Give it up for the two love birds growing a pair!
Sadly, I do not own Twilight.
Bella
He picked me up in his arms like a baby and carried me to the sand and gently set me down taking a spot by me. His face was just inches away from mine. His beautiful face, his lips, he is mine. He lips brushed against mine for a brief second and pulled away until I grabbed his soft face in my hands and pulled him back to meet my lips once again. My breathing hitched, as he moved his hands to my lower back to pull me closer to him, I tugged at his hair as he moaned a few times. He pulled away from the kiss and he spoke, his voice was breath taking, but the silence was deafening. "Bella, I…"
I woke up in the morning refreshed. I didn't know what Edward was going to say at the end but I had hoped that he would say 'I love you' yeah Bella keep on fucking dreaming, that won't happen any time soon. Out of all the dreams that I have had for Edward for the last few months, this is by far the best.
I walked to the bathroom, stumbling a few times, I grabbed the door knob and went straight to the tooth brush, and I brushed my teeth for a few minutes, and then washed my face. As the beads in the face wash broke on my face, I guess you could say "Wake up in the morning feeling like P-Diddy." If only that's how he feels in the morning. After, I went straight to work on my hair.
"Straight or curly mom?" I yelled, I always go to her when I need help on something.
"Straight, you curl it a lot lately." She yelled right back. And that would be because I like how Edwards hands pull on them. But I won't tell my mom that... yet.
It took all of like five minutes to straighten it and part my hair to the left; I tucked my bangs under my ear and went to the closet. Oh fuck, I told Edward I would wear his jacket. I grabbed his jacket off of the hanger and set it on my bed. I used my left hand and pulled up the blinds, and it was raining of fucking course, I do live in Forks I should be use to it by now. I pulled a pair of dark blue holey skinny jeans out and a long sleeve black shirt. I got dressed and look at my boots.
"Heeled or flat boots?" I yelled back to my mom again.
"Heeled, they're sexier!" Ha-ha I guess so.
I pulled the boots on and popped in a piece of gum. Practice safe kissing right? Yeah, what the fuck ever.
Bang bang bang, his knocks were soft but still loud enough to be heard. "I got it! Bye mom, Love you." I yelled and opened the door to see my man. I looked into his eyes with the goofiest smile on, and he looked down and saw the jacket and smiled to his god damn ears, he put my hand in his. He kept it this way during the whole car ride. Another thing that I love about Edward is that he and I could have no speaking going on what-so-ever but it would still not be awkward.
We pulled up to the parking lot right by Emmett's car, and Rose's was by his, followed by Alice's on the other side. They were all gathered around Emmett's car. Edward and I have been at school 'together' but not 'together together' this will be a whole different type of glares.
He helped me out of the car and I almost fell, stupid fucking heeled shoes. But he caught me, like he always does, if it was not for him, I'd have cuts and bruises all over my body! We held hands once again, and walked over to our best friends.
"There's the happy couple!" Jasper yelled,
"Yeah, were pretty fucking happy." Edward said as he cupped my face and kissed me, with more passion that he should have for having half of Forks High watching. His lips on mine were like fire and ice, his lips were so cold, and mine were so warm, they evened each other out, to a perfect temperature.
"Yup, pretty fucking happy." I said once the kiss has ended. Rose turned towards Emmett and kissed his cheek and he whispered 'I love you' and kissed her, well not only kissed her, he basically tongue fucked her.
"And, with Jazzy, I'm fucking happy." Alice sung, and she turned to Jasper and licked his cheek. He giggled, yeah that's right; the man fucking giggled. And they kissed each other, a kiss similar to the one that Edward and I had just enjoyed.
"Hey, hey, hey, I have an idea! We should all come over to my house so we can hang out! We haven't hung out as a group yet!" Rose yelled. The idea is pretty good. Rose's house causes crazy shit. I'm pretty excited.
"Oh. My. Goodness, that's a great idea!" Alice said and she jumped over to her and hugged her, and then ran to me, and kissed my cheek and I kissed hers back.
"Just as look as there is alcohol I'm in baby!" Emmett said and slapped her ass. I'm guessing that she doesn't like that much by how hard she grabbed his balls. Ha-ha, seeing Emmett squeal was pretty funny. Alice grabbed Jasper and they ran off somewhere. Edward took my hand and we walked slowly closer to the school. Looking at each other the whole time. As we were about half way there, I noticed the stares from the other students.
