A tear rolled off of his cheek and feel to the floor.
"Madison Ann Dorian." His voice was weak and cracked. Those were the only three words he said before starting to walk off leaving everyone, except Turk, wondering.
"JD, you can't keep doing this to yourself." Turk yelled. "Killing yourself won't bring her back."
JD didn't stop to listen.
"What about Samantha, JD?" He yelled causing JD to stop again. "What would she say if you continued to do this?"
"Don't do this Turk." He said sharply.
"Somebody has to. What would they say?"
"Please, Turk, just stop." He said walking away.
"JD…" He yelled and pleaded at the same time. JD turned to look at Turk. They were on opposite ends of the hall. "I loved them too, but it's time to stop doing this to yourself."
"She would be a teenager by now." He shook his head. "And that little girl in there won't have a chance to see it either."
"She made it through the code, JD. She can make it. Madi started with too much damage. There was nothing more they could you know that. Stop thinking Hannah is Madi."
"It's just not that easy… We were going to get married. I was going to finish school, and we would be one happy family."
"I know, and what happened isn't fair. But doing this won't bring them back. It won't undo what Samantha did. It won't cure Leukemia."
"Who is hell is Madi?" Dr. Kelso said after having walked up near the end. Everyone turned to glare at him.
"Madi was my daughter, sir. She died of Leukemia seven years ago." JD answered before walking off. Turk let out a frustrated groan before looking at Kelso.
"Thank you, sir." He said before running after him. "JD."
He continued to call his name as they ran up the stairs. When JD got to the top floor, he pushed the door open and walked out onto the roof. He walked to the edge putting his hands on the wall. He looked down at the parking lot below.
"JD." Turk said panting as he emerged from the door.
"I could just jump." JD said not really noticing Turk. He ran his hands on the bricks.
"JD…"
"They're gone." He said looking at Turk. "They're really gone. Madi died and Samantha killed herself."
"Be stronger than that JD." Turk said walking over. JD turned and looked at the parking lot.
"I can't be stronger anymore."
"We need you JD. Your patients need you. You're JD."