Updating two times in a row just for you guys cause I suck! Hope your licking the story! Please I promise some you'll understand Trevor more in this chapter! Swear!

I just puked. Puking is so gross. I hate it, it makes me cry. So here I am puking and crying on the side of the road because my boyfriend, my love, is CHEATING on me. How did this happen? What did I do? Doesn't he love me? Who is this other girl? How is she better than me?

I turn around after puking to face Trevor, stoned face, regardless of my tears.

"Did you just puke? Are you ok, honey? What's going on are you sick? Get in the car right now!"

"I will never be going anywhere with you again Trevor. Ever. I threw my cellphone and my ring right in his car window and ran down the road. He didn't follow me. Did we just break up? Does he care? Oh, this hurts so much...

TREVOR POV

I sat in my car for an hour. Just sat there not moving or saying anything. Just letting the tears drip down my face. What made her break up with me so sudden? I know I haven't been around but that isn't my fault...but it is. I should've just trusted her... I could have just told her the truth and none of this would've happened. I suddenly realize what I must do to fix all of this. First I have to visit the cause of all the disturbance- and tell her I can never see her again

I pull into her drive way. I'm a half hour late, but she won't notice. I walk up the steps and knock on the door. She's home. Of course, welcoming me in her usual robe and slippers. She greets me just the same.

"Hi honey." Hug' kiss on cheek.

"Hi mom." I let her lead me into her house and sit down with her on her couch. It's hard to believe that it was only a month ago that I found out I was adopted. My mom- my real mom is schizophrenic. She's harmless. I come visit her all the time. It's weird how much we look alike. But I know she'll never really be able to be my mom. It's like I'm the parent. I clean and cook and sometimes I have to bathe her. But I didn't mind, until I realized how much I had withdrawn from my regular life.

"Hey, mom?" I ask with tears in my eyes.

"Yeah honey" She responded.

"I can;t come visit anymore..." She smiled

" Your silly of course you can."

"No mom, listen...I can't... it's making my grades drop, and my girlfriend- who I really loved- just broke up with me. And I can't handle that...she's just worth more mom..."

"Oh that's ok honey, I have friends over all the time anyways." She really doesn't under stand... those friends are inside her head... I get up to leave and she walks me to the door. She hugs me good bye and nuzzles my neck really quickly.

She stares at me blankly for a moment.

"Trevor when did you get here?" She remembered my name this time.

"Just a second ago mom." I reply but I'm almost crying. She always forgets. Always.

"Oh well are you leaving already?"

"Yeah mom I am" I whisper

"Well see you tomorrow?" She says smiling.

"Yeah mom, sure." I can give her at least that, she won't remember I was suppose to come over anyways...