Natalie's POV

I woke up literally gagging on the foulest scent the world could ever come up with. It was like rotten tree bark, wet dog and skunk mixed into one and I couldn't get away from it.

I ran to bathroom and just chucked my chips. There wasn't much to heave but most of it was yesterday's cookies Esme gave me. I was half expecting there to be blood but I don't think it works that way.

Before I could really think about it I threw up again and this time there was a little blood but nearly as much as what I got from the bear. I collapsed on the bathroom floor hoping and praying to God the world would stop spinning so I could at least get up.

There was a banging at door. The pounding was actually really loud and the smell was going to kill me as it seeped through the door.

"Hey Natalie you okay?" Embry voice called through the door.

"Ugh, I'm fine," I moaned out flushing the toilet and going over to the sink to brush my teeth.

"You sure?" Embry asked.

"Perfectly splendid," I said. I looked in the mirror and nearly dropped my tooth brush. My face, it looked so pale well, more than usual. My eyes were extremely bright I mean even brighter than they were yesterday. Around my eyes had this blueish tint to it like I haven't slept in years, I turned and looked in the full sized that hung on the back of the door.

I gasped at my body it looked so different. My legs looked longer and the shorts I slept in were tinier and my tank top didn't look like it fit to well either. My chest was bigger and the little bump that used to be my stomach was flat. I looked like a swim suit model, now most people will find that a good thing but when you didn't look like that when you went to sleep you get kinda worried.

I ran my fingers through my hair but it was tied back into the braid that Rose had put in. It looked different to but I couldn't see it tied back like that. I undid the braid and let my hair fall free. I stood there in a shell shock noticing my hair wasn't its usually wild self more like wild but beautiful like underwear model wild.

I just went through an extreme makeover over night.

I got really scared and rushed out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen. I padded the wall looking for the light but I found what I was looking for instead, the phone. I squinted trying to read the numbers so I could type the right thing in. I put the phone to my ear and prayed I type in the right thing.

"Hello?" Said a voice I was dying to hear.

"Emmett," I whispered.

"Yeah that me, but who is this?" He said.

"It's Natalie," I whispered.

"Natalie! Heard that you kicked Jacob's butt nice going!" He yelled then laughed.

"Thanks but I need your help," I said maybe a bit to over urgently.

"You didn't kill him did you?" He said not laughing.

"No, no I didn't kill him," I whispered. "But there is something wrong with me." I add.

"Like what?" He asked going big brother mode.

"My body-"

"This isn't a girl problem is it?" He asked, I only smiled thinking of his face.

"I don't know," I whined but remembered I had to be quiet.

"If it is I'll get Esme or Rose or Alice or Bella if you want," He rambled. Poor Emmett as strong as he is he can't handle girl problems.

"Did any of them hit puberty over night?" I asked. The line got silent for a minute and then I heard Emmett call Edward.

"Edward!"

"What?!" I heard somewhere in the back ground.

"Natalie's having girl problems and I thought you could help her." I heard laughing from Emmett then a whoosh noise, the phone being dropped, Emmett's laughing and fighting. I sighed then I heard the phone being picked up.

"Hello Dear," Esme's voice said.

"Hi mom," I whispered.

"Now what's the matter?" She said. "Hold on a second dear," She said then yelled, "Break the dry wall, the cabinet or table you can kiss the Play Station 3 good bye Emmett! Sorry dear now what happened?"

"I think I've had a growth spurt," I whispered.

"Well, that's not bad sweetie everyone grows," She said.

"Mom, I think I've aged five years, though."I told her. Once again silence, then I heard her take an unneeded breath of air. I wonder if I still needed to breathe.

"Okay, um I think you should come over here for Carlisle to look at you, someone will meet you at the line okay?"

"Alright, I'll be there," I said.

"I see you later,"

"Bye mom," I whispered

"Bye Natalie," She said before I heard a crash. "Emmett!" I heard her yell then the line went dead.

I went to my room and went in search of clothes. I found a simple green sundress that was now way to short and tight around my chest. I grabbed a pair of black flats and opened my window and the smell flooded my room and more importantly my nose. I shut the window and started to breathe through my mouth so I wouldn't throw up again. Because quiet personally I don't feel like praying to the porcelain form again anytime soon. I opened my bedroom door and looked to see if anyone was down the hall.

I eased out of my door and tip toed down the hall until I heard a giggle and I know like that I wasn't laughing then who?

I walked down the hall a little. Embry door was cracked I tipped near the door and looked in. What I saw wasn't really surprising. I saw Embry and some girl kissing barely dressed on his bed. But the person he was kissing is what did surprise me was the girls face. The girl pushed Embry down and sat on top of him, she tossed her hair and I saw it was………

LEAH!!!!

I stared for a few minutes then got scared and just left. I ran down the hall surprisingly not making any noise.

I opened the door and into either the early morning or late night I really don't know. I closed the door carefully and ran off into the woods.

I could run so much faster now I made it to the line in no time. I couldn't help but smile at how fast I just ran.

"Impressive," I heard a voice say from the trees. Jasper jumped from the tree and stood in front of me.

