Well, thanks to KeybladeAngel34, you guys get to read more! I'm continuing the story because I love her ideas! So you can look forward to more! Yay! By the way, you're not weird, KeybladeAngel34; just extremely creative and imaginative. Like me!
Chapter 8
It had been weeks since that whole incident with Wyatt. Jaden had the chip removed and he and Jesse were happily together, boyfriends. Wyatt had gotten therapy and went back to North Academy, promising that he would become the best there and that he'd be back to visit sometime. So, everyone was happy and all was peaceful. That is, until Jesse started to feel more 'lustful' for Jaden.
"Come on, I just wanted to get in bed. Just for a few minutes, okay?" Jesse pleaded with his eyes, hoping he'd give in.
"Jesse, I really want to, but I can't. Not after what Wyatt put me through. I just can't bear it. I know you wouldn't really hurt me, but it's just-I'm not ready for a more serious relationship yet. Sure, we can get in bed and do it quickly, but I can't do the more intense things. Please just try to understand, I still love you a lot, Jess."
"Okay, I get it. I'll wait. It's really up to you, anyway."
And so, Jesse waited. He waited for hours, days, weeks. Still, no results. Jesse had been patient, he had been comforting, and he had tried everything in his power to keep Jaden happy. The only things happening, were bad.
Jaden had started to distance himself from others. At first, it was just no going to parties and assemblies. He had started to avoid his not-so-close friends first. Soon, he started to refuse to leave his room for hours. Eventually, it became days.
When Jesse tried to talk to him, he never got many words from Jaden and ended up talking to space. At his point, Jaden still ate, went to class every few days, and held a few conversations. But little did everyone else know, he was slowly dying inside.
Oh, his physical condition was just fine. At least, it was when he was taking care of his body. His emotions were still under control. He wasn't a cutter or anything like that. He never drank or wrote suicide notes, he was just removed. He had taken to his small, dark room and hardly ever came out. He only let Jesse in to see him, and even then, only said things like, "Love you too, Jess." and "No, it's not that bad."
Jesse was worried. He had seen Jaden yesterday, but he had left after Jaden didn't respond to anything he said for 10 minutes. Then, Jesse felt ashamed.
'How could I have tried to force him into this?! I'm such a jerk and an idiot! He was obviously traumatized by what Wyatt did to him, even if Wyatt said he was sorry.' Jesse screamed at himself. He was feeling guilty and didn't know how to help Jaden.
(Back with Jaden)
'Maybe I shouldn't have been so unresponsive to Jesse. He could be really worried about me. Then again, he did try to force me into having rough sex with him. No, wait. He asked me and he waited for me. But, he still doesn't get how I feel. This is so confusing!'
Jaden was having an inner turmoil of emotions and thoughts. He loved Jesse, he knew that. But, he couldn't stand doing something with him that brought back all those unwanted memories. He wanted Jesse to accept him as he was and never wanted to have intercourse again. However, if he told Jesse, he might not want him anymore. After all, isn't it a teenage boy's desire to have someone to love him and have sex with him?
Well, what do you think will happen next? I bet lots of you can guess. It's pretty much the same old he-goes-and-tries-to-kill-himself concept. Please review and I can't take credit for the whole plot. You can thank KeybladeAngel34 for the overall idea.
If she happens to read this: I'd like for you to be a bit more specific. Perhaps you can PM me again? I don't really get why Jaden wouldn't wake up until Jesse came to see him. Is it because he's in a coma, induced by his roller coaster of emotions? I could just make it up, but I wanted your point of view.
