I woke up to a dark gray lit morning. I was all cried out and very angry but a dull hurt still loomed over my heart. I got up and went to the bathroom. I took a shower and thought of what I could have done wrong.

"You didn't do anything wrong." EJ had told me when I met him in the meadow. I was crying in his shoulder.

"But he left and…"I couldn't even finish as I cried.

"Well Black must have mental problems. But that isn't your fault." I tried to smile but I couldn't.

"Is it because-"

"If you even say that it's because you're not pretty I will slap you." He said so I kept my mouth shut. "You are the most beautiful person I know you would even give Aunt Rosalie a run for her money." I looked up at him.

"I think your pushing it." I said.

"Yeah your right, but you still are beautiful and if Black can't see it then he isn't worth your time." We had talked and laughed the whole time and I felt much better. When I could feel myself waking up EJ told me to meet him on the road not far from my house.

I took note that last time he said it was safe I was attacked by a wolf. Or at least I thought I was. I shook the thought away and put on a dark blue baby doll shirt and a simply pair of blue jeans I walked of my bedroom and out in to the kitchen were seated at the dining room table sat Jacob Black.

The anger I had this morning came back with a vengeance. I pretended not to see him and walked past him and to the door.

"Hey Natalie," He said. Tears pricked my eyes when he said my name. I turned my head to him a little. "Can we talk?" He asked. I turned around and looked at him. He was taller than me, so looking up at him was more of the course.

"Sure," I said then noticed how heartbroken and soft my voice sounded.

"Look I'm sorry-"

"No it's ok I was the one who tried to push you."

"No it's not I didn't mean it to be that way."

"Then what did you mean?" I said there was a spark of hope in my dull hurt.

"I mean it's not that I don't like it it's just I can't handle being with you." Tears were really going to fall but I couldn't understand why I was so sad that he left me. I had only known him for two days.

"I don't understand." I said he looked up at the ceiling then at me. "Did I do something wrong?"

"No it's just I…."

"What?" I said after he didn't finish. "I'm sorry for last night but I just don't get it. Why did you leave? I-"

"Natalie I don't think we should be together."

"Why not?"

"It wouldn't work out."

"Is it because I'm not pretty or to loud or that I always have something to say or-"

"No it's not that."

"Then what?!" I yelled. This was so aggravated that he kept beating around the bush.

"Well….I….we"

"Do you like someone else?" I hissed before I could stop myself.

"How can you talk?"He yelled at me.

"What do you mean, 'How can I talk'?" I yelled back getting on my tip toes to be a little taller.

"I didn't see you concerned about me when you were in the woods with Cullen!" He yelled, I stared back at him in disbelief. I went to open my mouth but nothing came out.

"Yeah I saw you too last night! So don't deny it!"

"So I was with him what do you care?" I yelled back. My vision started to turn red.

"I care cause the Cullen's aren't nice people!"

"That's not true!"

"Yes it is they use people-!"

"No!" I yelled back.

"You just don't understand because you want people to love you so bad well news flash no one does!"He said I felt something break in me like glass on linoleum. I once again went to open my mouth but nothing came out.

"Natalie I-" I didn't hear the rest I just remembering running. I couldn't take the pain I thought he like me but I guess he didn't.

Why did I feel this way about him? It was like a crush but I guess they hurt the same way.

I was running on the side of the road and as E.J had said he was there next to his Mustang. When he saw me he went to run to get me when a familiar little hand pulled him back.

Alice stood next to him smiling. I ran over to her and gave her a hug.

"What's wrong?" Alice asked. She sounded awkward saying it as if she never had to before.

"That dumb bitch made her cry!" E.J said I could tell he was furious.

"What did he do?" Alice said sounding very pissed. I looked at her and shook my head.

"I don't want to talk about it, can we just forget about it for now?" I said trying to stop the tears. I knew that if I told them as E.J had threatened last night he would send Emmett. Alice gave me a weird look.

"If you're sure…" She said.

"I'm positive, I'll tell you later." I said.

"You promise?" She asked. I smiled.

"Promise,"