-I don't own Gravitation. I think Fujisaki should start his paper soon; he has only 5 days left to write it. Usually he would have it all done the first day. But this time it's different.-

Chapter 6

I put the paper and pen back into my bag. I think Nakano-san is gone by now. I start to get up.

The door opens. The light from the hallway leaks into the dark room. Nakano-san is standing there in the light, looking like a god with the golden aura around him.

"Suguru." he asks, "Are you alright?"

The sight of me sitting in a dark room must be odd for him to see. I blush for his sake.

I'm unable to speak…I have no idea what to say to him.

I get up from the floor and start to laugh. I feel like an idiot for sitting in the darkness to hide from him.

I walk out of the door, into the bright hall. My face is still hot from blushing.

I start to walk home in the rain. I'm an idiot!!! I didn't tell Nakano-san about my feelings. Instead I hid from him. Plus, I have nothing for this paper!

Is this paper why I'm going insane about love? In another book Shakespeare compared lovers to madmen. I get it now. Romeo and Juliet were crazy to kill themselves over this stupid thing!

I stop in my footsteps. There's a young couple under an umbrella sitting on a bench. I look at them.

The boy is saying stuff about loving the girl forever. The girl is gigging and blushing like crazy. Then they kiss each other.

I walk away, somewhat disguised by the PDA. Then, I see a girl crying on a cell phone.

She's saying that her boyfriend just dumped her. I guess she's talking to a friend. I could tell this girl is having a horrible day. She's getting soaked by the rain, she doesn't have an umbrella.

I wonder, if her now ex, used to say that he loved her forever, like the boy to his girlfriend. Now she's lost because she lost him.

She, like me, has no umbrella. I didn't know it was going to rain today. Otherwise I have one when it does.

Also, an umbrella is protection from the cold dark rain. Being lonely in the world without an umbrella, someone to protect you from anything, isn't the life to live.

I need an umbrella. I need a lover.

I walk into the house and take off my muddy shoes. I sneeze. I wonder if I got a cold, or if someone is talking about me.

I go into my room and take off my wet clothes. Then I go into the bathroom, with dry clothes, and turn the faucet.

I dip into the hot water and think, "Love is a security blanket."

-There's the end of the chapter. The last line reminds me of Puffy's song "Security Blanket", which is a very good song. Love is making Fujisaki a different person. So if you like this chapter, please review! I'll update soon!-