A.N.- Well, here's the next chapter as promised. )
Inner Self: School is a LIVIN HELL!!
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Recap:
"I admit already, I do lover her, I do love Haruhi!" Tamaki shouted.
Haruhi just gawked at him and felt all of hair standing.
"Then why don't you say it to her?" Hikaru asked completely shrieking at Tamaki's face.
"Because you love her also!" Tamaki shouted in the top of his lungs. "It'll break your heart!"
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"Bye Haru-chan!" Hunny said waving his hand in the air.
Haruhi smiled at him and went to her apartment.
She was restless and didn't want to deal with her dad right now.
"Haruhi!" her father shouted hugging her.
"Come in, come in, my darling daughter," he said.
Haruhi frowned and said; "That's Tamaki's line."
"Huh?" he asked obviously not hearing her daughter.
"Nothing," Haruhi said gloomy entering her home.
She took off her shoes and closed the door. "I'll make dinner."
"Ano, that's okay, I ate on my way," her dad said looking concerned. "What's wrong?"
"Just tired, I better sleep, I have classes tomorrow," she said heading to her room.
Her dad stood there wanting to tell her daughter that everything will be alright and that he was there for her, but couldn't.
He sighed and went to sleep also.
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"I'm off," Haruhi said quietly opening the door.
"Hhm," her dad said frowning.
"Haruhi!" Kaoru shouted when Haruhi entered their classroom.
Haruhi smiled at Kaoru and decided to act as usual like nothing happened.
Hikaru was seating with Kaoru, he was quiet and didn't dare look at Haruhi, too embarrassed and too afraid.
"O hio go sa mais, Kaoru… Hikaru," Haruhi said smiling at them. He doesn't need to act so obviously after what happened.
"O hio go sa mais," Kaoru said smiling at her and quickly frowned at Hikaru.
"O hio," Hikaru said quietly.
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"Haru-chan!" Hunny said running towards her once she entered the third music room.
"You're late today," Hunny said frowning.
"Gomen, gomen," Haruhi said patting Hunny at the head.
"That's okay, you have some cutomers," Hunny said and once again, his smile was back.
"Haruhi, what do you love to do the most?" one of her customer asked.
"Hhhm, well, I love being with the Host Club," Haruhi said.
The girls squealed in delight and became silent when one of them spoke.
"Who do you love the most, Haruhi?"
Those words struck Haruhi and Haruhi frowned and thought about Hikaru and Tamaki.
"Gomen, gomen, we didn't want you to be sad," the girls said quickly.
"No, its okay, I've never thought of it and thank you ladies, for pointing it out for me," Haruhi said smiling at them.
The girls squealed again in happiness.
Who do I love the most?
Those words haunted Haruhi and she thought about it deeply every second.
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Tamaki hadn't spoke to Haruhi ever since the Host Club was closed and was just sitting in one of their couches, thinking about the kiss the shared and those times he shared with her. He never even noticed that Haruhi was there.
"I gotta go," Haruhi said taking her backpack.
"Uh, I'll walk you home," Hikaru blurted out and bit his tongue. He looked away and sat back.
"W-w-why not?" Haruhi said giving him an awkward smile.
Hikaru's face brightened and quickly went towards Haruhi.
Haruhi took a quick glance at Tamaki and saw him looking back at her with sad eyes almost telling her that he loves her.
Haruhi quickly looked away and smiled at Hikaru.
"Ouch," Kyouya said. "Young Love."
Tamaki sulked and continued his daydreams.
Hikaru and Haruhi were quiet and they just kept walking.
Damn it, go say something to her, you baka.
"So, Haruhi, how's your classes?" Hikaru asked. BAKA! You're in the same class as her!
"Gomen, I meant-," Hikaru said, but cut himself and kept quiet. He was turning red and was embarrassed and wished Kaoru was with him to help him.
"You don't have to try too hard Hikaru," Haruhi said smiling at him.
