Chapter Fifteen: If Only
A/N: Yep, so officially the funny/cute chapters have come to an end and the angsty ones come into play. Please review and tell me what you think.
Quote of the moment: "You used my quote! ooooh oh i have another!! ponders
what about...no
how...no
OH GOD NO!!!!
let's see...
I GOT IT!!!!
wait...no i don't...
maybe later..." -- Sasha yet again
--- Miss Dollface
"I'm so stupid! Stupid, stupid, STUPID!" Lily cried.
She sobbed as she choked down another scoop of strawberry ice cream. After her and Michael had their fight, Sasha brought her and Lily to a hotel.
"I'm sorry Lily, this is all my fault." Sasha blamed herself. She was rubbing the brunette's shoulder trying to comfort her. "I didn't know he was just helping Kelly out."
Lily wiped away her tears. Her eyes were bloodshot from crying for an hour and a half. "Sasha, don't; you didn't do anything wrong. I know you were only looking out for me. I shouldn't of freaked and been so immature. This is my mess, and now I lost Michael. I don't know how I'm going to get him back..."
"Just let him cool off for a while." Sasha told her. "Time usually heals all wounds, but if he doesn't come back to you; he's not worth it."
"I really do hope he comes back." Lily wished.
Across town, a Philadelphian blonde was thinking about the same thing.
Michael was relaxing on his hotel bed watching television. But he couldn't sit there focused on the program with heavy thoughts on his mind. With the remote in his hand, he turned it off and then sat up to walk over to the balcony.
Brown eyes scanned over the city. His heart felt cracked with guilt. He couldn't help but think about the events that had happened. But then again, she did start it. Honestly though, Michael really didn't care about who started it and who finished. He knew he was involved in the argument, so he also had fingers pointed at him too.
If only he had the heart to tell her he was sorry. His pride was just too damn high at this moment.
Michael blinked; he then realized there was something packed in his back pocket. He pulled it out.
It was a silky little black box. He opened it up and exposed the beautiful clear diamond ring inside. Michael sighed at it. It was the thing he wanted to tell Lily about. The reason why he wanted to be with her for the rest of his life. Nowit was only another should-have-been. Michael picked the stone out and tossed the box to the floor of his room. Then he went back to studying the ring.
Michael could just see it now. A gigantic white wedding with all of his and her friends and family members. Joy and laughter would fill the atmosphere. Happiness would be bonded by the piece of jewelery in his hand.
If only things didn't go the way they would of now... may be it would of happened.
He shook his head then said "Here's to a beautiful future gone to waste."
He then chucked the ring into the air and let it drop stories down. Michael watched as it plunged downward and into the water of the pool.
After, he went back inside. May be he'd be able to sleep his pain off.