Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice
Summary:
A teacher and a student? Is it possible to fall in love if the two of you were moving in different worlds? Well, meet Mikan Sakura, a 19 years old girl who was studying at Gakuen Alice taking up Business Administration. She hates classes and she was a trouble maker. On the first day of school, she met the person who will change her beliefs about education. It was none other than, her Science teacher...Natsume Hyuuga!
Mikan and gang- 19 years old
Natsume- 22 years old
"Na-natsume, w-what do you mean? S-stop w-what?" Mikan said, her voice is shaking. She knew it's a silly question but she wanted to be sure. She was hoping that Natsume has other meaning for what he had said. She was hoping that he's not referring to their so-called 'forbidden relationship'
"You know what I mean" Natsume stared at her hardly. "This won't work for the two of us. You're better off without me" Natsume finished. Mikan's tears continue to flow while looking at her lover's eyes.
"B-but y-you p-promise m-me t-that n-no m-matter w-what h-happen, w-we w-will w-work t-things o-out. B-but n-now, y-you're g-giving u-up j-just l-like t-that?" Mikan said hiccuping. Natsume tried to keep his composure even though his heart is breaking. He has to be strong, for Mikan's sake. Natsume's face remains emotionless. He shrugged his shoulder and turned around, he's back facing her. He can't stand looking at her crying, looking miserable. He wanted to hug her, to comfort her and say that he was sorry but he must restrain himself. This is for the better. He shrugged his shoulder.
"Yeah, I promised that" Natsume said. Mikan's face lit up. Is he taking back what he had said? "but remember that promises are made to be broken" His voice was cold, cold as an ice. Mikan's hopes went down.
"But I believe in you!" Mikan burst out. "I thought you love me" Mikan added. Natsume clenched his fist, holding back his tears. Suddenly, raindrops started to fall as if the sky was cooperating with their griefs. Without them knowing, it's already raining hard. Natsume turned around. He's facing Mikan now.
"You don't understand. We're better off this way" Natsume said, he's voice is hard. They are already wet because of the rain, but they didn't give a damn. "We can never be together, Mikan. Everyone is against us" Natsume said
"I don't care about the others Natsume! All I need is you! I don't care what they think about me! How I'm contented with you by my side. How happy I am whenever I'm with you, that's all that matters to me! I know I'm being selfish, but I can't give you up easily! Even if you want me to, I still can't" Mikan said, her face is wet because of tears and rain. Suddenly. Natsume hold her shoulders.
"Listen" Natsume said "This relationship will bring us to nowhere. We're better off without each other. Can't you understand that? We're not meant to be. You're just going to be miserable with me by your side" Natsume said and let go of Mikan. Mikan took all her courage and looked at him in the eyes. She wiped and tears.
"Okay then" Mikan said. "If this is want you really want, then so be it. Goodbye now, Hyuuga Natsume" Mikan said with pain in her voice. She turned around and started to walk with her heart shattered into pieces. When she was only a few centimeters to the door, she stopped.
"But" her back still facing her "I just want you to know that I really love you Natsume" Mikan finished and walk again.
'I love you too Mikan' he thought to himself.
Natsume stared at her retreating back. His heart is aching. He wanted to run after her and enveloped her to his arms. He wanted to feel her warm again but he knows that this is the right thing to do. Suddenly, a tear fell on his eyes. He clenched his fist and let the rain water fall on him. He knew he hurt Mikan but this is for her sake.
"I'm sorry Mikan" Natsume muttered softly "I'm really sorry"
Mikan walked towards her next class. It was already English Class and their teacher is Narumi-sensei. When she reached their classroom, she greeted his teacher.
"I'm sorry, I'm late Sensei" Mikan said weakly. Narumi was surprised to see Mikan in that state
"Oh My God Mikan-chan! Are you okay?" Narumi asked "What happened to you?"
"I'm fine Sensei" Mikan said and start to proceed on her seat when suddenly she felt herself falling down slowly. And the last thing she knew, her vision becomes pitch black and she can hear worried voices around her
After Natsume changed his clothes, he proceeds to his next class. It's a good thing that he have extra clothes with him.
"I'm sorry, I'm late" Natsume said and start with the lesson, trying to remove Mikan out of his system. Suddenly, he can hear loud shrieks and shouts on the other classroom. He goes out for a while and saw Mikan Sakura lying on one of the stretchers helplessly. Her eyes closed and her face is very pale. He was about to walk towards her when a voice stopped him.
