Chapter 5

Jade woke up to Nathan wanting her to take a bath, which she did gladly. She wanted to be herself. Get him and Severus off her. She choked on the last word. She had loved him. She still had dreams where he was sweet and loved her and they had babies, but her dreams were now gone. It would never happen; Severus was a Death Eater and would never love anyone. Death Eaters didn't know how to love.

She scrubbed her body thoroughly, nearly scrubbing her fore arm off. She wanted the mark from her body, the mark that marks her as a Death Eater. She didn't want to be one; there was no way out of this. She would just have to live with it.

Nathan came and climbed into her bath. Pulling her towards him, he sat her on him before he took his cock and shoved it up her bum with no preparation or warning. Jade screamed, and Nathan bit her causing her to scream more. He didn't care that he hurt her, the water was charmed to stay in the bath so no matter what the water would not spill.

Turning himself over so she was under him he snarled down at her.

"This is for embarrassing me and saying no to our Lord," said Nathan before he thrust brutally into her body, going harder and faster than he ever had before causing her more pain. Grabbing her head he pushed it back brutally before biting her neck and all the way down still pounding into her. Tears leaked from her eyes, but she was no longer screaming. She could not even if she wanted to, she had screamed herself hoarse.

Groaning he thrust in once more before filling her with his rejected seed. Then he climbed out of the water which was full of blood and yellow pee. Jade could not get out of it; she tried but was just in too much pain. Turning the water on she turned the water cold, hoping that would help. It did only a little. The pain was still too much.

The tears of agony fell from her eyes as she got up. Cleaning herself the best she could, she wished the pain would go away. She was about to put her normal clothes on when Nathan grabbed her and she watched as her clothes were burnt. Whimpering at the loss of her clothes she thought, 'What am I going to do! What is this for?'

Nathan then gave her clothes she was allowed to wear; they looked disgusting. Leather and denim skirts that were tiny on her and tops that showed her breasts. Why did he want her dressed like this? Biting her lip she stopped herself from saying anything, putting on what he had provided for her.

The clothes were uncomfortable; she didn't like them at all. She stayed in her room that was until he dragged her out. He was having a Death Eater gathering in his living room. He forced her onto his lap and the other Death Eaters looked at her hungrily. Jade desperately tried to cover herself up, making them all laugh.

Soon they all had their wives with them and it turned into a sex meeting. All Jade could think was that the women acted like sluts. She didn't know what they liked about it, with Severus it had been perfect, and he was a Death Eater anyway. She just didn't understand Severus; he had never showing sighs of being dark, evil or hating Muggle borns.

Jades pants were shifted aside and Nathan pushed her onto him, placing a silencing spell on her as well as Imperio. She could fight it, but the pain kept distracting her. She could not concentrate enough to fight it. She was shaking on the inside, but on the out side she was going up and down impaling herself on her husband. He had removed the silencing charm now that she was not screaming. The Imperio was working, making her moan when she was in pain and making her yell her husbands name when she didn't want to.

She now realized why he wanted her to wear all those clothes because he could take her any time and would not have to worry about them. The tops showed her top half and the skirts showed most of her bottom half. 'Kiss me' thought Nathan, and Jade unwillingly did. As she kissed him, his tongue entered her mouth. She cried on the inside. She didn't want to enjoy this with him, he was evil and horrible. He hurt her, but her body and mind were betraying her. There was no one to save her.

'Stop' said Nathan. He then exploded within her, making her hurt more the semen being hot on her already inflamed insides.

The Death Eaters there were McNair, Malfoy, Crabbe, Goyle and Nott. Jade, magically and physically exhausted fell asleep on Nathan who then took her up the stairs and dumped her on the bed. She had her own one because he didn't want his bed messed up. Not with her covered in blood.

After two days Jade managed to move herself and wash up. Nathan didn't bother her at all and for that she was glad. Sitting under the shower tears fell now that they would not be recognized. She could not stand much more of this. She didn't want to be at his mercy.

With a sigh she walked out, getting a shirt, pants and bra. She used the shirt to cover herself. It was better than any of the clothes he had given her.

Jade had just sat down when she felt her arm heat up. Hissing at the pain, she realized it was the Dark Mark. She was not going, that was for sure. She was going no where near that maniac.

