Disclaimer: I will never ever ever ever own Danny Phantom because he is to awesome to be owned by anyone other than his creator, who should make more episodes even though -cry- I wont go that far.
On with the sho- er story!!
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Danny wasn't late that day to school. Everyone was surprised. He himself was surprised as well. He glanced at the board and almost sighed in annoyance.
When Lancer read this essay he would think he was crazy.
His opinion on himself…..Sam, Tucker, and Jazz knew what he thought of himself. What they didn't know is
The even darker thoughts.
He sat down in his desk with a sigh. He couldn't exactly "not write it" he needed the grade….and it would be a way to let his "feelings out" instead of talking to Jazz….who always wanted to talk to him.
He knew this was the moment he would be able to let all his feelings about what he thinks.
He knew.
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How others see me By Danny Fenton
The way other's would see me (in my point of view) is that I'm more of a freak than I am now. They can't see it on the outside of me.
Only a few have seen the inside of me.
They don't even know what I think of myself. I always give them the tame version……I always think that suddenly they'll see the REAL me and ditch me.
I've heard people call me a "monster" but that's a thing of the past…….in my case a thing of the future.
I know I'm supposed to write on how "others would see me" and I will, but what I really want to write is how I see myself.
I look in the mirror everyday, and I see a shy, clumsy, failing kid. Before I used to see a happy, smiling, not failing kid. He used to have that strange sparkle in his eye. But now its gone. That kid turned into a stressed out teenager who gets angry at small little things.
I look in the mirror and I see a hero who's trying to do good. Before I used to see someone who didn't know what they are. He would get tired a lot but he still tried to help. No matter what the cost was. Even if it were a few broken bones. He didn't care.
Now this is what I think how others would see me,
They look at me and think that I don't belong. That I'll never win at all, I'll never pass, I'll never accomplish.
They don't know how wrong they are.
They don't know what goes on in my life, the pain, the worry, the emotions, the anger, the guilt. They'll never know.
They'll never understand.
When they look at me they see an emotional teenager who has no idea what adult's go through. They think that I can't live a day into their lives.
They wouldn't last a second in mine.
They look at me and see a teenager whose eyes have seen evil. They see all the emotions going on in my eyes. They see worry, pain, fear, guilt, humor, and surprise.
And they think their emotions are worse.
My friends look at me and I can see all their emotions. They worry for me. They blame themselves. They fear that I'm not ok. They hope I'm not getting badly hurt. Their proud of me.
They don't know much.
My sister looks at me and I can see all her emotions. She worries for me. She fears I'll stay bottled up. She hopes I'll talk to her about all my feelings. She's proud of me.
She doesn't know much either.
My parents look at me and I can see all their emotions. They worry for me. They love me. They hate me. They want to protect me. They want to destroy me. Their proud of me. They blame me.
They don't know at all.
Nobody ever knows. Not much listen. They don't leave me alone. They just think. They don't get that saying "Never judge a book by its cover" they just think and say.
They'll never know.
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Lancer kept re-reading this essay. It had so much emotion in it! And he still didn't know what was wrong with Danny! It was frustrating!
Lancer sighed as he put the A+ at the corner and turned to write on the board.
The next topic would be "Friendship"
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YAY I DID IT!!! Hahaha I have ideas for the next essay….I might update it later today…..It depends:)
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