He took my hips and pulled me in front of him, we walked like this until we reached the school. We stopped by my locker which just so happens to be by Jessica's. I opened my locker and grabbed my bag, and slammed it shut glaring at the hoe right in front of me. Edward kissed me just like he did in the parking lot, taking my breath away like he did in the dream she groaned very loudly, if I were her it would be fucking embarrassing. hhhhhmmmmmmmm, yeah and it was long as hell too.
"Shut up Jessica." I said as I took Edward's hand and we walked to my class.
Honestly if I could choose I'd have Bio the whole day, because I'd be with Edward even longer. Class goes by slowly, and I ache for Edwards touch, I'm addicted. But once second period passed, Bio was next. Edward met me at the door like he always does and we walk and talk until we reach Mr. Banner's room.
We held hands the whole way, being as close to each other as we could. I could feel him brush up against my body as we walked, the shape of our body's made it like two puzzle pieces and when together, they fit… perfectly.
We walked in, and with Edward and me dating for a few days the stares get more and more frequent, you would think that people would get use to it, but they don't. It's really irritating. But, I'm glad that bitches know to back the fuck off my man.
As we took our seats, we still interlocked our hands until the table, until we had to get our books out. Our seats were as close to each others as possible, and he seemed to tense up for some odd reason, so I put my left hand on his right knee and rub soft circles, he sighed, and sat back in his seat. He looked into my eyes, he look really happy; I smiled hugely like a dumb ass, just because he does this to me.
Mr. Banner started talking about stupid shit, and I heard paper being pulled out of its binding, and besides the sound of Mr. Banner talking, all I heard was the noise of pencil being scratched onto paper, and soon the sound of the paper being slid towards me. Edward beautifully wrote.
I'm nerves about our date, but I know you'll have fun. You look beautiful today Bella. –Edward
I'm excited; I've always dreamed about going on a date with you, it'll be perfect. And you Edward look simply divine. –Me
Dreamed huh? Care to elaborate on that Ms. Swan? –Edward
Damn, I remember me and him talked about how we have liked each other for a long time, but never have I told him that I have dreamed about him.
I already told you Cullen. You know that I've liked you for years, what makes you think I've never had a dream about you? I'm sure you've had one about me? Care to elaborate on that?
Truthfully, I have had dreams about you Bella; each one get's more enjoyable. I'd like to know full details. Don't leave out the good shit. –Edward
Well, I do dream about you, but not about dating you. I've always wanted to be where you and I are now sense kindergarten. And here we are, talking about my dreams; when in truth, you should be confessing yours to me, you're the guy in the relationship shouldn't you be calling the shots, making the first move?
Bella, Bella, Bella, you and I will get so much farther; we have years and years to be together. I won't be able to tell you all of my dreams in that amount of time. And if I remember, I kissed you; I did make the first move. –Edward
No need for the smart ass C.
C? I like that. –Edward
Good, get use to it, it stands for Cullen, cutie, coward, cow, condescending, Cullen.
Harsh words from S. The first two sound right, on and the last. –Edward
Damn, the middle ones are fake; they just started with a C. And S? What's that mean?
Sawn, sexy, super, spectacular, sex-appeal, Swan. All of those seem accurate to me. –Edward
If you're last name started with an S. You'd be all that and more.
Keep on kissing my ass S. I could get use to that. –Edward
I like to kiss something else C. I hope you can get use to that.
Hey, S! We are in class, tone down the turn on's. -Edward
I changed what C means. It means Cullen, cute, creative, cook, crazy cute, Cullen.
I can't cook though S. –Edward
Then I'll teach you, this weekend, at my house?
I'll see you then super sexy, spectacular, sex-appeal, Swan. –Edward
And you'll see me tonight!
Yes, I will! –Edward
He put his hand on my knee, and we looked into each other's eyes for the rest of class.
"Bella, look at me!" Rose yelled, for like the fourth time. Edward and I would not let go of each other's gaze.
"Yes?" I asked, finally looking at her.
"We are all going to my house on Saturday, and hanging out as a group! Edward, you better fucking be there you hear me ya dip?" She said fiercely as always.
"I'll be there, and so will C." I said as everyone's eyes showed confusion besides Edward's and mine.
"C?" They all asked at the same time.
"Yes, C. C for Cullen and…" Mike Newton tapped me on the shoulder.
"What now?" I asked, Edward was already facing him by the time that I turned around. He look aggregated, I'm pretty sure that if he could he would jump on him as if he was some ware wolf, but he doesn't like ware wolfs, he says they smell like wet dog and some other shit.
"I was just confirming you dating him." He growled his name, and I could hear Edward getting ready to scoot out of his chair and probably pumble Mike's ass. But I pulled Edward too me and kissed him quickly, but still feeling the shock waves through my body.
