Two days passed. I left my room to shower, eat, or if my mom absolutely forced me out. I heard Alexander stop buy a dew times but I didn't care and was thankful when my mom turned him away. I cried and I slept and then I cried some more. Why couldn't Alexander just let me and Trevor be? Now he ruined everything. I love Trevor but he doesn't love me anymore. What was I suppose to do now? I certainly wasn't going back to Alexander. No way in Hell.

Come Monday morning I had to get up and get dressed and go… to school. And see Trevor. I considered skipping but I knew my mom's answer already. I threw on the blackest things I own. Put big black circles around my eyes and walked out of the house. Crap. How am I getting to school.

Becky tried to talk to me but I blew her off so she didn't know Trevor and I …weren't together anymore.

It was still so weird to think that. Just as I figured out that I love him more than anything, yes even being a vampire, he got taken away from me. Oh god I missed him. I felt fresh tears but I suppressed them. I started my walk to school. Half way down the road I heard a car slow down, it was Becky. All she did was open the door and allowed me to get in. She didn't say anything or ask any questions. She just sat there in silence with me while I tried not to cry.

We pulled into the parking lot and I barely had the courage top get out of the car. Everyone had just gotten use to the fact that me and Trevor were dating. Now peop0le were going to hate me even more. I walked most of the way with Becky then Matt joined us no one saying a word. I walked with my eyes down avoiding any eye contact.

I got my books out of my locker and shut the door. I made the mistake of looking up and there was Trevor staring directly at me. I didn't look at him enough time to read his expression but instead hurried into my homeroom.

The rest of the day went by slower than any other school day. I kept my head down and my eyes focused on the floor. I purposely avoided areas I knew Trevor would be in and at the final bell I didn't even stop by my locker I just headed straight for Becky's truck. I sat there for maybe five minutes when I heard the door open,. I didn't look up or say anything to her afraid I might start crying. I knew it wasn't fair to her but right now I just didn't want to talk. There was a moment of complete silence.

"Well, are you going to talk or not?" I looked up quickly to hear not a girls voice but a much deeper males voice. A voice I knew very well. Trevor.

I just looked at him completely shocked and quite honestly scared. Was he going to yell at me again? The only person in the world I give a bats crap about what they think and they hate me. Bat-tastic. Trevor started to speak:

"Alexander came to see me last night. He said you were refusing to come out of your room…he also told me about what happened after I left the cemetery that night…" I simply looked at him.

"Raven, I can't figure this out if you don't at least talk to me a little." He raised his voice and I actually got angry.

"Whatever Soccer Snob, go ruin someone else's life. Cause your not in mine anymore." These words a were of course totally a lie but he didn't need to know that he was still the biggest part of my life.

Trevor ran a hand through his hair. "Look I know I shouldn't have reacted like that at the graveyard but you have to understand Raven. I thought I was going to lose you. And I just couldn't stand to stand there and see it happen."

"If you listened to one word I said then you would've known I still loved you and only you."

"Loved?" He said. Sound so hurt I almost couldn't take it.

"Good-bye Trevor." And with that I got out of the car and walked away.