylor: Arch here?

Ashley: Uhh…He and V moved not too long back..*Taylor nodded*

Taylor: This is Eric and this is Abel…*Robert shook Eric's hand and rubbed on sleeping Abel*

Robert: You know the place. Pick a room to lay him down in. It will be starting soon…*Taylor walked up to the room Archie and her would share. Archie's room. It smelled of him and it brought back so many memories*

Eric: Trying to make me jealous?

Taylor: Just like you were feeding and fucking last night?...*Eric sighed. Taylor laid Abel down, put pillows around him so he wouldn't fall off*

Eric: Let's just enjoy tonight…*They walked out. Trish looked beautiful and she was marrying her best friend. Trish couldn't wait to marry Jeff. The reception started and they danced. Eric even slowed danced with Taylor. He held her close and whispered his sorries in Swedish, Taylor did the same. It came for Trish to throw the flowers and Taylor stayed with Eric since she was already married. So she didn't pay any attention, Taylor held her hand out as she talked with Eric. Trish tossed the flowers and it was the universe's way of saying she would get remarried, the flowers practically flew to her hand. Once they fell in her hand and she grabbed them out of reflux. Taylor's face dropped and she looked up at Eric*...Looks like a second marriage will be coming your way love…*Her friends, Kelly looked over at her and she set the flowers down on the table*

Taylor: I should check on Abel…*At this moment Taylor wanted Eric. She was choosing Eric over Jax and it scared her. Even though she couldn't ever admit it, she wanted him. Taylor loved her family and didn't want to ruin it. Eric followed her, Abel was sound asleep and she ran her fingers through his hair*

Eric: Love…*Taylor looked at him and he nodded his head at her for her to come here.

Taylor walked to him and looked him in the eyes*...I love you. I won't ever stop. I won't ever stop until I meet the true death. I love you.

Taylor: I…I love you too Eric.

Eric: Leave him, marry me, we can find a way to have kids. We can have this. All of this…*Kelly heard and knew Eric was being serious. He didn't ever talk like this*...I can give you a husband, I can give you a real fucking marriage and I will find a way for me to give you a baby. I won't force anything on you but Taylor one day at some point, you will be mine again. I promise you that…*Taylor kissed him deeply and he forcefully brought her hips to his hard on. Taylor looked at her son and then looked back at Eric*

Taylor: The room across the hall…Now…*Eric nodded and they kissed each other the whole way over. Taylor searched for the buttons on his shirt, they didn't even see Kelly standing there and her jaw dropped. Kelly saw it, right in front of her. Kelly knew what was happening with Taylor and Eric. She felt bad she was giving Taylor so much shit. Eric slammed the door as they walked in the room. Kelly also didn't understand why Taylor stayed with Jax, if she truly wasn't happy. Taylor gave Kelly bits and pieces. Kelly knew Taylor was strong and could handle her own. Even though Taylor had Abel, she just felt lonely and Eric would always be her saving grace. Taylor forcefully took off his jacket and their lips never parted*...I love you.

Eric: Fuck, I love you too…*Kelly checked on Abel and walked back to the party. Eric kissed her neck forcefully and Taylor moaned. Eric sat her on the desk in the room, Taylor ripped his shirt open and Eric pulled her hair*

Taylor: E..Eric!...*He growled as he kissed her. He caressed her leg until he got to the spot where he wanted to be. Taylor pulled him closer as they kissed, hurting their lips from kissing so hard. She moaned into the kiss feeling his fingers work that viking magic*...Unzip me…*Eric slowly pulled her zipper down and it gave her chills. Taylor tore his shirt off his arms*

Eric: I love when you're this hungry…*He helped her slip out of the dress and placed her back on the desk. Eric unhooked her strapless bra, he kissed and licked her nipples. He kissed and licked between her breasts. Taylor felt like she could hardly breathe. It felt like this was in slow motion as he slowly pulled her thong off. Eric. Eric. Eric was the only thing she could think and did think about. It felt so good with so much love. His lips, his tongue always drove her crazy. Taylor's hand moved to his pants and unbuckled his belt*

Taylor: Fucking do it Eric…*Taylor was hungry for him and he didn't hesitate. Eric bit down with all force and she moaned, pulling him closer. At this moment she didn't care that her body and nerves, everything belonged to Eric. Taylor popped her fangs, she heard him growl as he fed more and then she heard his pants fall with the belt connecting to the floor. As Eric kissed her, she felt him step out of his pants and pulled her hips closer to him so he could insert his long hard erection in her. He slowly but surely entered her, he kissed her and she moaned at feeling his size in her*

Eric: My whore.

