Don't You get It?
Chapter 2
SasuNaru
I know you look at me sometimes, but do you see how much I love you?
"Mr. Uchiha? Nice of you to join us." I here Iruka call to me as I walk into his class room. I'm ten minutes late. I went to the bathroom after lunch. I stared at myself in the mirror for a long time... It's weird. I knew I was looking at myself but it didn't feel like me. "Do you have a pass?" He asks me. I just shake my head no. "Detention." I knew that was coming. That's just how my life works. One bad move and your punished.
Naruto isn't in this class so I'm able to concentrate on the lesson. I feel my stomach tighten...I really should have eaten my lunch. I stare at the white board trying to recognize the stuff that was on it...it seems foreign to me now. I haven't been in school for a while. I don't remember much.
The bell rang and everyone was out of the room in a flash. I followed the crowd and stopped at my locker. I put my math book in it. I don't need a book for the next class. I have to go to art. I slammed my locker shut, the sound seemed to echo through my head. I hate it. I walked down to the end of the hall way. It seems very empty but I know there are at least thirty students around me. I shuffle down the stairs to the bottom hall and enter the first door on the left. I take the seat right next to the door. That's were the rejects sit.
The art teacher, Orochimaru, stood at the front of the class. He was holding up sketches from previous sessions and commenting on them. I felt a cold wave rush over me when he showed one of mine. I drew that one a month ago, back when my life was still solid. The students around me all glance at me then return their gaze back to the teacher. He moves on to a different sketch, and I am forgotten.
After school ended I went back to Iruka-sensei's room. I tried to open the door but it was locked. I looked in the room through the narrow window. There was no one in there, and the lights were off. Of course, the one time I actually remember detention, he leaves. I walked through the hallways back to my locker and grabbed my book bag. I didn't really feel like leaving yet. I walked to the bathroom that was in the same hall way. I open the door, the lights are off. That means the janitor has already cleaned up in here.
I look in the wide mirror that hangs on the right side of the mirror. I stare at the person I saw earlier today. "Hello." I whisper to my reflection. I feel like laughing at myself while I waited for a reply. I pulled at my dark hair and rubbed my black eyes. I still look the same.
I stayed in the bathroom for a long time waiting for my head to clear. The medication they put me on makes my head hollow. It usually goes away in the afternoon. I left. I walked through the now dark halls. It's kind of creepy to see the school like this. Especially when I'm all alone. Last time I was in the school this late I was with Naruto.
**Flash Back**
"Come on! We have to do this quick." Naruto yelled at me from down the hall. "Chill out dobe. I have to get the paint." I dug through my gym bag piling six cans of spray paint into my arms. "Hurry! The janitor could come back around here." Naruto called again.
I got to my feet and ran down to him trying not to drop anything,When I got to him I handed him a can of spray paint. He shook it and pulled the cap off. He started to spray it slowly in big bold lines. Then he asked for another can. He sprayed this one quickly. He stepped back and laughed. "Hows that?" I looked at the marked wall. In black it said Kakashi+Iruka with pink hearts all around it.
He laughed again. "I can't believe our teachers are getting it on in the science lab during lunch." I laughed to. "I know right. I don't understand why they want to keep it a secret."
"Secret?" He questioned. "It isn't a secret. Everyone can here them fucking each other. Iruka-sensei sure is a screamer." We both busted out laughing. "If it's not a secret then why are we doing this?" He rolled his eyes at me. "Because, teme, some people don't believe me. So tomorrow everyone will see this. Ha! It's gonna be so funny! Just imagine the look on their faces."
We ran down the halls and continued to tag the walls everywhere we could.
**End Flashback**
We got in so much trouble the next day...but it was fun. I had fun when I was with him.
I left the building. I grabbed my cell-phone from my pocket and tuned it on. It made a ting-ting sound as it came to life. I looked at the time. It was only 4:30. Itachi would probably be worried by now. He's supposed to know were I am at all time while my parents are away on business. I walked down the street until I saw a large white house. I didn't stand and stare because I knew he would think I'm even more of a freak if I did. That's were Naruto lives. I was there the night I tried to kill myself. Well, no, I didn't try to commit suicide in the house.
When I was there I was so sure I made the right decision, but the rejection hit me like a ten ton rock.
**Another Flashback**
I was heading to Naruto's house for a party. It was his fifteenth birthday tomorrow. He always had huge blow outs the day before his actual birthday. I was supposed to be there early to help set up. I walked up to the door and knocked just once. I could hear footsteps hurry to the door. It swung open and there he stood in all his dobe-ish glory. "Hey!" He pulled me in the door and slammed it shut. "I need your help."
"I know. That's why I'm here, remember?" I laughed at the freaked out expression on his face. "No, no! Not help with the party. I need your help with my clothes."
"Huh?" I looked at him. "My clothes! You know Sakura is coming tonight. I want to look good for her. And you always look awesome, so I figured you could help me." He dragged me up the stairs. I couldn't help but mentally curse that pink haired bitches name. She was the nasty whore was the apple of the dobe's eye. I hated her. I knew she cheated on all her boyfriends. So if Naruto got with her, then he would definitely be hurt.
"Stop pulling, dobe." I said as we went into his room. "What should I wear? This blue button up shirt or this 'Black Veil Brides' t-shirt?" I looked both choices over. I knew Sakura would like to see him in the blue shirt...but I don't want her to like it. "The t-shirt. This isn't a dressy party."
He nodded his head and quickly and pulled his shirt off. I blushed at his tight toned body. He looked at me and asked what pants he should wear. I wanted to say don't wear any...but that would ruin my confession. "Just wear jeans."
He put the rest of his clothes on and ran in the bathroom. "Does my hair look OK?" He shouted from the bathroom. "Yep." I wasn't to interested with his hair considering he was doing it for Sakura. "OK. Come on." I followed him out of his bed room. We walked through the living room into the kitchen. "Can you put those chips in bowls?" I nodded and started opening the multiple bags of chips and dumping them.
"Sasuke?" I heard him say. "What?" He smiled innocently. "What did you get me for my birthday?" I rolled my eyes. "I told you I'm not giving it to you until your real birthday...dobe." He put a pout on his face. "Teme."
We both snapped our heads around when we heard music start playing in the back yard. Kiba must have just gotten here. We heard more people and Naruto got all excited. "Hey Sasu! The party people are here!" I looked at him again. I haven't gotten a chance to talk to him yet. If I wait any longer it'll be to late. That bitch Sakura will have him wrapped around her finger by the end of the night. "Wait!" He turned and looked at me. "I need to talk to you about something."
"Can't it wait? The party is starting." He noticed the look on my face. I'm not to sure what kind of look it was but it made him want to listen. "Ok. What's up?" He walked closer to me and crossed his arms. I started getting light headed. I've been waiting for this for a long time. I don't think I should do this. No, I have to. I might miss my chance if I don't. But think of the consquences. I can't think about that now. It's not important. I have to just say it.
"Naruto...I...I love you."
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