"Hi, Jasper," I said.

"Hello Natalie?" He said looking at me. "You do look different." He commented.

"I don't know if I should thank you or slap you," I said smiling.

"I meant it in a good way," he laughed. I heard a rustle and the smell filled the air again. I gagged. Jasper gave me a worried glance; I looked up at him and notice that he had lots of sliver scars on his face and neck. "Are you ready to go?" He asked.

I looked over at the forest for a second longer then nodded. "Race ya!" I yelled before run off head.

I kinda under estimated Jaspers speed. Yeah he wasn't as fast as E.J. or Edward but neither was I. But then again Jasper was faster than me. He sped off in front of me and I started to regret challenging him.

I saw a low hanging branch but maybe a little too late because I was going so I fast I was going to run right into it. I closed my eyes for impacted but didn't feel it instead I felt as if I was flying. I opened my eyes and I was standing on the branch. I smiled and jumped to grab the branch ahead of me and jumped to grab another.

"Awesome!" I said going faster as I swung and flipped from braches of different branches. It was like Tarzan and Lara Croft put together. Soon I saw the house and did a back flip on to the porch. I giggled.

"I can't believe I just did that!" I said excitedly.

"I can't either Kim Possible, now shut up!" I heard E.J yell. I smiled and ran into his room. He was sprawled out on his bed in his boxers. Strangely it didn't bother me like it did when Jacob- ugh never mind, I'm not going to think of him.

"Wake up, E.J," I sang. He turned over with his back facing me.

"Go away Natalie!" He said. I got on the bed and kneeled near him.

"Please wake up," I said sweetly sitting on his side. He turned over nearly making me fall off him but his hands held my waist close. I grabbed on to his shoulders so I wouldn't fall off.

E.J opened his eyes and smiled at me. "Thank the lord he as answered my prayers," He said sitting up and putting his lips on mine.

"E.J Natalie is- Whoa!" I heard Emmett say. I looked over at Emmett then got off of E.J.

"What are you doing?" I asked, well more like yelled.

"Natalie?" E.J and Emmett said.

"Who else would it be?" I yelled at E.J. "Give me one reason why I shouldn't slap you!"

"Because I'm your best friend and you love me." E.J said. I rolled my eyes.

"Nice save," Emmett whispered loudly acting as if I couldn't hear it. "Anyway, Natalie, you and E.J should be down stairs in the dining room unless you two would like to finish up." I rolled my eyes again making Emmett laugh as I walked past him and down the hall and down the stairs.

Everyone was sitting at the table. Alice was bouncing up and down about something. Jasper was smiling at her while Rosalie was looking at her nails. Edward was smiling about something and Bella was so. I'm guessing inside joke.

Esme and Carlisle were taking to each other. Esme looked concern about something but Carlisle looked concern as well but he looked like he was trying to comfort her though.

I walked over to the edge of the wall. What would they think of me? I mean the only person who saw me was Emmett, E.J. and Jasper. What was even wrong with me?

I soon feel something that was like cold water in my veins immediately calming me. I looked over at Jasper who was looking at me he smiled. I smiled and walked into the dining room.

"Hi everybody," I said sheepishly. Esme looked at me perplexed then walked over to me and gave me a hug.

"Hello Natalie," She said.

"Hi mom," I said. She smiled at me.

After waiting for E.J. to actually put on clothes we all sat at the dining room table.

"As everyone can see that we have a little problem," Carlisle said. "With the addition of Natalie and her new developments, our position here might be comprised." Everyone looked at each other with the same look, one of agreement.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

Rosalie who was sitting next to me looked at me with a sweet smile as she ran her hand light through my hair.

"It means that we'll have to move again," She said. I looked at her with wide eyes.

"Wha- why?" I asked my voice sounded broken.

"We need to protect ourselves, and we need to move to make sure no one meets up with us again." Edward said. I just know notice that Edward didn't speak to much. But somehow my mind went back to the matter at hand and then I really heard what he said.

"So you move so everyone will forget you?" I asked. Everyone nodded. I felt my heart rip into. I could see myself standing on the front steps of the Cullen's house waving at passing cars then broke down crying. Jasper's head whipped around to look at me.

"We aren't leaving you." Both Jasper and Edward said.

"Your *sniff* not?" I asked hiccupping back an incoming sob.

"Of course not!" Alice said sounding quite appalled that I even thought that.

"We would never leave you," Bella smiling at me.

"Then how?"

"That's sort of the problem," Emmett said. "We can't leave you but you can't exactly leave without a problem."

His word processed. Why couldn't I go? I mean they already said I was family and they couldn't leave me so why couldn't they take me?

I got visions of E.J. and I arguing in the kitchen, Rose braiding my hair and Alice saying that I look better in darker colors then I did in lightly ones. I loved them and they loved me so why can't I leave with them?

Then I realized I couldn't leave. I had a mother and brother friends and I had Jake-

"You just don't understand because you want people to love you so bad well news flash no one does!"Those words stung, as they whizzed around in my head. I wasn't going to cry. I didn't need to cause I was loved. The Cullen's my family loved me. And at one time I thought Jacob loved me too.

