Second chap up!
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Disclaimer: I don't own twilight
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EPOV
It has been seven months since I killed the only thing important in life
Seven months since the world ended
Seven months since I have seen her
It should've been impossible but then again it was impossible for an angel such as bella to love me yet she did
I familiar pain struck my dead, cold heart as it always did when I thought of her,
My bella.
That is, if she's still mine
I was torn in two,
One side hoping she'll move on and forget my, to have a normal life she deserved,
The other hoping that she would see through my lies and come back to me where she belongs
However I am not, nor will I ever be deserving of bella
After all a creature like myself can only drag her into darkness and that's a place bella should never experience
*ring, ring, ring*
The sound of my cell snapped me out of my depression
It was the only thing I kept besides my cloths
It was often out of battery but I manage to charge it from time to time
*RING! RING! RING!*
I sighed
I guess I'll have to talk to them now or I'll keep putting it off
"hello?"
I quickly pulled the phone away from my ear cause I knew what would be coming
"EDWARD! OMG! You answered your phone!"
I sighed, of course it had to be alice
"hello dear sister"
"drop the crap Edward! Where are you? What took so long? When are you coming back?"
"alice, you know it's best for me to leave right now"
"Edward everyone misses you. Why can't you come?"
"alice you know why!"
"suck it up Edward. You're the one that chose to leave bella!"
Pain shot through me as she said her name
How could she be so cruel?
I explained my reasons
"alice" I said trying to control the pain in my voice "it was for her safety and I'd appreciate it if you do not say her name"
"well edward, how about this, you come home and we will avoid talking, thinking, and doing anything that will remind you of her or I will drag you back, tie you up and start doing anything and everything to remind you of bella, while you can't excape, and remind you that it is your fault!" she yelled the last part
I was truly terrified
The thought of being around everything that had any memory of bella and unable to stop it was unbearable
With that I made my decision
"ok alice, I'll see you soon" I said through the phone
All I got as a response was a squeal of victory before she hung up
*sight* I miss you my bella, more than you'll ever know, I love you
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