Just then Nathan came in. He began putting the Death Eater garb on her and shoes on and Jade fought. "I'm not going!" she yelled as he dressed her. He pulled her toward him, brutally kissing her. He bit her lip causing her to gasp in pain. Then he plunged his disgusting tongue into her mouth.

"And you will know all about it if you show me up! You will not be able to move for more than just two days!" he snarled before force apparating them to Riddle manor.

Jade was angry. She hated her life. 'No one would care if I killed my self, I am after all just a Death Eater.' she thought to herself. 'Who am I kidding, that's just taking the easy way out.'

"Welcome my faithful followers!" hissed Voldemort causing Jade to snort. 'Faithful my ass.' "Today we are going to attack the villages, all of them! I will not have them question me!" hissed the Dark Lord.

Voldemort apparated out, Jade was force apparated by Nathan. Then was forced to watch as people died. She was left in a house, an owl hooted sadly. She suddenly got an idea. Writing to Dumbledore, she told him where the attack was and etc.

Professor Dumbledore,

The Death Eaters are attacking small wizarding villages all over the place. There is one across from Diagon Alley not the Muggle way the other way. Also in Surrey as well as Suffolk!

A Death Eater who had no choice.

She then told the owl where to go, putting a temporary disillusionment charm on it.

In another house, Jade collected everyone and shoved them into a cupboard, putting a silencing charm, locking charm and a notice me not charm on the place. She never saw Severus watching her do that.

She was quick getting into other houses and putting them anywhere they could hide, wanting nothing to happen to them. With a sad smile she realized that they were the only ones she would be able to save. The other Death Eaters were already in and killing or killed everyone. She felt a little better that she had been able to save three families from a horrible fate.

The Aurors apparated into Hogsmeade. She saw James and Lily in among them, a good few of the Death Eaters were caught. Severus apparated out of there, Nathan and Jade soon followed. Of course Jade was force apparated.

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Dumbledore had been sitting in his office sucking on a lemon drop. He was worried about the war and the young people who had just graduated. Especially Severus, he seemed a lot distant lately and was not bringing much useful information. He was going to ask him to stop if he didn't bring anything in, not wanting anything to happen to the young man.

Just then an owl swooped in, dropping a letter in his lap. It was Muggle paper and written with a pen. He liked those things, they were much better than quills. Reading the letter the twinkle left his eye.

"Alistair Moody!" yelled Dumbledore.

"Aye how can I help you Albus?" asked Mad Eye, who had just lost the eye in battle, by a Death Eater.

"There are Death Eater raids in Surry and Suffolk. Get to them, wizarding families live there, but most are muggles!" said Dumbledore.

"Who told you?" asked mad eye.

"A Death Eater," said Dumbledore.

"Are you sure it's reliable?" asked mad eye.

"I think so" said Dumbledore, knowing Severus was usually back before this if they were not on raids. With a sigh he just hoped the Aurors got there in time.

It was four hours later before he had any news. They had stopped the two raids taking place, but the other one they were already two late for. However, they managed to save a few families. They were taking credit for something they did not do.

Dumbledore was glad to have gotten the information or three towns would be a disaster area instead of just one. Even then they had managed to save a few families. He was glad for this Death Eater's change of heart. Other wise the mourner list would be way, way up high.

Dumbledore slept easier that night, glad that they had been able to save themselves from the blunt of Voldemort again. He was not aware that Severus slept easier that night too because he was now not the only spy. He had heard what had happened and gotten the letter. He would recognize it anywhere; he didn't tell them who it was. He was just glad she was doing something like that. Thanks to her he had not even had to hurt one family.

Jade was beaten that night, Nathan taking out his frustrations out on her. She screamed and cried with every blow he landed upon her. He dragged her back to the room she slept in. she was locked in. She went over to her bed a smile on her face although it was more of a grimace. She fell onto the bed, glad she had saved many people's lives today and she felt so good. Not even a beating could dampen her spirits. She wondered if this was how doctors felt every time they saved a life. It was a great feeling.

With a sigh she fell asleep; thankfully it was a happy filled dream about her being a nurse and saving people. There was no Severus in her dreams since the day he had raped her. He had shattered that dream into a million pieces.