"His name is Edward, and if you don't treat him with respect, I will on my own slap you harder than I did to Jessica, now leave me alone or you'll have people hunting you the hell down." I said and got up quickly and walked to the other side of Edward, running into Newton's shoulder pushing him away, and I sat on Edward's lap, just like how we were at the Halloween party.
Edward
Bella handles things with people like Mike and Jessica very well. She uses words first and then intimidates them with action after. It's fucking hot! I can't help but thinking of Bella in a kitchen, it would be adorable. And for Rose's house this weekend, from what Emmett told me, crazy shit happens at Rose's house.
I picked Bella up after she had gym and drove her to my house and we talked, she begged countless times for me to tell her where I am taking her, but I won't. I want it to be a surprise. I just need sunrise to fall.
Around 6:30 pm the sunrise was showing, it was beautiful, purple, pink, red and orange filled the sky. I grabbed Bella, and we walked to the car. It was silent, but I had a stupid fucking smirk on my face the whole damn time. As we pulled up to an Italian place that I remember but don't know the name of, Esme chose it. I ran out and grabbed the food that I had ordered earlier.
I got back in the car and she was about to talk, but I moved my index finger to her lips, and she kissed them and giggled. I love her giggles.
As I pulled up to the school her jaw dropped. Forks Elementary, the place that I first met Bella. I had Esme come and set everything up with blankets and candles after school. A long black blanket covered the ground under the monkey bars. I met Bella on the monkey bars, she said she could skip one and I told her to prove it. Sense then we were best friends. The scent of vanilla filled the air, her jaw was still dropped, but she was mine, it was still cute. We sat right in front of each other and looked around.
"Edward, this is, perfect, I would have never thought. This was where we first met, right there." Bella pointed to the right platform.
"And you kissed me right over there." I pointed towards the field, by the soccer goal.
"And you kissed me back, I've lo-liked you ever sense." She looked embarrassed. So I told her I got her favorite and she shot up in squeals!
"You remember? C, that's so sweet!" She leaned over and kissed my nose. That one little peck filled me up with joy, I swear for the rest of my motherfucking life.
"Of course I remember. I remember every single waking moment about you S. I'll never forget anything." It's moments like these that you realize that your words are the truth. That all the fucked up shit that you have down, or saw means nothing, but this moment right here means everything. And you want nothing more than to be with the person that is in front of you right now.
"Edward, I can't even explain." I looked up into her eyes; she's been through so much with guys this past year. And I am glad that I can put a smile on her face, a smile she's needed. I'm what she needed. She's what I need.
I look her body and guided her down with me. Our backs lay down on the cotton black, the bark chips are softly poking our backs, the sky is filled with stars that light up the moon lit sky, the blackness is forgotten, the stars are nothing but dots, all when Bella lays her head on my chest.
We looked up in the sky for hours, didn't say a word, just lay there, her head didn't move, our breathing was matched. I listened closely to the beat of our hearts mashed into one. Th-thump, th-thump, th-thump, th-thump.
Right now, this very moment is perfect. Everything about it is so perfect. I just about blurt out "Bella, I love you." When she shifts her head to look at me for the first time in hours. She places a soft kiss on my left cheek, and she nozzles her head closer to mine. I take my fingers and rub her neck, and kiss the top of her head every now and then. She moaned a few times. Being a man, it just about makes me get up and go take care of business but I don't want to ruin this for Bella… for me… for us.
"Don't leave me." She said. Just as she says is, I could feel tears form in my eyes. Yes, I know I'm a little fucking baby. Kill me bitch.
"Bella, I couldn't leave you if my life depended on it." I've just got her back. She is not going anywhere.
"I don't think I'd be able to be stable if you left me again." Again, I've already left her once.
"I've been without for so long. I don't know how I did it. Now that I have you, I am keeping you with all of my heart. Isabella Marie Swan your mine…forever." I felt a tear drop on my shirt, I used my thumb to wipe it away, I could've cried more than ever now, but I'll save the tears for some other time.
I felt tiny drops of rain land on my head; Bella was already up by now. I looked down at my watch it said 10: 47 pm. We gathered all of the blankets, and food candles, everything, and walked to the car. We held hands like we always do and when I dropped her off she could see the sadness in my eyes. I hate saying goodbye to her. I leaned across the seat and rubbed her cheek with my hand I kissed her cheek and then her lips, every kiss feels just like the first.
"I'll see you tomorrow, sweet dreams Bella." She kissed my cheek one last time, and got out of the car; she waved from her window up stairs and blew me a kiss. I took it and put it in my pocket. I'll keep it forever.
She's.
Mine.
Forever.