Hey guys, Here is chapter twenty-one.

And this chapter should answer all your questions InTiMaTeLoVeRfOrEvEr.

Jacob's Pov

When I yelled at her I wanted to take back everything I said but I was too furious to care. I saw her eyes flash a glint of sadness and her eyes glassed over they looked like she was going to cry. I felt inhuman hurting her like that, but when I got the thought to apologize then the thought of that leeches arms all over her I got even madder then said the one thing that made her kick me.

She kicked me! I excepted her break her foot because she was human and I well wasn't completely at least.

But it didn't and it hurt like hell. Then she punched me in the nose, but unlike when Bella tried this one hurt me.

"You son of a bitch, I hate you!" She yelled. Then she stomped off to her room.

"Damn!" Jared laughed. "Y'all two are worse than Paul and Rachel,"

"Hey!" Paul defended. Everyone in room looked at him. "Okay, fine but she never decked me." He admitted.

"I don't think you guys are having kids anytime soon." Colin said.

"If ever," Brady added. They awarded each other's comments by bumping fits.

"Jake, you alright, man?" Embry said with concern but I could tell he was trying not to laugh.

"No," I said.

Later Em's mom came in and patched me up, though I really didn't need it but the ice felt great…down under.

Think she'll talk to me after that? I asked Sam on Patrol, who had nicely heard the whole story from Colin and Brady and Jared oh and let's not forget Paul and Embry who couldn't stop laughing to even relay the message.

I doubt it by what Seth told me earlier you weren't exactly sunshine and rainbows to her Great that's just great the whole pack knows about us great.

How you feel if Emily was in the arms of another guy? And to make it worse it was a vampire. I said. Sam turned and looked at me. He gave a wolfish sigh.

I would have ripped him to shreds He said calmly. Maybe you should talk to her

Yeah cause that worked so well the last time. I thought sarcastically.

Have one of the girls talk to her, He offered.

Jamie and Lily might but I'm not asking Leah He turned and looked back at me.

Why is that?

'Cause she'll make Natalie, either hate me more or make her kick my ass again

Damn Skippy! I heard Leah voice said as run up near us.

What do you want Leah? I asked annoyed.

I have a message from Rachel, Kim, Emily, Jamie and Lily.

What is it? Sam asked to be totally honest I don't think he would have cared if Leah hadn't said Emily.

They said and I quote from Jamie 'get your wolf asses up and get the food for tomorrow'. Sam rolled his eyes.

Y'all heard that right? He thought louder.

Yeah said a chorus of voice thought.

Can your woman ever be nice about something? Embry asked.

No! Everyone else answered.

That's why I love her! Colin said excited. Sam laughed shaking his head.

Everybody can head out, Leah, Seth, Embry you two stay with me.

Why can't I go? Embry whined.

Did you have a girl who called?

No Embry said softly.

Ok then there's your answer I said a little harsher then intended.

Low blow Jake Embry mumbled.

Yeah don't make him get his sister on you Leah teased.

Yeah Natalie needs to get over here and keep her bitch in line! Paul said. Everyone started to laugh. I growled but the laughing didn't stop until the rest changed back and went to the store.

I did my patrol and then went home leaving Seth and Embry to take over.

"Hey Dad," I said walking in the door.

"Hey, Jake heard what happened," My dad said wheeling in from the kitchen in to the living room.

"Well now that it's officially everyone who knows, what did you hear?" I said plopping myself down on the couch.

"Talked to Amber not long ago and she said that you got pretty banged up, and that Natalie was upset and she wouldn't say why. She thought you might wanna come over and see what's wrong, cause Natalie probably would talk to you."

"I think I'm the last person she wants to see."

"Why do ya say that?"

"Cause she didn't seem to want to talk to me when she was yelling!" I said annoyed.

"I don't know what to say about that." My Dad said.

"I don't want to talk about I just want to go to sleep." I said walking to my room and collapsing on the bed.

All I could think about was that I hurt Natalie. I got a flash back of a Natalie on the first day we met. She was giggling and looked up at me. I loved that, just to hear her laugh made me feel complete.

And when we were in class she would occasionally look my way and bite her lips when I saw her looking. She was perfect, and flawless in every way.

I tried to think about her happy and fall sleep. But that was always ruined when my fantasies turn to nightmares when I saw her cry.

I tossed and turned, knowing that I hurt her made me feel terrible. I knew she didn't want to see me but I couldn't stand to be away from her. This is what it feels to imprint, to love somebody so much it hurt.

I got up off the bed and run out side changing. I ran straight for her house. I felt so overly attached. I sat outside her window looking in at her frame lying underneath the blanket. Her face looked red and I could see that the mascara was running down her cheeks.

I felt my heart break. I did that to her. I laid down like a sad puppy at her window knowing that this might be the closes I could get to her for a while.

Night Natalie, I thought before going to sleep.