FINALLY! i had MOTIVATION but I also have a broken heart. . . XP
Hello, everybody! I know, I know don't look at me like that. It's just that NOW I had the motivation for this fic and since is base on my real life, I had to do right away… before I forget and loose all my feelings. XD
ANNOUNMENT!
I deleted the previous 2nd chapter. I think it didn't go along with my actual life. I was starting to do it like a normal Fanfiction. Haha I know, so I deleted and I wrote a new chap. This chapter it tells you what had happen with me during the week before Halloween.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, Sasuke does and we all know it.
WARNING: This story is NaruSasu Naruto/Sasuke or action, meaning Naruto is the Seme and Sasuke is the uke. This also means there will be yaoi, which means male/male sex will appear in upcoming Chapters. If any of the above scares you, please hit the back button on your web browser. No beta for now.
'Character's Thoughts'
~Flashbacks~
"Normal talking"
~Previous chapter~
I run. I didn't care if I was followed or when I heard screaming my name several times. I wanted to get out of there, been in the same place with him; makes me sick knowing that my love will never love me like I love him. I felt something on my cheek, and that's when I notice that I was crying…again. I shouldn't be crying. I knew this was going to happen someday. I have to be strong, because I know that I'm not the only one who loves Uzumaki Naruto.
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Unreachable Love
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CHAPTER 2
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BitterSweet Memories
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By: Fer3333
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Sasuke's POV (or me)
It's been two months since school started. And everything was going well until . . . .
One month ago, Naruto became friends with me, yes I know we talk but not like a friends should. Now, he talks to me about everything, and I do pretty much do the same. We seek each other company, and we are always talking. We basically spend time together. And I like it. Sometimes when I'm in lunch, he skips his class or gets a late pass just to see me. I have to be honest, I do the something he does, but I'm sure he does it because he's bored; not because he wants to be with me.
Even when we spend a lot time together, we hug lots of times, we always playing that we're both going out, but in the end; I'm always going to be his friend. Only his friend, nothing more. And so, I tried to forget him. It worked for a month, but every day he kept asking why I stopped talking to him, looking sad that I didn't want him near me. So, start talking to him again.
Since we spend time together, and do stuff together (not sexually but I will love to), my love increase even more. All those times I tried to think of him as a friend, were all waste of time.
Oh and I forgot to mention that he doesn't like her (Sakura) anymore. But he still sees her as the most beautiful thing in this whole wide world. That's stupid!
She's a totally bitch.
Anyways, everything started to go wrong, when he let his hair grow (1). God, he looked fuckin hot! I don't know how many times I stared at him. I lost the count. At school, everybody were saying how sexy he looked, and how it suited him better than his old style. God!
I lost the count on how many times I thought of killing bitches that were near him! They were always near him, telling him on how sexy he looked and more shit just to get him in bed.
Oh how do I know this?
Well, I was there the whole time! Since we spend a lot of time together, I know what those bitches do and say to him. It hurt to see him smiled and winked at them. I wanted to tell him that I think he looks hot too, and I did.
When I told him that he just looked at me and smiled. No winks nothing, just a smile. It wasn't the same smile like he gave them, no, it was one that clearly says, "I knew you were going to say that. After all, you're my friend." God! I wanted to yell, kick even kill some bitches! Everything I say or do, he automatically thinks it just affection as a friend, even when I sometimes flirt with him. I flirt, yes but only to him. So, started to act like I like someone else that is in our class.
His name is Takeda Ryusuke (2). He's the third place of the hottest guys in the school; according to the girls and theirs fan clubs. So, I started to say stuff like, how I like him, and that he was cute and more stuff like that.
And every time I say those things, he'll look at me and frowned but kept quiet. It was just one time from all those times that I actually saw jealously in those beautiful azure eyes. And it was two weeks before I totally exploded, well that part I will tell you but later. So, like I was saying. I saw him getting jealous. I was like, what the fuck? But kept acting normal. After seeing him jealous, I tried once again but it failed. So, when I finally started to admit my feelings again, even when said feelings were there the whole time. I let my feelings carry on, even when I knew that someday I'll be torn in two once again. And since I'm the luckiest guy in this world, that day came sooner than I have expected.
It was one of many chats that me and him had, I don't know how we ended talking about our friends lives. So, I didn't even know when I started talking about my friend, Sara. She's been with me through hard times and good times. We were best friends, we talk about everything, secrets, lovers, gossips; everything.
So, he asked me that he want itto meet her, I was like, "sure," but deep down, and I was heart broken.
Sara is the typical American girl, nice body, pretty smile, blue eyes, party animal and a good friend. Yes, she's the perfect girl in every guy's dream.
Two days had pass since we talk about her, and I was starting to believe he had forgotten about her, that's what I thought.
The next day at lunch, I was standing there thinking about.... Fine him! Anyways, he comes up to me and tells me that he wants to meet her. I was shocked.
First; because I was thinking perverted thoughts about me and him.
Second; I thought his memory will automatically erased all the events from three days ago, since sometimes I asked about homework, and he just tells me 'I forgot' so I assume he will forget about her.
God, I was wrong, again.
Since I didn't want him to know my obvious feelings about him, I told him yes that I would give him her Facebook to contact her. And he did.
He added her and they become friends. Naruto kept telling me every fuckin day that they talk, on how cool she sounded, on how bad he wanted to meet her and etc.
I didn't know how to react, and I think I was good at my acting skills; because he thought I was normal, but from inside, I was a mess.
I tried to act normal. I couldn't tell him that I was fuckin jealous, that I wanted to kiss him and show everybody that he (Naruto) was mine, only mine. But I couldn't.
Days pass and it was getting worst. He kept asking about her and asking what was her favorites and stuff like that. I always tried to remain calm and tell him every answer, so he wouldn't think I didn't want him and her to be together. The thing that hurt me the most was that she didn't like him. She was just playing with his feelings, and I was dying to get him. Funny, right?
Well, everything was okay until that day; when one of my friends told me the truth, behind Naruto's feelings.
I remembered clearly. Sign. . .
I was at 3rd period; class was so boring that I decided to text my friend, who was in another class. So, since he's friends with Naruto, and knows every dark secret of him; I decided to ask about him. I didn't have time to text my whole question, when he text me back, saying that I shouldn't see him more than a friend.
Iasked him why? And he said that he only saw me as a little brother that he never had, and nothing more. I was destroyed completely.
I felt sick. I was devastated, heart broken and....speechless. All those beautiful memories that I had with him were destroyed and crush down into millions of pieces. I ended up crying in 5th period, even when I tried to stop, I couldn't because now I knew that he only sees me as a little brother. The rest of the day I was crying, crying like no tomorrow. And it hit me; I started to realize that every action was meant with brotherly feelings not something else. It hurt, I don't have words to describe how I felt, sometimes I wish I could just die and forget him. But in the end, even in the afterlife, his memories will be there, hunting me. All my friends were asking me what was wrong with me, trying to make me happy but it was useless. I was broken.
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TBC
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A/N:
(1) in real life he cut his hair.
(2) i'm starting to used to character that i created, so yeah.
Yes, this chapter was true. I was feeling like shit during the past weeks, I had no strength to do stuff. That's why I did this fic, instead of move on. Don't worry I already have the chap, I'll post it probably on Thursday or Friday.
If you in a bad mood or feeling just like me, go and read my Naruto birthday fic… it has a lemon scene… XD and if you like something scary and bloody . . . go head and read my Halloween fic A NORMAL HOUSE.
THANK YOU for those who reviewed last chapter and asked for this fic to continue... so Thank You! HAVE A NICE DAY, UNLIKE ME XD