"You know, it will be better if you will stay away from her" Luna said. He turned his head around and saw the smiling Luna, looking at him. "You can never have her Natsume. You should stop now if you do not want to have more damage because of your tactless actions" Luna said, smirking. Natsume looked back again and saw his former class advisory walking towards the school clinic. He turned around and was about to go back to his class when Luna grabbed his arm. "You know I'm right. Just give up already. You two can never be together" Luna said. Natsume glared at her sharply and jerked her hand.
"I know that and you don't have to remind me. I hope you're happy in what you did" Natsume said and proceed to his class. Luna just smirked
"Of course I'm happy" Luna muttered silently and went back to her class also.
"Natsume...Please don't leave me" Mikan muttered, tears are falling on her eyes
"Mikan! Wake up! You're having a nightmare!" a voice said
I know that voice, Hotaru...
She slowly opened her eyes. She saw Hotaru's worried face.
"Hotaru...where am I?" Mikan asked. Her head is aching like hell.
"You're in the school clinic" Hotaru said "Don't make people so worried, baka"
Mikan sat up and she hugged Hotaru immediately. Hotaru hugged her back as she stroke her long auburn hair
"Don't cry you idiot. It makes you 90% uglier than usual. Tell me what happened" Hotaru said softly.
"Hotaru, he don't want me anymore. He doesn't love me anymore. He hates me" Mikan said while hiccuping.
"Mikan, I'm sure sensei has his reasons why he did that. I know that he did that because he is worried about you. Try to understand him" Hotaru said and broke the hug. She took out her hanky and wiped Mikan's tears. "He loves you. I'm sure about that. Earlier, when he saw you lying on the stretcher helplessly, I can say that he is worried sick about you. Now, smile Mikan, a smiling face suits you better" Hotaru said gently
"Hotaru..." Mikan said "Thank you" Mikan finished as she hugged her bestfriend again and sob. Suddenly, the door burst open revealing her friends. Concern was written on their face.
"Mikan-chan! Are you alright?" Yuu said. Mikan smiled at them.
"I'm fine everyone. Thank you" All of them sighed in relieved. Suddenly, Koko walked towards her and handed her a small box.
"Ruka-kun asked me to give this to you and he said 'get well soon'" Koko said, smiling. Mikan frowned. Is he still mad at her? Why didn't he gave this to her personally? She opened the box and saw her favorite candy inside. The Howalon. Mikan smiled sadly.
"Where is he? Is he still mad at me?" Mikan asked. Koko scratched his head.
"I don't know where he is. Maybe at the classroom?" Koko said. Mikan stood up quickly.
"Mikan, where are you going? You're still not fine!" Sumire said.
"I have to go and find Ruka-pyon! I can't stand this anymore!" Mikan said and quickly ran, not caring if her head is still spinning. She went to the classroom and there she saw Ruka, looking at the window while patting Usagi's head.
"Ruka-pyon!" Mikan shouted and Ruka immediately looked back. He was shocked when Mikan hugged him.
"Sakura-san" Ruka said. At first, he was hesitant to hug her back but later on, he decided to hug her back.
"Ruka-pyon! I'm really sorry! Please don't get mad anymore! I can't stand it when you're not talking to me!" Mikan said while sobbing. Ruka hugged her tightly.
"I'm sorry also for not talking to you" Ruka said. Mikan broke the hug and looked at him.
"Am I forgiven?" Mikan's eyes showed happiness. Ruka nodded
"You do know that I can't hold myself back whenever you're involve right?" Ruka said, smiling gently at Mikan. Mikan smiled back and hugged Ruka again as Ruka hugged back. "Come on, I'll drive you to your house, you need to rest. Let's eat your howalon on your house" Ruka said. Mikan nodded and they laughed.
Little did they know that a raven-haired guy is eavesdropping them. He can't help being jealous with the sight. Mikan hugging Ruka, Mikan smiling at Ruka and Mikan laughing at Ruka. Those actions made his blood boil. He started to walk away before someone might see him eavesdropping the two. He clenched his fist into a ball and gritted his teeth.
'Natsume Hyuuga, you're whipped' Natsume thought to himself.
Author's note: Wohoo! Another update in less than a week! How was the chapter? Finally, Mikan and Ruka were finally back to normal! But wait, Natsume saw it! Do you think Natsume will just let them or will he still fight for his love for Mikan? Find out on the next chapter! Don't worry, I will upload it soon! I already have the chapter here with me! Haha! Maybe in 2 days I'll upload it! Kya! Please review everyone! This story will end soon! There are only 3 or 4 chapters left! Ja ne! Again, please review! Thank you very much :)
~Cute-chan~