"You really are Princess Tutu, right...?"
"Is there something...?"
"No, it's just that Princess Tutu is somehow more, like..."
"Huh?"
"No, never mind."
-Fakir and Ahiru, Episode 12
She was sitting at her dresser this time, head buried in her arms. She'd probably been crying. In the dresser mirror curtains blew, as always, silver in the moonlight, dancing across a landscape very far below.
A platter sat by her elbow, filled with tantalizing delicacies. They filled the room with their aroma.
She pushed them away.
"I'm not hungry. Fakir... Fakir..."
X X X
He woke. His cheek felt numb from pressing against the desk. The ink on the last page was smeared... he grumbled, but the words were still legible.
"Hang on, Ahiru." He dressed in the dark, hoping his socks weren't inside out. It was almost morning... he'd written through the whole night. He bundled the papers under his arm, snatched up his sword from its place of honor on the wall. He had a feeling he'd need it.
Last of all, he took her basket, cradled safely against his chest. She stirred but didn't wake.
"I'm coming."
X X X
A voice was calling. She wiped her cheeks, glossy locks shimmering with every movement, and listened as hard as she could. She'd heard this voice before, but it seemed clearer now. Closer.
Her expression in the mirror was blank with concentration, ringed with a delicate filigree of silver swans. She could almost make out the shape of words, almost...
No use. Meanings skittered tantalizingly at the edge of perception, then danced out of reach. She banged the dresser in frustration. The mirror bounced. She yelled, louder than she'd ever dared before in this place of silence.
"I can't get out alone!"
X X X
He wasn't sure how he knew. Maybe it was the glimpses of distant landscape through those curtains, or the visions of water that kept flickering round the edges of his story. In any case, it wasn't long before he was on the outskirts of town, slogging through knee-deep water.
Her lake.
Everything was shrouded in fog. He was freezing.
It was patently insane. Except for the one he was holding, not even the birds were out. She was awake now, watching the wavelets dance mere feet below her basket. She didn't seem alarmed. She wasn't afraid of water.
And she trusted him.
He thought he could see something now... great spires and turrets winking across the surface of the lake.
Only the surface. Nowhere else. A reflection with no source. An ending with no beginning.
"An unending story is cruel," he whispered. This, his instincts told him, was where it'd started. Where his story, and hers, had begun to intersect.
Visions in the mist. Sorrow on the water.
He stuffed the papers into his shirt, tucked her under one arm, took a deep breath, and dove.
X X X
He could breathe this water.
It tasted like tears.
Water weeds fluttered like curtains... curtains fluttered like water. Out of the grayness rose a room, perfectly pale in its spotlessness. The duck fluttered out of his arms and landed on the dresser.
"Ahiru."
Tutu was sitting on the floor, looking at nothing. Especially not at him.
Suddenly, he was angry. "Pay attention when I'm talking to you!"
He strode to her, took her wrist and pulled her up. She gasped. "Fakir!"
"You called me, didn't you?" He took her other wrist. Even if she'd been sleeping in that dress, it wasn't showing. The fabric was flawless. Her tresses were smoother than ivory, not a hair out of place. Her ribbons were perfectly even, tied just so. Her freckles were gone.
She ducked her head. "Yes..."
"Why?" He gave her a firm shake, trying to snap her out of this... trance she was in. "Why, if you didn't want to leave?"
She caught her breath. "I do want to leave!"
"Part of you does." He looked at the duck, sitting calmly on the dresser. "And part of you doesn't."
She clutched his hands, as though trying to draw strength from him. Her skin felt soft. "But..."
His eyes narrowed dangerously. "I like you the way you are, Ahiru." He tipped her chin up, making her look at him. "Not the way you aren't."
She tried to avoid his gaze, to no effect. So he'd been right.
"I just wanted..."
"I know." He stroked her hair, then pulled a ribbon free. "You were tired of filth and famine and vermin. You wanted something better."
She ducked against his chest. "It wasn't supposed to be like this."
