Depression
By: Sailorjj07
4. Keeping a Promise
A/n: I haven't updated in a while. SO I'm gonna start. I went on a week long trip to Louisiana. We visited the cities of Baton Rouge and New Orleans. So I wasn't near a computer for a week. Anywho, in other news my RPG is still up and running, and I have an idea for a new Sailormoon fic, which I will start very soon. Thank you all for reviewing all of my fics and I would to hear from you again. Oh, and if you have any ideas on fics I should write, lemme know and I'll be willing to try.
Disclaimer: I do not own.
"KOS-MOS, watch out!" Shion cried, trying to get me to move away from the gnosis laser beam. I took a step and moved over, making it miss me completely. I rolled my eyes at Shion and fired my R-Cannon ending its life.
"Good job, KOS-MOS." Shion said.
"Shion, my external appearance is down 5 percent, I need to be clean." The android said. I don't know where she got that stupid phrase from, but I wish she would lose it. No one gives a crap about her "external appearance". It's not my fault she got a little dirty.
"You can get clean when we get home."
"Home?"
"Yeah, back to the Elsa."
"That is home now?"
"It's always been home." Shion said, looking at me weirdly. I can't help it if the android has no common sense, I don't control her. Too bad.....
Here comes chaos.....
I look up at him, trying to force my way to the front. The android keeps pushing me back, but I'm promising myself I'm gonna get to the front. I feel chaos' eyes on me and I make my way through. My eyes flicker between light blue and red going purple on its way there. They stay blue for a minute and I smile and wink before they go back to the evil red. He keeps watching me for a second, then walks away. I know he saw us struggle for control and hopefully he'll know how to help. I'm going to have to find a way to gain control longer.
"KOS-MOS, are you alright?"
"Shion, I am fine."
chaos POV
I walk away from KOS-MOS struggling because it hurts me to see it. I know she's trying to control the machine inside her, but how can you win a battle against yourself?
Sometimes, I wonder how I did it.
I look around at the trashed colony we were on. It was really messed up. So messed up none of the Elsa Crew knew what the name of the place was. The people who lived there were in hiding and of course it was our job to find them. We found three people already and we don't know how many more there are left.
MOMO ran by me screaming about how she saw another person, "Look, there's another person. And that gnosis looks like it's about to kill him!" I ran past her as quickly as I could, restraining my powers. I attack the gnosis, "Heaven's Wrath!"
It gave a shrill cry and turned around as the attack hit it in the back. It threw a laser beam at me and I dodged it.
"Chain Blast!" A glowing chain wrapped around it and I strangled the gnosis, killing it. KOS-MOS came up behind me, watching me with her dark red eyes. I smiled at her and grabbed the items that the gnosis left. MOMO went up to the terrified woman and assured her that we were there to help. Shion asked her if she knew were any other people were and gave us the same answer all the others gave us, "In the shelter. You have to get rid of all the gnosis before anyone will come out. I was on my way there, but that gnosis caught me."
"Well can you show it to us?" MOMO asked the woman, who nodded.
"Yes. I'll tell you which way to go."
"Thank you so much! Look, we have others that we've saved; you can stay with them in the middle of the group." MOMO pointed at the man and the little boy that was with us.
"My son!" The woman cried, running to the little boy. She scooped him up in her arms and I watched their happy little reunion. It made me happy to see them like that. Happy that I could help.
"chaos?" Jr asked me quietly. The URTV was looking up at me, wondering what I was thinking.
"Yeah?"
"They look so happy."
"I know." I smiled at him, walking away from the mother and her son.
"chaos, the man says we should go this way." MOMO said, pointing north. I nodded and got in front of her, making sure I was in front of everyone to watch for danger. We walked about 5 feet foreword before we came across another sector. It was obviously the main area because there were little shops and stores all over the place. But most of it was crumbled and on fire. I ran into the first building on the street checking for gnosis. The building was obviously a food store, the freezers were lined up against the wall and gnosis were trying to eat the food, even though it went right through them. Even isle had about 4 or 5 and the farthest isle from the door had a huge gnosis just waiting to kill us.
I went to isle one and began my killing spree, "Artic Blast!" A huge ball of ice rolled down the isle squishing the four that were there and I went to the next isle only to see KOS-MOS loading up her X-Buster and clearing them all away. I watched as three isles were cleared completely of gnosis.
"Good job, KOS-MOS."
"Thank you, chaos."
"I got the next two rows!" MOMO called from the door, waving her wand around. "Meteor Shower!" A portal opened up in the ceiling and several meteors came through, crashing down on two isles of gnosis. When the attack was over only the large gnosis was left.
"Let's go." MOMO said, walking up to the isle. KOS-MOS followed behind her and I watched as the two walked up to the gnosis. I ran in to help them, but I didn't think they'd really need it.
