Chapter 5- An issue
"Wow," Edward said.
"Yeah, wow." I couldnt believe it. We had mated. He just told me that he wanted to do something and i shouldnt back away stay exactly still.
"But i shouldnt of done that Bella!" Edward said serious.
"Why?" I asked breathless. It hurt i must admit but it was nice. I had lost my only thing that could make me open to guys. My virginity. I lost it to the guy i was sure i would love for the rest of my life.
"I can kill you Bella, I am alot stronger and heavier than you if i do one thing wrong it might be the end of you!" He said.
"Oh, but you didnt and you might be able to do the same the next time."
"No, i wont i can never do the same, i will let you get changed and can you meet me in the cafe for breakfast?" Edward asked.
"Yeah sure." I was happy i had lost it to him. I would have felt different if it wasnt with him. It felt so right and not wrong like Edward said it was.
"So, what do you want for breakfast Bells?" Edward asked.
"Eggs, i feel like eggs."
"Eggs it is then!"
After breakfast we left for his home again and he asked me one more time if i wanted to move in with him. I really wanted to but i didnt really know his parents and i didnt know if they would think it would be mean.
"If you are thinking that they might be thinking it is rude, dont they wont think that," Edward said.
"Oh, ok just ask your parents first my grandparents wont mind i will say it isnt working with me living there i still feel to much surrounded by dad," I said and i knew they would believe it.
"So, you will move in with me?" Edward asked and i nodded and about two minutes later we pulled up the drive to his house and possibly my future house.
"Alice knows about what we did last night she will want to talk to you in privet," Edward mumbled, "and Carlisle and Esme think it is a wonderful idea for you to move in i talked to them about it earlier."
"Oh, so you knew i would say yes?" I asked.
"Well, Alice told me." At that exact time Alice ran out the door in an amazing speed grabbed me from the car pulled me to the trees and started asking the questions.
"Did you have fun? Did it hurt? Did Edward do it right?" She questioned.
"I think everything was perfect but Edward is a bit angry with himself thinking he might lose comtroll again and hurt me," I said and then followed Alice back towards the house.
"Oh ok, well atleast you had fun just i hope you guys turn out ok!"
"We will, i am moving in."
"I know."
"Ouch!" I screamed. Edward and Carlisle looked at me. It has been about a week since i moved in and everyone was really really nice.
"What is it Bella?" Carlisle asked and rushed over to me.
"My stomach hurts but it probably isnt anything!" I said and then ran to the bathroom and vomited in the toilet.
"Bella, are you okay?" Edward was beside me with Carlisle beside him.
"No, can you past me a my bag please it is on the bathroom counter?" I asked and Edward was gone and was back in less than a minute even though he went upstairs and into our room.
I went through it all and picked up a little blue box, and suddenly dropped it.
"Whats wrong Bella?" Carlisle asked this time and when he asked a felt a kick in my stomach.
"Oh no!" I said.
"What is it Bella?" Edward asked again starting to get impatient.
"I think i am pregnant!" I said shocked Edward must have felt the shock too because he sat down and froze. I shook my hand infront of his eyes and then Carlisle helped me up.
"Bella when was your last time on?" He asked serious and i knew i shouldnt be embarressed because he was a doctor.
"Five and a half weeks ago." I turned around suddenly and vomited again.
"Can it be possible?" Edward asked disturbing our silence as both me and Carlisle stared at my stomach and i noticed a little bump on it.
"Yes but only a male vampire can reproduce which means Bella can have the baby for she isnt a vampire and her body can change."
"But we have to get it out of her, right!" Edward nearly shouted.
"Yes, but i can only do it if Bella allows us, Bella can did u want to keep the baby or not?" Carlisle asked.
"I wanted to keep it!" I said.
"Bella it will kill you!" Edward said.
"No it wont i am strong enough to carry this baby and then if i start dieing during birth or after the baby has come our you have to change me Edward!" I insisted.
"No, i wont."
"I cant get rid of the baby Edward!" I sighed.
"You have to Bella!" Edward shouted and then everyone was there watching me and Edward fight. I was holding my tummy proctect my little baby while Edward was staring at me trying to persuade me to get rid of it.
"I wont allow you," I shouted back at him tears rolling down my cheeks.
"What is this all about we could only hear you shouting we was hunting?" Esme asked.
"Bella it is my thing to say," Carlisle said.
"I have got Bella pregnant," Edward said and then stormed out of the bathroom. Every stared at me with their mouths open and then they look at my stomach. Carlisle and Esme came over to me and then toke me out of the room and into the living room grabbing me so tissues.
"I didnt mean to get pregnant, I am only sixteen seventeen next week," I sobbed. Esme putted her arm around me and cuddled me tightly.
"It is ok Bella, we all understand," Esme said into my hair.
"Dont worry Edward doesnt hold a grudge," Alice said and everyone agreed with her. Suddenly i felt the baby kick again and my hand flew across to it.
"It is fine," Esme said and the next moment her hand was on my stomach aswell feeling the kicking.
"My little Edward," I whispered.
"How do you know it is a boy?" Edward said still angry from the doorway.
"I dont, but i am sure it will turn out to be a boy."
"You should just get rid of IT," Edward said and offended me when he called my baby it, "I am going hunting, away from this mess for a bit."
"Yes Alice i can go, you cant stop me," Edward said and then stormed out the room.
"Well, i can try," Alice said and followed him out the door. I faintly heard them shouting from outside.
"EDWARD YOU CANT LEAVE YOUR PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND," I heard Alice scream and then tires screech and Alice was back in the room.
"That bastard," Alice said a flung herself into a chair.
"Dont call your brother that, i heard it all but he will be back," Esme said.
I didnt notice i was crying until Esme started wiping my tears away. I couldnt believe he left me when i was like this. After long hours of laying down and vomiting i fell asleep.
I dream me and Edward was playing with little Edward pasting the ball to each other. I woke up crying and felt myself touch Alice.
"What is it Bella?" She asked.
"I miss Edward," I sobbed. She stroked my hair and told me to go back to sleep and dream that he was with me. As i was still seriously tried i couldnt argue. I fell into the deep darkness again.