~Wish~
I remember when Nao first welcomed me…
Actually I noticed I looked and felt very different.
I felt weaker but lighter. My eyes could see very sharply in the world of white. An insignia on my footsteps.I touched my face, it was a little chubby but leaner?
I scratched my head tugging the locks of my fine thin black hair-...wait...
Fine…thin…black… hair…?
…
……
WHAT?!?!?
"What the!? Oh-"
There was a blinding light and some chick appeared!! Wearing a black dress and she had white hair and the bluest of eyes I have ever seen!
"Goddess?!" My eyes nearly popped out of my head as my memory of Greek and Roman Gods and Goddesses came to mind.
"Welcome…" a soft smile graced her lips that reached her eyes....
But that was only a memory.
The fire crackled sadly in front of me, solemnly. It was a warm sadness.
I've been alone… for…how long in Dunbarton fields?
Simply becoming stronger because I had a dream not very long ago, but my birthday passed many times. How many again?
Why couldn't I see Nao, too, on my birthday?
Does she only see the very weak or very strong?
She didn't want to be my friend?
I pulled my knees closer to my face.
Maybe Nao shouldn't have taken me from the life stream… I remember everything form the past.
Small tearlets gathered in my eyes.
"Mystic Aurora…" I bit my lower lip thinking of everyone I left.
I never got to say goodbye, I didn't spend enough time with them
Often times I wonder how did I…go?
Pink always came to mind along with heart shaped clouds; and in my life before I had spikey blond hair.
"Hm…" I stared at my gladius which laid by my side…
Back then I could call ice to do my bidding and with enough training lightning would heed my word as well.
Back then I had friends.
I know this is selfish…
I wish…
And you might not be listening but…
Nao… send someone to be my friend…
Author's Note:
Ah... memories... this didn't happen presently but at one point i had been playing mabinogi for about... 1-8 months (lol large time gap) and i hadn't made one single friend. I'm also talking about another game in this that well... i got "killed" in and then i started mabinogi ^-^. Won't tell you, but the clue i think are good... I do miss my friends back then but I'm happy with my friends I have now. I DID MAKE A FRIEND!! =D so i guess I got my wish... If anyone from the past is reading this... I miss you lots!!! And as you can see my name here is the same as it was back then! - but not in Mabinogi ^^; LOOK FOR ME! RAWR!! lol :3