"Drosselmeyer never gave anything away, did he?" Fakir observed. "All his promises were barbed. His portal was also Tutu's place of banishment."
Her words were muffled now. "I don't belong in his story anymore."
"Maybe not." Fakir disentangled himself from her and went to the mirror. "But you belong in mine."
Her eyes widened as he drew his sword. "What are you doing?"
"You have to let it go. Let this go" He swept his hand across the room, then at the mirror, swans flying forever around its rim. "But I won't break it unless you ask me to."
"I won't be perfect anymore." It wasn't a question. "Will I."
"No," he acknowledged. "But it doesn't matter. I'll always be with you."
She was silent a moment. The breeze caressed her hair, silver in the moonlight. When she did answer, the words were so soft he could barely hear them.
"Thank you, Fakir."
The duck fluttered down into Tutu's arms. Both of them looked to him expectantly. "Please break the mirror."
Fakir the dancer was rivaled only by Fakir the swordsman. The mirror shattered explosively, filling the room with brilliance as shards and papers and curtains swirled into a violent whirl of water and wind.
Fakir dropped the sword and threw his hands out blindly, somehow catching hers. They were rough and calloused this time, toughened from a lifetime of breaking clumsy falls.
He wasn't worried about the duck. There was only one Ahiru now.
The whirlpool carried them upward, or perhaps it was outward. He couldn't see. He had Ahiru tight against him, trying to shield her from the buffeting, but he couldn't breath anymore. His vision was turning black.
X X X
He was alive.
That was the first thought that registered as he came to. The second was that he was half in water. Pages of his story bobbed around his ankles, ink bleeding into the lake. His sword was there too, flat in the mud. Farther out, flocks of swans graced the water. Many swans.
He hauled himself up, hampered by the weight on his chest. Ahiru was sprawled anyhow across him, barely conscious herself.
Her braid was tangled.
Her school dress was disheveled.
Her freckles were back.
He smirked. "You look like you've been dragged through a knothole."
Blue eyes narrowed. One hand fell to her side, as though she couldn't quite get her limbs to obey yet. That hypothesis imploded as it came back up full of mud to grind in his face. He yelped and tried to wrestle her off, too late.
"I haven't seen you in lifetimes, and that's the only thing you can say?" she shouted, grabbing more mud. "I gave up perfection for you, you ingrate!"
Her voice was cracking... just like it used to.
"You gave up a lifetime of bobbing upside down!" he protested, scrambling out of range.
"Meanie." She wadded the mud with both hands and threw it. Hard. "You're all beat up yourself, so there!"
"Ow! Knock it off! Ahi—ow!"
The sun tipped over the horizon, flooding the lake with diamonds as they shouted at each other. A flotilla of swans lifted off and wheeled in the air, wings flashing silver.
It was morning.
X X X
"I don't understand. Why didn't he just take a duck? Why me?"
She looked much better after a hot bath and change of clothes. Sunlight from the window spilled across the kitchen table, making a halo of her hair, and the world was just about perfect.
Fakir handed her another biscuit. "He needed your human heart."
The biscuit stilled halfway to her mouth. "Eh?"
He couldn't help it. He ruffled her hair. She looked so... Ahiru, with her mouth open like that and crumbs all over her face. "Ducks quack and go on by. It took a human heart to feel compassion for Mytho."
She mused on that. The name didn't seem to pain her. A relief, that.
"Well, I guess it makes as much sense as anything else in your crazy stories." She popped the rest of the biscuit in her mouth.
"Don't blame me for his crazy premises." Fakir smeared a napkin across her face, eliciting a muffled protest. "I'm just picking up the pieces."
She beamed at him, catching him off-guard. Gratitude and warmth shone in her eyes.
"Thank you so much, Fakir."
He busied himself with pouring her a glass of milk. "Eat your breakfast, moron."
--The End
Author's Note: Yay for late night/very early morning inspirations! As always, reader reactions are welcome (no heavy critique please). Your thoughts are important. Thanks for reading!
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