"Natalie maybe you haven't noticed but I never wanted you. So stop flattering yourself. And I realize that you aren't Bella, actually I've figured out why you want to hang out with the Cullen so damn bad 'cause you aren't them. You aren't as pretty as Rosalie or as small and well mannered as Alice, you aren't as kind heart and likable as Esme and you sure as Hell ain't as smart as Bella. So quit pretending you are because you're not!"

Before I could stop it a tear rolled down my cheek. I tried to wipe it away before anyone noticed but they were all vampires someone was going to notice.

"Natalie what's wrong?" Esme asked.

"He said that to you?" Edward asked. I see that his jaw locked and his fist clenched.

I shook my head fast but I knew he read my mind say Jacobs face and everything he said.

"It's okay really?" I defended trying to sound convincing. But more tears fell and my voice broke surly showing that he had hurt me and Edward was not happy.

"Sounds like he did." Edward hissed.

"Said what?" Emmett asked impatient.

"Is that why you were crying yesterday?" Alice asked. I looked at her and shook my head. I knew if I told E.J. would tell everyone and no one would be happy and Jacob would die, or at least be brutally injured if E.J. kept his word about sending Emmett to deal with him.

"Are you sure?" Edward said. I nodded.

"Natalie…" E.J. trailed. I looked over at him. I secretly was telling him to shut up but he didn't want to. "You need to tell them," He said. I looked over at him. Why? I tried to ask but Edward heard my thought.

"Because we want to know why you're sad." Jasper said.

"May I?" E.J. asked.

"Would it matter if I say no?" I said. He shook his head. He turned to his family and told them that Jacob was mad at me because I was hanging around with him.

"And he said some things to her I don't know what because she was to upset to tell me." He finished.

"That doesn't sound like Jake." Bella said looking at the table.

"The hell it doesn't." Rose spat. Emmett lightly grabbed Rose's arm.

"It doesn't matter because I'm not going to see him again." I said looking at the table. E.J. lightly grasped my hand from under the table. I saw my face light up with a red blush as E.J mentioned Jake's name when we're talking after my first day of school.

I heard his voice say 'you like him don't you?' Blotchy became dark.

'No!' I said almost defensively but my eyes clearly said I did. E.J let go of my hand.

I shook my head. Avoiding E.J eyes I looked over at Edward's eyes.

"Natalie-"

"I don't want to talk about it," I said softly cutting off Edward looking over a Carlisle. "Can we please talk about something else?" I asked softly, my eyes pleading.

"Whatever you want," Carlisle said. "We still need to figure out the relocation."

"She'll becoming with us," Alice said matter a factly.

"But what about-?" I started.

"Don't get me wrong there are four different paths, one is black but two and a half are bright." She said.

"What are they Alice?" Esme asked in her motherly voice.

"One of them the one I prefer Natalie is riding in Mustang with E.J. I'm guessing I can't see him, but they are laughing." Alice said smiling. Everyone seemed more at ease when Alice said that but then her face turned.

"In the other she is walking in the woods crying and a girl in a red dress is talking with her she's a vampire, Natalie stands up, smiling and goes with her." Alice's eyes lost their daze and looked at me.

"Do you know her, Natalie?" I shook my head. I've never met any other vampire besides the Cullen's.

"Maybe you'll meet her," Alice said. He dazed look returned as she said the last one.

"You're crying in this one too but you're standing on the steps, you're waving at as our cars drive away." That was the fate I was afraid of. "But you look over at someone and smile but when you walk over to them and you disappear." I looked over at her. Everyone looked upset, especially Esme. I knew she didn't want to lose me and I honestly didn't want to lose her.

"Bright side is you looked happy at the end of them." Alice said. She was trying to lighten up the mood.

"Well I suppose, we can only have Alice watch and wait to see if there is a clearer view." Esme said.

"Yes, we'll have too." Carlisle said. E.J's face lightened for a second but he soon wipes the look off his face. I looked over at him and raised my eyebrow at him. He gave me a cheek smile and I realized why he wanted to stay, his girls and prom night.

"But then I have to find out why your growing so fast," Carlisle said.

"And that means tests." E.J said bitterly.

"Oh they're not that bad," Bella said smiling.

"Sure you didn't have to have three years of them." E.J said.

"They probably take as long but they will be just as extensive." Carlisle said. "I hope you're ready for that?" I nodded. Suddenly my eyes felt heavy and I held back a yawn. That E.J soon gave.

"Seems the babies in the family are tired." Emmett cooed.

"I could take you any day Uncle Emmett." E.J said. But he stretched out and he's eyes were heavy.

"Sure in a sleeping contest." Everyone laughed. I involuntary put my head on E.J and nearly falling asleep.

"Whatever I-"

"E.J just shut up," I said sounding dazed. The world started to go black but I could still hear voices.

"You should take her up to your room, so she can sleep." I heard Esme say. I felt E.J warm arms around my waist and under my legs. The world went black as I felt my body come in contact with the mattress.