Taylor: Always yours…*Eric started to pump his hips, she wrapped her arms around his neck and he held her legs at his waist not letting go. It felt like she was human again. The sparks, the pain, the fire and ice, and the desire that took over her. Eric always knew how to truly take over her body*...Oh Eric!

Eric: I crave your body, it's what I need Taylor…*He thrusted harder into her and she tried not to yell. Eric however didn't care who heard or if they heard. Taylor was moaning so loudly as Eric was crashing into her, making it hurt just how she liked it*...Kiss me while you cum baby.

Taylor: Uhhh! ERIC!

Eric: Like that…*Taylor was truly taken over and she didn't care. She didn't even notice that Jax called. Taylor was coming up on a big orgasm and she pulled Eric in for a kiss. Eric kissed her hard with tongue while she came*...Fucckk, you feel so good when you cum…*Eric came as she was still feeling aftershocks, making her eyes roll back. He slowed his pace and they held each other breathing heavily. Taylor looked over and noticed the window was open the whole time*...No one heard…*He kissed her forehead*

Taylor: The fuck is happening to me!

Eric: You are going through a rough time. Taylor, you need a spouse who is going to be there for you. You got kidnapped, had the baby and then Abel got kidnapped. Jax was there and it was good but then you came home…And…*Taylor bit her lip, they helped each other get dressed and they walked to Abel who was waking. Taylor picked him up and walked him down. Trish and Ash looked over as they noticed Taylor was gone for three hours with Eric. They looked at each other and then walked to her*

Ashley: Can we talk?...*Taylor looked at Eric, then looked back at her friends and nodded. She smiled as she saw Abel looking at the night sky and she kissed his head. Eric watched and listened*

Trish: Are you okay T? We…

Ashley: We're worried about you. You look run down and I thought you vamps couldn't really look run down. Are things okay with Jax?

Taylor: I…I have to tell him…*Taylor cried as she held her son. Ashley took him so Trish could hug Taylor. Taylor broke down as soon as Trish hugged her*...I have to tell him. I just..It's making me sick. I feel like I'm losing my damn mind but when I see Abel he just makes me fight…*Taylor looked at Abel who was smiling at her and she smiled back*

Trish: How long have you and Eric?

Taylor: Off and on over the years but this…It's on full force….It happened a week ago and it's been everyday this week. I can't breathe when I am around him…*Taylor closed her eyes as she felt his hands on her*...It feels like it did when I was human…I just.

Ashley: Maybe you two need to cut ties…

Taylor: I can't.

Trish: Can't or won't T?...*Taylor looked at Trish and then Eric*

Ashley: You are still in love with him after all this?

Taylor: Yes and it's killing me…*Trish sighed*

Trish: You know who you are right?

Ashley: Totally…*Ashley smiled*

Taylor: Who?

Trish: Your mother. She denied herself Klaus…*Trish was right, Taylor was her mother walking in a different body. Taylor sighed and ran her fingers through her hair. Then she realized this is what her mom meant by one day she would understand. Understand that deep rooted love, a love like this that didn't happen often. Taylor finally understood the love she had for Eric*...Taylor, if you keep lying to yourself…This will keep happening. All night, I have seen the sparkle in his eyes and yours. Why are you fighting it?

Taylor: Because it's not just me anymore! It's my son, Jax! I just…*Taylor felt like she was losing control of everything. She didn't know what to do. Taylor walked off a little and just cried. She bent over, grabbing her chest and just cried. Trish walked over and leaned her up to hug her*...I'm ruining your night.

Trish: It's not a good night if my best friend is hurting. Eric is waiting for you…*Trish sighed*...Listen, you know I am not a fan of cheating and I don't subscribe to it but go…Just go to him. Let him take away your stress. At least before you tell Jax and if it blows up your world…Then you know you always have a home here…*Taylor smiled and hugged Trish*

Taylor: I love you guys.

Ashley: We love you too…*Taylor took Abel who was laughing as she took him. As she walked to Eric, Abel held his arms out for Eric and Eric smiled taking him. Eric kissed Taylor's head and she smiled as she watched Eric sway to the music with Abel*

Kelly: Sister…*Taylor turned around to Kelly*

Taylor: I don't have any more fight in me tonight.

Kelly: I'm sorry. I didn't know how you felt or how serious it was….I thought. Are you okay sister?

Taylor: I feel different everyday. I know for a fact that man over has always been there for me. He let me go and I let him go as soon as I said yes to Jax…So…*She looked at her wedding rings*

Kelly: No relationship is perfect….If you do decide to leave Jax. I just want my sister to be happy. I can see in your eyes that you are hurt. I love you sister.