This is one of the reasons I love her
Hikaru smiled back and looked at Haruhi's hand. Those hands I want to hold forever.
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"Well, here I am," Haruhi said when they were at Haruhi's apartment.
Hikaru smiled and slowly leaned at Haruhi's direction to kiss her.
Suddenly, Haruhi's father opened the door. "Haruhi, your home!"
Hikaru quickly looked away and step back.
"Hikaru!" her father said brightly. "I'm really glad it wasn't that Tamaki boy."
Hikaru smiled and was glad that someone at least likes him more than Tamaki.
"Uh, well, Haruhi, I'll see you tomorrow," Hikaru said smiling at her and going.
Haruhi nodded and thought it was best for her to act like she didn't know that Hikaru was about to kiss her.
"Father," Haruhi said once she closed the door.
Her father turned around putting an innocent face.
"How do you know if you love someone or the other one?" Haruhi asked embarrassingly. She was desperate and didn't care if her father gets mad at her.
Her father's face completely became truly a father-like.
"Don't confuse who your heart loves and who your heart doesn't want to get hurt," her father said slowly. "Well, I gotta go sleep, I already ate, I have to go to work early morning."
Haruhi smiled at him. "Arigato go sa mais."
Her father smiled at her and went to sleep.
After eating by herself, Haruhi laid in her futon and thought about the words her father had spoken.
I'll tell him and I'll say sorry to him.
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Haruhi woke up early and decided to go to school early.
"Haruhi," Hikaru caught her by chance.
Haruhi turned around and faced Hikaru.
"Hikaru," Haruhi said.
"I have to talk to you," they both said to each other.
"Uh, you could go first," Haruhi said.
Hikaru sighed and looked straight at her eyes. "I know that you love Tamaki and it's fine with me, just promise me one thing, you'll still be our toy."
Hikaru smiled at her putting his hands to his pockets.
Haruhi smiled at him and held her tears back.
"Arigato, Hikaru," Haruhi said hugging him.
Hikaru's tears fell and hugged her tightly. I'll still love you, but I want your happiness instead.
"Ano, gomen," Tamaki said who saw Haruhi hug Hikaru.
Hikaru suddenly let go of Haruhi.
Haruhi looked at Tamaki wanting to say something, but couldn't, not in front of Hikaru.
Tamaki's tears roll down and he started running. Why Haruhi? Why?
Haruhi wanted to go after him, but didn't want to leave Hikaru all alone.
"Its okay, Haruhi, go after him," Hikaru said smiling at her. His heart felt like its melting slowly.
"Hikaru," Haruhi said dearly.
"Go on, I'll be okay," Hikaru said.
Haruhi started running leaving Hikaru all alone.
Kaoru appeared and hugged his brother. "I'm still here."
Hikaru smiled at him. "It's not like I'll never see Haruhi."
Kaoru smiled back and was a bit glad that Hikaru didn't leave him all alone.
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"Hold on!" Haruhi shouted desperately trying to reach Tamaki.
"Tamaki!"
Tamaki stopped and turned around. "You called me Tamaki."
Haruhi smiled at him and hugged him.
Tamaki hugged her and thought how stupid he was.
"I love you," Tamaki said. Tamaki kissed her in the lips and was glad that he was able to kiss her properly.
"I love you too," Haruhi said kissing him back.
"Well, this ended as I expected, how boring," Kyouya said quietly to himself.
A.N.- so how was my last chapter???
THE END
Or is it?????
Look for the next book err new next story err whatever its called…………….the name is 'Feelings Unchanged.'
I'll give you guys the summary for Feelings Unchanged:
Hikaru decided to give Haruhi to Tamaki at 'Our Growing Love'. Tamaki and Haruhi is now lovey-lovey. But what happens when Tamaki's best friend came and ruins everything? Will Tamaki's feeling change and leave Haruhi behind? Find out!!