Date: Sometime in March.

Keane brought up an interesting question today while we were taking a lunch break:

'Do you ever feel any shame or sympathy?'

'Yes I do.' I responded. 'It may not be very often, but I'm not some kind of heartless villain who wants nothing more then to cause pain to those she loves!.

Yeah, I was once called heartless and at times brutal back in my old days because of the methods I had to use, but that's just part of the job!

I love my team, and I feel immense pain every time they get hurt. Heartless thugs don't feel that kind of pain.'

Keane looked a bit stunned when I finished talking.

'You've convinced me! Though, 1 more question: Ever feel some kind of shame when you kill someone?'

That's when things got really awkward.

End recording 14.