Hey guys I'm not totally sure about this chapter I don't like how it turned out so if anyone has constructive criticism I would be truly grateful.

Thanks

~Genie

Jacob's POV

"Jake! Dude wake up something happened!" I felt Embry moving my body. I opened my eyes, to the bright light of the sun was in my and realized I hadn't changed back from last night.

I looked up at him. What the hell could be so important that he had to wake me up? I changed not really caring if it was right in front of him and put my sweat pants on that were tied to my leg.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Natalie's gone." He said. I felt a ripple of anger but I pushed it back.

"Where did she go?" I asked.

"Like I know I heard her puke this morning then I check on her today and she's gone."

"What the hell?! Where could she go?" I asked Embry gave me a long look and I knew where she went.

"You know you weren't all hugs and kisses with her I'd be surprise if she didn't go over there." Embry said. Shrugging.

"Embry, Embry…" Leah voice said. She walked over to the back of the house and walked over to us. "Your mom wants to know where Natalie is." She said.

"She's with the Cullens." He said flatly. She looked over a Embry then at me.

"So I should tell her that her daughter ran off with the vampires in the middle of the night. And no one knows when she'll be back or even if she comes back alive. Great I'm sure that will go real smoothly with her." Leah said folding her arms.

"Well what else are we supposed to do?" I said. I didn't know what to do now. It wasn't like I could just walk over there and say I'm sorry I'm pretty sure that wouldn't sit too well with her.

"Maybe you should talk to her," Leah said.

"Sam already told me that and again I can't because she doesn't want to talk to me."

"You don't know that dude," Embry said. I couldn't believe it he saw what happened yesterday and yet he insists I go talk to her.

"At least try." Leah said. Now that was even more shocking then anything. Leah was the person that didn't give a damn about anyone but seemed to care for Natalie like no other.

"Fine," I agreed but I didn't know what I was getting myself into. Until I decided to drive up to the Cullen house and have my nose punched in again.

"Worthless son of a bitch," Rosalie yelled right after making contact with my nose.

"Rosey no," Emmett said grabbing Rose.

"What the hell?!" I said putting my hand on my nose trying to place it in the right order before it healed.

"How could you do that to her?" Emmett said annoyed.

"Do what-" I stopped realizing what I really did. "No I'm trying to say I'm sorry."

"Yeah like that's gonna change anything." Rose said.

"Hello Jacob," A high voice said sounding very annoyed. I set my nose then looked up Alice. "Nice of you to stop by." She said.

"Rose no!" Emmett warned grabbing Rose by the waist before dragging her in the house. Alice just looked at the ground and took a deep and unnecessary breathe.

"You want to talk to her, I'm guessing." She said. I nodded feeling my nose heal.

Alice offered her hand. I grabbed her lightly, knowing well that it wouldn't hurt her to grasp it firmly.

She led me up stairs, passing rooms and Esme. She gave me a disappointed smile. Her smile just made me feel like I ripped her heart out.

Alice led me through another hall and stopped at a door where E.J was standing next to.

"Natalie please opened the door," He begged. I heard a sniff.

"No," she said then I heard her sound like she was throwing up. Alice let go of my hand and ran over to the door.

"Natalie, are you okay?" Alice asked.

"I'm fine," Said a sob stricken voice.

"Get the fuck out of here Black, no one wants you here!" E.J yelled at me. In any other circumstances I would have either A. Kicked his pale ass or B. yelled back. But for once E.J said something that was that was true. I could feel it and Rosalie made it clear that I wasn't wanted here. But I had to talk to her.

I walked over to the bathroom door and knocked on it softly.

"What is-?" E.J started but was stopped by Alice covering his mouth and moving him away. I looked over at her and she gave a sad smile as if saying I could try to talk to her.

"Natalie," I said softly. I heard a sniff and a faint whimper. "Can I come in?" I asked.

"No," She said adamantly.

"Can I at least talk to you?" I asked softly. She didn't say anything. "Well, If you don't want to talk to me at least listen." I said before taking a deep breath.

"I'm sorry for what I said yesterday. It was stupid and I didn't mean it."

"Sure sounded like you meant it to me." She said. Her voice sounded scratchy and in pain.

"I was angry and….and-." I stopped did I really want to tell her that I was jealous.

"And-?" E.J asked.

I looked over at him and gave him a look that said shut up.

"Why were you angry with me?" Natalie's voice said softly.

"I wasn't angry at you." I said. "I was just…just-."

"Jealous?" E.J and Natalie said at the same time.

"Yeah," I admitted putting my hand on my neck. There was silence in the bathroom. I didn't hear her sob or even breathe. The only thing I could hear was my heart beat the rest of the house was totally silent. Everything seemed to be on edge like waiting for something to happen. After what felt like an etritinaty I heard a shuffle in the bathroom. I heard Natalie's breathing get closer as if it were right behind the door.

"Why are you jealous?" She asked softly. I opened my mouth to answer but then closed it again. Why was I jealous? I was jealous because she was with E.J right? That was the reason but something in the back of my head was screaming that that wasn't the only reason. I was jealous because-

"You're jealous because I hang out with them?" She screamed more then she asked.

"What? No!" I said defensibly.

"Yes, you are, you just said it!" She yelled for the other side of the door. Wait a second I don't remember ever saying that. I guess I thought it out loud.

"I-I…" I stopped. What was I really going to say that was going to make her stop what she was going to say next?

