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Serena simply collapsed into the arms of her friends. She could not believe that Gossip Girl posted that…she was going to kill that informer and Gossip Girl. Her mind raced through different scenes of the unknown girl behind the gossip dying be her small graceful hands, and for a moment she felt avenged. But sadly she was too humane to even consider going through with it. Her body racked with shakes as her dinner was slowly being denied by her stomach, causing her to rush to her bathroom. Her friends simply stared…they couldn't believe their strong Serena was crushed with one wistful blow. The sighed and looked at each other…all knowing that her pristine reputation was going to be firmly smashed.

As Serena finished her brief consultation with the toilet the tears started flowing again, as her mind flashed to the limo.

Flashback----

She had done a simple thing, smacked him, nothing more…and from her point of view he deserved it.

Darien Bass simply stared at her… shocked…he had been hit before by girls, but this was different… she had so much emotion behind her eyes when her hand assaulted his face.

She did nothing but sit back, do everything in her power to shield her body from him,… and for the briefest second her anger and the red splotch on his face turned him on. "Well…I guess I deserved that…in more ways than one," he mumbled, rubbing his sore cheek with his hand.

"You more than deserved that you pig! What the hell do you think I am…just some tramp that you think will spread her legs for a free peep show!" Serena was still quite infuriated with him and turned her fury-tinted eyes towards his midnight blues. She paused for a brief second, forgetting how his eyes trapped her like a terrified bunny, and blinked to rescue herself from his captivation.

"And yes…you really did deserve that in more ways then one! I had forgotten all about you…and then you magically turn up when I am my most vulnerable..," she stopped shocked by the tears that rolled down her face.

As he reached to stop her leaking emotion, she hit his hand away and continued, " No…I need to get this out…I worked so hard to forget you Bass, it was nearly impossible…I never stopped loving you…and yet you just up and leave with a note stating how you supposedly used me. It was not cool…my heart shattered that night…and has stayed that way for more than two years now." She turned to see his expression softened by her emotional outflow.

"Sere…" he reached for her again and she went to hit his hand away again, but this time he stopped her. "Stop hitting me already…I get it..I am a bastard…or was a bastard, but really I have changed…that's why I came back…I needed to heal my heart. The only person who ever got close to it was you," he stared up into her eyes and pleaded for her to understand.

"Then why did you leave me…you have no idea how much pain that put me through," she simply stared at the window, not wanting to meet his gaze.

"Well it's a bit more complicated than that…you see..." she cut him off and put her hand in his face. "Do not give me excuses Bass I want to know the truth."

"Fine!" he all but screamed at her…

She turned quickly, not used to hearing his voice so elevated, and looked at him intently.

"You want to know the real reason why I left you!" He paused momentarily; building his strength up to reveal what he had been running from. "I love you Serena Waldorf…always have! Do you not understand that…I ran because I was scared! I had never felt like that before…my heart was out there…and I was terrified that I would lose you eventually! I knew how Seiya felt about you I am not stupid. The way he looked at you and joked with you…and…and …you were simply letting him…not disregarding it… but encouraging it…," his breathing elevated and he felt warm tears rushing down his face and froze as Serena's eyes flooded with tears as well.

Serena was shell-shocked by Darien's reaction. She had nowhere ever expected that to be the reason he would leave her. She thought back for a moment, about their relationship and Seiya, and she realized she had been a horrible girlfriend.

She teased Seiya and acted as normal, but Darien wanted her to be different. She should have been different. She should have put up boundaries, which her heart and mind were not used to doing around such old friends.

Before she knew I,t her face was teary too and she looked up at the man she never stopped loving, what had she done to him.

Darien continued to watch her as the calculations he had given her were being processed in her mind, slowly he saw her eyes change emotions and he sighed. He had missed those loving blue eyes of hers. He slowly approached her…very aware that at any moment she could attack his manhood in a blink of an eye. He watched as she let him come nearer and he got to his knees before her and look eye level to her face.

Serena's heart was flying as Darien Bass approached her and came within inches of her face. She breathed quickly and caught the intoxicating aroma of him, she melted instantly into the strong musky smell that was him in every essence. She closed the gap between them and kissed him softly. "I am so sorry Darien…I never knew…you never told m…," she was cut off again by his lips crushing hers as she found herself laying on the seat and Darien running his hands up her skirt. She disregarded any inkling of sense left in her body and let instinct take over.

Darien's breathing hitched as he felt her hands at his belt 'were they really going to do this..' he thought to himself, but dismissed the thought as her small hands flew up his shirt. He moved his kisses to her neck…her eyes…nose…and back to her lips…familiarizing himself with her features once more. As he repositioned himself…attempting to unbuckle his pants..his foot had pulled at the door lever…and the limo had come to an abrupt stop…causing him to go flying out of the limo…almost exposing himself to the entire Upper East Side. As Serena flew to pull him back in, the limo began moving again and her hand dashed back in avoiding the slamming door almost too closely…

End of Flashback-----

She simply sat there...she hadn't had sex with Darien…but she might as well had. She hugged her body tightly and sighed. Suddenly she saw four heads poking inside the bathroom, smiling reassuringly and questioningly. She tried to plaster a smile to her face…but it failed.

Her friends helped her up and she brushed her teeth and she got ready for bed. All of her friends looked at her with concern…she was a walking zombie…trying to look alive. They couldn't leave her…but they didn't know if she wanted to be alone..or what.

Serena looked at her friends and sighed, knowing the question and want behind their concern.

"Could you guys stay with me tonight…I do not think I could stomach being alone right now," she whispered and looked at their smiling faces. "Of course Sere!" they responded in unity.

A small meow escaped a small black head poking into Serena's room. "Come on Luna you can join the sleep over," she laughed and the cat bounced over to her owner and purred loudly. Serena stared down at her little friend and traced the birthmark on her furry forehead. "Sometimes little one, its like you're a real person," Serena giggled and snuggled into the bed with the cat.

The girls took one last knowing glance at each other…and sighed. They didn't need words now; they all knew what was taking its course. They all smiled happily at the thought of the Senshi group finally being completed and fell asleep protectively around the best friend, the last piece to their family.

The four girls woke up before Serena did that morning, with bright cat eyes staring at them…they knew what had to happen.

Today was going to be tough. But the rest of her life would end up being harder as her world was about to be rocked, and her being was about to become deeper than she ever suspected.

A/N so I am introducing the Senshi part of the story…LUNA! Hahah tell me what you think! My personal opinion is that was probably one of the better chapters…hope you all feel the same…I will try to update soon and as always thanks for the reviews!