Taylor: I love you too..I should get Abel out of here. They are starting to get drunk…Including Randy…*They laughed and Taylor said her byes, Eric took his jacket off and put it around Taylor's shoulder. Taylor smiled and he kissed her. In front of everyone and it was deep, so deep Taylor didn't want to pull away, she couldn't. Trish, Ashley and Kelly looked over*

Trish: I don't get why she won't just be with him. It's always been him.

Kelly: She's scared…*Eric broke the kiss. Taylor kept her eyes closed, feeling the kiss still and she opened her eyes once he started to talk*

Eric: Come back to my place. I have a surprise for you…*Taylor nodded and Eric drove her back to get her things and Abel's. Abel passed out on the way to Eric's, as Eric pulled in Taylor saw the good and bad here. The sex they had here and it made her shudder at the thoughts. They walked up, Taylor carried Abel as he was sleep and Eric walked to the room next to his…A nursery*

Taylor: What is this?

Eric: I thought if you ever had to be here. Little viking had somewhere to sleep…*Taylor teared up*...Whatever you need I am here. I mean that Taylor…*Taylor set Abel down in the crib, took Eric by the hand and lead him to the bedroom*

Taylor: Can you unzip me?...*Eric did so, he caressed and kissed her back*

Eric: I want to bury my face between your legs….*Taylor pushed him to the bed, slowly took off her bra and thong. She touched herself, Eric undressed and stroked himself*...Can I watch love?

Taylor: Always…*Taylor flipped her hair and kissed him. She forgot to call Jax back as he called again. Eric pulled her closer and she smack his hand away*...No touching…*Taylor moved her hips and caressed her body, touching herself. It was making Eric hungry for her. Eric was hard and ready but he listened to his woman and stroked himself. Taylor was in control and he loved it. She then climbed in bed next to him*...Are you enjoying watching?

Eric: Mmmm. I want to use my tongue and make you moan for hours…*Taylor continues to caress her body, her nipples and then she started to rub her clit*...Take control love…*Taylor moaned and Eric watched, enjoying. It was driving him crazy. He needed to feel her, be in her. Taylor bit her lip at her hands*...Let me touch you…*Taylor stuck a finger in her wet center and gave it to Eric. He sucked on her finger, Taylor saw him throb and she rubbed his cock*...Let me touch you love…*Taylor took his hand and moved it to her wet center. Eric rubbed slow sensational circles on her clit and then took his mouth to her nipples*...So wet. Feel good baby?

Taylor: Yess…*Eric kissed her and made his way down, she was wet and he started to lick her*...Eric!...*Eric bit her clit and stuck a finger in her. Taylor arched her back and groaned*...Eric!...Eric!...Eric!...*Eric growled watching her love it. He sucked on her clit, stuck his tongue in her*...Fuck! Eric, you're gonna make me cum!...*Eric loved hearing her. He most of all loved when she yelled his name. This woman, this woman was truly his weakness. He couldn't get enough and knew he wouldn't ever. He heard it tonight as she talked to her friends. All he wanted was to fuck, love and cherish her. Taylor was his drug, his curse, his kryptonite, his weakness. They made each other weak, no matter how much they yelled at each other. It was all love at the end of the day. Eric felt Taylor starting to shake as he brought her to another orgasm and she yelled his name just the way he liked*

Taylor: Eric! Eric!...*Taylor tried to push his head away because he wouldn't stop*...Baby!...*Taylor grabbed the sheets tighter. Taylor moved away slightly and Eric pulled her back to him. Taylor got his head away and Eric grabbed her hands holding them down*...Fuck Eric! I'm cumming again! Uhhhh!...*That's what he wanted to hear and he sucked even harder*...ERIC!...*He let her catch her breath and he laughed seductively*...Eric?

Eric: Mmmm. I couldn't stop. I was hungry and you were so hot screaming for me. You have no idea how much control you have over me.

Taylor: I need a minute.

Eric: On your knees…*Taylor looked in his eyes and they read nothing but vicious and dominant. Taylor absolutely loved it. Taylor got on her knees, flipped her hair and Eric pulled her hair. Taylor groaned, Eric smacked her ass and she moaned*...That was for moving my head away…*He smacked her again and she moaned*...That was for moving…*He smacked her again. Taylor moaned more loudly and Eric knew she liked it. He pulled her hair more*...That was because I fucking felt it.

Taylor: Harder.

Eric: Harder what?...*He teased her entrance with his tip. It made Taylor moan and made him groan as he felt how wet she was*

Taylor: Hit me harder…*Eric smacked her hard and Taylor bit her lip, moaning*

Eric: You know what I want to hear.