"Jacob Black if you can't accept me for my family, then you should just leave." She said.

" Natalie-!"

"Just go away!" She screamed. I heard her sniffle. I just sighed. Why couldn't she just for one moment listen before she started yelling? I shook my head and walked away.

Why did I get stuck with her? Of all the people I could imprint on, why her? Were the spirits picking on me or did they just do this for a good laugh? I would have settled for anyone but her even Leah! But my heart beat against my brain as I thought. There was no one else I would rather be with but her. She was perfect even we she would yell. Go figure I fall in love with the challenge.

I could have told her all of this but do you thing she would really listen? No, she would have just yelled and repeated the words that were floating around my head like fishes in water.

Jacob Black if you can't accept me for my family, then you should just leave. Those words were probably burn just as much as-

Wait, did she just say-?

Just then a hand gripped my arm. It was cold, small but not as small as Alice's yet didn't have that pure hatred death grip like Rosalie's. That only meant on person.

"You imprinted on her?" Bella's voice said. I let go of my car door handle just now realizing I was even touching it. I turned to her slowly.

"Yeah," I said somewhat sadly.

"She really isn't that angry." Bella said.

"Yeah, because serving my ass to me and saying that I'm a son of a bitch, is just screaming, I love you." I said sarcastically. Bella looked at the ground and her lips were pressed together. She was laughing at me.

"Great I'm glad that you think is funny." I said turning back around but Bella grabbed my arm.

"I'm sorry. I know how much you like her." She said softly."But maybe I could talk to her if you want." She said.

"Sure sure," I said. But I actually really wanted her to and I think Bella knew that.

"She likes you Jakes, she really does." She said. I looked back at Bella. Why couldn't we have worked out? She was kind, didn't really yell at me. I remember dreaming that we would have a perfect life together since we were younger. We were going to get married and have lots of kids. Rachel would make fun of me while Rebecca would just laugh.

Some days my heart would ache for Bella wishing that I had captured her heart first before Edward would have had the chance. Over Bella's shoulder I saw Edward standing on the front step leaning against the door frame glaring at me.

Relax I'm leaving I thought before opening my car door and getting in.

"It won't work." I said.

"You never know," She said smiling lightly. Why couldn't I make her smile like that? I though as I drove off.

Getting back on the main road I tried to clear my head and try to get back to the image of Bella and me. I thought of the white pick it fence but that wasn't the image that came to mind like it did when I was younger.

I got the image of La Push it was probably summer.

I walked into the house to see a boy run up to me. "Daddy!" He screams and I pick him up.

"What's up little man?" I asked. He looked just like me except for his nose which was actually very small and his eyes were…different.

"Mommy no!" A giggling little girl's voice yelled.

"I'm gonna get you Macy!" Her voice yelled. My son pulled out of my arms and jump down running to the back of the house. I followed him out to the back yard but was stopped by a little girl who was soaking wet in a little pink bathing suit.

"Help daddy! Mommy is going to get me!" She yelled. I picked up the little girl who had pale skin, huge dark eyes and long blackish brown hair.

"What is she doing to you?" I asked.

"Aww I'm not doing anything," She said I turned to her but she sprayed me with the hose. I put Macy down and ran after her. I had my hands around her waist and brought her down to the ground making her drop the hose.

"I've got you now Mrs. Black." I teased kissing her neck.

"So you have, Mr. Black." She said before turning around straddling me. I looked up at her and kissed her.

"I love you Natalie," She smiled at me and I looked in her eyes and suddenly her eyes turned a golden color and then smell of bleach filled my nose.

"I love you too, Jacob." She said before kissing my lips but then I felt a sharp pain on my neck.

I jammed on my breaks as I nearly ran into the bummer of the car in front of me. I put my hands to my face, my skin was a blaze though my sweat felt ice cold. I didn't want to think of Natalie, but now I couldn't help it.

Sitting in traffic waiting for the light to change I felt even more incomplete then last night. The hurting feeling of being away from her felt as if it were going to kill me. With each quick beat of my heart I felt a knife stab deeper and deeper.

My throat tightened as my head started to spin and my eyes water. My hearts beat faster nearly tearing out of my chest. My legs felt weak, I gripped the steering wheel trying to bring things back into focus. As the blur consumed my vision black stars started to blink blocking everything, I felt cold as the darkness engulfed my sight completely. God what the-

The car behind me beeped and everything came back to life as I shook my head and turned into the road that led home. What was that?

I felt like I was dying, but being kept alive to relive the pain. As I thought about a cold sweat started to break out all over my skin again. I shook my head trying to dismiss the memories of what just happened. I had to think about something, anything.

As I pulled the rabbit into the shed I had successfully reconstructed it in my head and was in the process of taking it apart when Seth showed up.

"Hey Jake!" He yelled in his overly happy way.

"Hey," I said shakily not trusting my lungs. They felt numb like I got the shit beat out of me. Seth immediately noticed and stood looking at me with his head slightly tilted. He looked a lot like Natalie when she was confused.

My chest tightened and I started coughing feeling like the air from my chest was forcefully being sucked out of my chest.

"You okay, man?" Seth asked.

"Fine!" I choked out. I continued to cough never feeling air really hit my lungs. Before I knew it I was on my knees leaning coughing.

"Dude, you don't look so good," Seth said.

"No sh-" I started to cough again. My chest tightened and things started to faded out and I go really cold.

"Sam!" I heard Seth yell right before the darkness take over