"R-Drill!" KOS-MOS said, using her drill and putting holes in the gnosis. I watched as the gnosis screamed and then attacked MOMO, who was on defense, and was ready for an attack. After it was done with MOMO, I attacked the gnosis with Heaven's Wrath and MOMO followed behind me with her Angel Arrow. The gnosis gave a cry so loud the three of us had to cover our ears. It died in front of us, still crying as it disappeared.
"That was horrible." MOMO said, still holding her ears.
I let mine go and nodded, "My ears are still ringing from it." MOMO giggled and skipped happily out the door where Shion, Jr, and Ziggy were fighting off a gnosis. We watched as they destroyed it and then walked into the next building.
"This way is quicker, isn't it chaos? Having us in two parties and going building, by building."
"Yes, it is."
We walked into what looked like a store and saw a couple behind the counter hiding. There was a gnosis on the other side of the room that seemed to not notice them.
"Are you alright?!" MOMO asked, running to the couple. They nodded and MOMO lead them out to the group, while KOS-MOS and I tried to destroy the gnosis. We took it down easily and checked the building for any others.
"KOS-MOS, can you scan this area and see if there are any gnosis?" I asked her, feeling too lazy to check myself.
"Yes. One moment." The machinery in her eyes began to move and I watched her scan the area. "There is no more gnosis within this facility."
"Thanks KOS-MOS."
"Happy to be of service, chaos." KOS-MOS walked by me, out the door. I sighed and followed after her.
In the shelter
It took us three minutes to clear all the gnosis out. KOS-MOS got on top of a statue and used her X-Buster getting rid of them all. The rest of us got in the shelter and realized the colony we were on was trashy because no one could leave the shelter. We had about 550 people on our hands. I praised every god I knew; when they told us they had their own food and clothes. I was sitting against the wall when I got pulled around a corner. Arms wrapped around me and I felt breath on my neck.
"chaos." KOS-MOS said, hugging me from behind. I turned around and out my arms around her. My eyes met blue one and I smiled.
"Which side am I talking to?"
"What color are my eyes?" She asked me with a smirk.
"Blue."
"And which side has blue eyes?"
"The real one. Hi Kos-mos." (I lower cased the name because she's human. Human names are not abbreviations, they are names.)
"Hi. We have 10 minutes this time. All those little glances and looks you've been giving me made her weak, so I was able to knock her out, tie her down and burry her. So hopefully she stays down a little longer this time."
"Maybe."
"Now, I kept my promise. You keep yours." Kos-mos said with a grin.
"But how can I help you?" I asked her, still holding onto her.
"By answering my question. And you may have to answer it everytime you see me, just so she'll stay back longer."
"What is it?" I asked, afraid of the answer.
"chaos, I need to know....Are you my friend?"
"Of course."
"Do you like me?"
"Yes."
"Which way?"
"In every way possible."
"Really?" Kos-mos smiled, and hugged me again and I knew the human side would be there longer then we both expected.
"Of course." I smiled at her and I watched her blush again.
"I'm not supposed to be able to do that." She said, putting a hand on one of her cheeks. She knew she was blushing and just pointing it out made her blush even more.
"You should. Since you're human. Right?"
"Yeah, that's true." I held her closer to me, happy beyond belief. Kos-mos leaned her head on my shoulder and sighed loudly.
"You know, this will end in a couple of minutes."
"Yes, but I think I'll forget about that for a little while."
"chaos?"
"Hmmmmmmm....?"
"I love you."
I blinked before what she said sunk into my head. I found my face warming up quickly, and I pulled away from her, "You what?"
It seemed she hadn't realized what she said to me, but she said it again anyway, "I love you, chaos. I don't know what I'd do without you. That's what separates me from her."
"What do you mean?"
"My love for you...It separates me from her. The android. She doesn't love you because she doesn't know what it is. It isn't possible for her."
"I see..."
Kos-mos finally looked up, a worried look on her face,"Oh my gosh! I just realized what I said! Crap..."
"It's ok. I love you too, Kos-mos."
"Really?!"
"Yes." Kos-mos jumped up and hugged me again, nearly knocking me over. She had a huge smile on her face, and she wouldn't stop hugging me. I laughed and then bent down to kiss her, hoping she'd let me.
"What are you doing?" She asked when I leaned foreword.
"Just close you eyes." I whispered and kissed her right then. I know she did as I asked and when she kissed me back, I knew she really did love me. Leaning against the wall, I brought her closer to me, so there was no gap between us. I felt my face warming up and blood rush to my head. After a couple of minutes, Kos-mos pulled away from me.
"Wow chaos." She said her face red with heat. It was surprising how human she was.
I only nodded.
End Chapter 4