This is it!!! the very last chapter!!!
Can you see now why I post 19th and 20th together?!?!?!
Now, my reasons for it being this short:
Well, you see, in the site 'The Twilight Saga' it's where I post my stories first, and I had way too long without posting because I was in the middle of an "author block" Such a lame excuse, I know, but I couldn't seem to think in anything good enough. I have about 10 drafts of this chapter, but none of them like me enough to post it.
One day, like a month ago (or maybe even more) I was with my cousing witching T.V. and talking abut enything and everything, and she kind of help me to go trhough this.
As you may notice, the chcapter ends somewhat like the movie. Believe me when I tell you that my intentions with the first Edward propposal were much better, but words didn't came out right and I was getting frustrated and worst!!! my readers were becoming impatients!!
I really, really hope you like it. Please, let me know what you think...
DISCLAIMER: LIKE I SAID, STEPHENIE OWNS EVERY RIGHT ABOUT TWILIGHT, I'M JUST ONE OF THOSE WHO LIKES TO BORROW THEM AN LET TEM PLAY!!!
Chapter 20
THE PROPOSAL
Once at her bedroom, the cryptic words of Alice keep turning in the back of my mind, until the sweet face of my Bella disappeared under the protection of her covers and a sudden panic took me over. Silly, yes, but the truth is that, after being apart for so long, and the horrible but real feeling of her being dead were attached in me forever.
So, I took action to the matter and made sure that her angelic face wasn't hidden from me anymore.
"If you don't mind, I'd much rather you didn't hide your face. I've lived without it for as long as I can stand."
Seeing that lovely face again was all it took for me to get lost into those endless chocolate bottoms of hers and know for sure that, even if I tried with all my might, I could never live without her by my side; stupid me to think otherwise.
Then, an idea popped in my head, like a crackling a light in the darkness and, at that moment, Alice's words suddenly took meaning. I had found the perfect solution to our problems and, hopefully, a solution -albeit temporary- to her transformation. "Well, that is if she accepted me"
I do not remember being so nervous in my hole existence, but when I realized what I was about to do, I could have sworn that my hands were sweating, and something else… like the ghost of adrenaline were running through my empty veins filling my useless stomach with butterflies and making me believe that my dead heart were beating a mile per hour "all at the same time!!!"
For sure, that was the hardest question I had to do, and I can't deny that her rejection broke my heart and my still uncertain soul "Way to go Edward. It's still too SOON!!!!" But I was sure of the love my Bella felt for me, and I was positive that, one way or another, Bella would be my wife for all eternity.