Well then, I apologize for not continuing this story for almost a year now. Thank you to all my readers and those who have written reviews. I must apologize for my laziness and complete lack of motivation to keep continuing writing. It seems as if I have lost my talent in writing. I don't have much room left for creativity with all the AP English essays I've written. Please bear with my lack of skill in this chapter. I'm afraid it may make your eyes bleed. But please, do try to enjoy.
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I watched as Hinata came in closer to me, her face resting against my chest. I could feel her cheeks radiating a faint glow. Perhaps she was blushing, as a way to secretly tell me her feelings were the same. Strange though, her body felt heavier than usual… I gently pushed her body forward to see what was wrong.
"She fainted on me…" I said with a weary laugh. "Hinata fainted on me." God, you must really hate me huh? I sighed while looking at her. I couldn't help but blush as I saw her slightly parted lips, but I frowned at my indecency toward her. Man, you've seriously gotta stop thinking about that stuff Kiba. Perhaps that was the reason God hated me so much. How could I ever deserve to have her? God had gifted the earth to be graced with her presence. She was pure of heart, soft spoken and had alluring milky eyes, perhaps she was the reincarnation of the Virgin Mary. How could I ever imagine being able to grasp her with my tainted hands to protect and love her? Her beauty was unrivaled, though none had taken note because of her introverted nature. I at least felt blessed to be a part of her life as a childhood friend and to have shared so many memories with her. I knew things would change no matter how hard I would try to hold onto her. Time is a much stronger force than a person's love for someone. Nothing could ever stop time… I looked at her again, holding her in my arms. "You shouldn't have given me that push…" I whispered. I knew she couldn't return my feelings, I shouldn't have even tried.
---Later That Night---
Hinata sat at the top of her bed, clinging tightly to one of her pillows. Her face was buried deep into it; she felt like crying but knew it wasn't right. Kiba deserved every right to cry, Hinata thought, but he didn't. She did faint however, but soon regained consciousness. Hinata just didn't know how to handle that situation, what was she supposed to say to Kiba anyway? I'm sorry I don't love you; I'm madly in love with Naruto? Hinata just couldn't imagine doing that to Kiba; after all he had done so much for her. She couldn't just smash his heart into pieces like that; just the thought of doing that to Kiba hurt her own heart.
"Perhaps it is better to forget…" Hinata whispered while walking over to the window that faced Kiba's room. The lights were off, she frowned. Maybe he was sleeping… Or even sulking. "Kiba-kun. I'm sorry… I can't love you."
---The Next Morning---
I laid in my bed and stared up at the ceiling as little specks of sunshine began to enter my room. My eyes were blank, I barely slept. It was quiet; there was no noise down stairs which was the usual Saturday morning. I was alone. I didn't feel like getting up, life wasn't worth it anymore. Seriously, the girl I loved and practically gave my all to turned me down by fainting on me. That was such a blow to my ego I could've sworn I was set back a couple of inches after that. (Haha, inside joke. I know, that's a terrible one. :D)
GROWWWLLLL. I'm hungry, announced my stomach. I cringed, I didn't want to get up. I died internally and felt the need to rot away in the quarters of my room. Except my stomach began to argue with me and it eventually won the battle. I hurried downstairs to counter the attack… WITH A GIGANTIC BOWL OF COCO PUFFS. Nothing beats a nice cold bowl of cereal to fix a broken heart… "If Hinata won't love me, I'ma find someone else who will."
I knew I was only lying to myself. I wasn't really going to find anyone; I would remain loyal to her no matter what. I loved her and knew patience was key in getting what you want. But sometimes, you have to take actions into your own hands. I sat there thinking of a way to win her heart, to totally sweep her off her feet. I wasn't sure what to do, but my Coco Puffs tasted pretty damn good.
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Oh yeah, that probably was a total disappointment. After a year, I decided to start writing again. D: I need songs for inspiration, really badly. I ran out of it a long time ago. Thanks to my AP English class. My creativity went down the drain. It's always essay, essay, and essay. Never anything creative. Well, I'll see you guys in the next chapter.
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Yours Truly,
~Kim