Depression

By: Sailorjj07

5. Seeing You More Often

A/n: I'm working on updating all of my fics this month, so you'll all have something to read. My RPG is still up and running if anyone wants to visit.

Disclaimer: I don't own.

KOS-MOS POV

For the rest of the day all I could think about was chaos. No one seemed to notice how many times I came to the surface, except chaos. It was the closest to spending a full day on the outside I had ever been. The android kept getting pushed back by my thoughts of the amazing kiss chaos had placed on my lips hours ago.

She's fighting me now, but I don't really care. I know as soon as I start thinking she'll be pushed back.

"KOS-MOS, are you coming?" Shion asked me, from her spot in front of the group. I realized I had stopped walking and was simply staring off into space. I nodded and walked up to her, turning my scanners on.

"Shion, there is a very large gnosis up ahead. It's giving off a lot of energy as well." I said, trying to keep my voice as monotone as possible. Shion gave me a weird look before she changed her facial expression quickly.

"Thank you for warning me ahead of time, KOS-MOS."

"Your welcome, Shion. Would you like me to dispose of it?"

"Don't you think you'll need help?"

"Of course. Shion, I require assistance in this objective." I hoped I sounded as brainy as possible. The last thing I needed was Shion to be suspicious of me.

"I'll help her, Shion." chaos said, coming from behind Ziggy, Jr., and MOMO. He had been in the back in case someone decided to sneak up.

"Ok. Thanks chaos. Anyone else?"

"I'll go, Shion! It's my chance to get stronger." MOMO said, receiving worried looks from both Jr. and Ziggy. They must have heard me tell Shion about the gnosis.

"If anything happens, I'm going to jump in." Jr. replied, spinning his gun on his finger. I'm gonna have to ask him to teach me how to do that one day.

"But then it'll be four against one!" MOMO cried, always trying to fight fair.

"Sometimes you have to use foul play to keep precious things safe, MOMO."

"But..."

"I'm jumping in if it gets out of hand."

"Oh alright." MOMO said, sighing. She gave Jr. a mean look before running up to my side. She looked up at me and grinned. I made sure my face was only facing her before I smiled back and winked. The surprised look on her face made me want to laugh. chaos looked at me and saw the laughter in my eyes and he smiled softly at me. I gave him a smile with my eyes and walked away from the two to spot the gnosis. We walked for about five minutes before we came to what looked like a very large dome. It seemed to be a type of coliseum.

"I forgot this colony had music concerts. They were supposed to be having one....today...." MOMO was looking at the stage and almost screamed at the horrible sight. Of course nothing was worse then seeing someone rip their head off in front of you, but watching a gnosis try to eat a person looks really sick too. Since they can't really eat them and the person just goes straight through them. The gnosis held a person over its head, its mouth wide open, ready to consume them. The person, who was already changing into a half-gnosis, was still screaming. Blood was dripping from the person's head and arm. I grabbed my gun that Shion had recently gave me, and shot a lighting bullet at the gnosis. It immediately dropped whoever it was holding and gave a shrill cry.

"Stop!" MOMO cried at it, taking her rod out. We all ran in on it, ready for attack. As soon as the battle started the three of us went to defense. I had no idea how much or how hard the gnosis would attack and I wasn't about to go through a temporary shut down until someone got me back up. When we pass out some has to bring us back with that dumb potion and I hate that.

"What should we do?"

"I don't know anything about its attacks yet so just be careful. Use as many high attacks as you can." chaos said, waiting for the gnosis to attack. And it didn't leave him disappointed. The sky began to grow dark and a shower of beams came down on us. I managed to dodge most of them and it seemed MOMO was dancing through them like she did it all the time. chaos had his hand out and it looked like he was absorbing the beams. I watched him, but realized I was about to get hit by a beam. I jumped back just in time to see the beam leave an indent in the ground.

"He's trying to kill us!" I cried, receiving a laugh from MOMO and chaos. I grinned at them both and then I attacked him. I punched him then used my S-Sault attack, and followed it through with my R-Dragon. It gave a shriek when I was finished attacking him, but then MOMO ran behind me with Stardust, Twin Stars, and her Dark Scepter. She grinned as she jumped back and my scanners told me the gnosis was losing life and quickly.

"My turn." chaos said, receiving nods from both MOMO and I. He had the strongest attacks out of the three of us and I knew even my X-Cannon wasn't as strong as some of his attacks were. chaos attacked with Tornado Flash, Seraphim Rush, and his Angel Wings. The gnosis seemed to slow down and before it could attack us, we all used ether attacks, one behind the other. I used my Re elemental attack, while MOMO attacked with her Miracle Star and chaos attacked with Lighting Wings. We got the gnosis down in a matter of minutes and MOMO was scooping up items from the remains.

"That was quick." Shion said, looking at the items in MOMO's hands. She took a couple of things from her and placed them in her pocket, and let MOMO have the rest.

"I'm so tired...." Shion said, yawning. I wanted to nod, but knew that would raise suspicions. chaos looked at me and raised an eyebrow, making me want to laugh. He didn't know why I was still there, but he'd find out soon enough.

"Shion, allow me to stay up and watch the Elsa tonight. I can recharge again when we leave this colony. I do not know how many other gnosis are on this colony and I wish everyone to be safe." I tried for the monotone voice again and it seemed I was getting pretty good at it, but the look on not only Shion, but everyone's faces told me otherwise.

"KOS-MOS, permission granted. You're welcome to stay up as long as you'd like."

"Thank you, Shion." She nodded and smiled at me before walking back to the Elsa, with Ziggy and Jr. behind her.

"Are we gonna have a talk later, KOS-MOS?" MOMO asked me, whispering.

"If you'd like to." I answered, winking at her again. She nodded and ran to catch up with the rest of our group.

"Aren't you going, chaos?" I asked him, my eyes twinkling with my laughter again.

"No." He grabbed my hand and took me another direction and I hoped on hope that Shion wouldn't decide to come looking for me.

At 12:00 Midnight

"You've been out all day, Kos-mos." chaos said, watching my eyes. It seemed like he was making sure I didn't leave him, but I wasn't planning on it.

"I know and that's what's confusing me. The android hasn't said a word to me all day. Not one word. I know I tied her up and buried her, but she's just as strong as me which means she can get out of there if she chooses. But for some reason, she isn't."

"I don't understand it either." chaos looked up at the starry sky, causing me to look up as well.

"You know what? I've been walking around with blue eyes all day."

"I know."

"OH MY GOSH!! I'VE BEEN WALKING AROUND WITH BLUE EYES ALL DAY!!" I looked at chaos, knowing my panic was written across my face.

If Shion saw my blue eyes, she'd know something was up!

She'd know I wasn't the right one!

She'd try to change them back!

She'd try to kill me!

She'd try to.......mmmmmmmmmmmmmm......warm......honey.....I opened my eyes a little bit to see chaos' face right in front of mine. He had kissed me and I didn't even realize it. He must have seen the worry written all over my face and could only think of one way to calm it. I leaned into him making sure he realized I was kissing him back. And, of course, he did. He pressed his mouth more firmly against mine and when he pulled away, I was left breathless.

"I'm glad I get to see you more often, Kos-mos." He said, leaning in to kiss me again.

End Chapter 5