Why was I different?
Do you think I asked to be like this?
My life, I thought, was over
My confidence was low
He tried to protect me
His name was Swiftpaw
I loved him
He loved me
We thought we had a future together
A loving relationship
But on that fateful day, when he tried to prove himself
We made the biggest mistake of our lives
I could never forget the look on the dogs' faces
I could never forget the fear in Swiftpaw's eyes
I could never forget the sounds of his screaming
I could never forget the pain I felt
When I learned he was dead
The sadness in my heart grew
When I saw my disfigured face
I wailed in sadness
But there was one cat who didn't judge me
Cloudtail, what a help he was
He trained me to be a warrior
He loved me so
I had planned my future much differently
I am glad this is the way it turned out
With Cloudtail by my side
The hole in my heart is filled