Taylor: Harder master.

Eric: Good fucking girl…*Eric hit her one more time and she moaned*...Mmmm…*Eric inserted in her and Jax called again. Eric started out slow and steady making her toes curl. He then picked up his pace and Taylor matched her hips with his. Eric loved when she fucked him back in this position, it always made him feel like the sex was wilder*

Taylor: Eric!

Eric: Don't stop saying my name baby!...*She moaned his name over and over again. Eric even moaned hers. It wasn't long before they both came together. Eric dropped on her back and Taylor laughed*...What?

Taylor: That…You are amazing…*He chuckled, kissed her shoulders and pulled her close. Her phone was ringing…Jax*...Shit!...Hey babe.

Jax: I called three times? You okay?

Taylor: Yeah. Yeah. Just got back in from the wedding.

Jax: I miss you baby.

Taylor: I..I miss you too.

Jax: Can you do me a favor?

Taylor: Anything…*Eric kissed her arm*

Jax: What are you wearing?...*Taylor looked at Eric and he raised an eyebrow*

Taylor: Nothing.

Jax: Damn. You're naked. I can only imagine how big your nipples are. Are you leaking yet?...*Eric laid her back and he sucked on them*

Taylor: Mmmm.

Jax: What are you doing right now baby?

Taylor: Uhhh!

Jax: Mmm. Tell me…*Taylor and Eric made eye contact as he made his way between her legs. He kissed his way down to her wet and ready center*

Taylor: Jax!

Jax: Mmm. Vibrator?

Taylor: Yess!

Jax: I'm so hard right now babe…*Taylor put her head back and she ran her fingers through Eric's hair with her other hand. She wanted to put to phone down and just be here with Eric*...Can you cum for me?...*Eric licked faster*

Taylor: I'm cumming!

Jax: Damn baby…I can't wait to come home.

Taylor: Are…Are you drunk?...*Jax laughed and Eric looked up at her*

Jax: Maybe a little.

Taylor: Is that why you called!? Because you're fucking drunk!...The woman from earlier?

Jax: Taylor…Relax.

Taylor: Are you fucking random croweaters!?

Jax: How long have you been fucking Eric with my son in the house!? Was that him just now or the vibrator!?...*Eric turned to look at her and he saw she went pale. Taylor didn't answer Jax*...Fucking slience! You really think I would leave you alone? Unprotected while we are on this run? I heard all about how he's been there for days, they saw you through our bedroom window! In the fucking bed we share!

Taylor: Jax.

Jax: Before you bite my head off. Make sure you are straight as well. I'll see you when I get home.

Taylor: Ja-...*The line clicked off*...Shit!...*Taylor looked at Eric with tears in her eyes*

Eric: You wanna leave?

Taylor: No….I'm a whore! I'm a horrible fucking person! We've been having a relationship! I'm married! What is wrong with me?...I'm so in love with you, Eric. I love you…*He walked closer to her, she teared up and he caressed her face as she stood up*...I love you…*She could hardly talk because of how hard she was crying*...You are in me, in my veins and…I…I am infected by Eric Northman…*He smiled slightly, wiping her tears as more came. Taylor's voice was shaky as she cried harder*...I can't think about anything or anybody. I can't sleep…I can't eat…I…I can't breathe. I love you…All the time, every minute of everyday and I haven't stopped.

Eric: What do you want me to do, Taylor?

Taylor: Love me.

Eric: I do. Taylor, you have to leave him.

Taylor: I can't! He's my husband and we have a son!...*Eric sighed*

Eric: Taylor, you can't have us both. You have to choose. Baby, I can't help you with this. You have to choose and if I have to show you how much I love you, then I will. I understand why you won't leave but it's not healthy for Abel. Love, I want you. Always have and if this…If this is causing you pain.

Taylor: No…Eric…Please, don't do this again…*He looked at her as she just cried*

Eric: We need a break…We have to stop.

Taylor: No.

Eric: Yes…*He held her hips*...I love you and I want you. Not like this, you haven't truly given yourself to me. I can't take you away from him when you still have love for him in your heart.

Taylor whispered: Eric.

Eric: Go home tomorrow. I'll drive you back and be on the first plane out.

Taylor: No.

Eric: Come sleep while our son sleeps…*Eric held her as she cried. They knew it had to stop, it was over for now. Oh but the universe had other plans for Northman and his queen. A love like that doesn't die. It may part but it always find away back home*

*BTW…If any of yous watch Grey's Anatomy…I totally stole the Mark and Lexie scene…It was always one of my favorites. When I was adding this chapter into this book…It made perfect sense with what was going on…Hope you can spot it out…Xoxo*