Oh God, there's so many author's notes, I'm really, really sorry guys.

But I felt like I needed to take a moment and tell you guys what's going on, because it's been a while since I update, and I probably won't have time or energy before after next week.

If you follow me on tumblr (I've recently changed my url to sparklesbeforeducks so if that person's showing up on your dash, that's me), you'll know that I've had a bad while lately. Like really bad. I don't remember telling you guys, but I have a depression and cutting issues and not quite an eating disorder anymore, but far from healthy food habits.
And basically, it's been going really bad lately. I don't want to give you too many details on it, but selfharming, eating less and less and just... not feeling has been going on lately, and I'm sorry you have to put up with me like this.

And other than that, I've started working on an original story, which I hope will get published once I've finished it, so of course that takes a bunch of time, too.

Again, I'm sorry you have to put up with me.

I hope you guys are doing well and you don't mind this too much, because I really love you guys, I really, really do. So thanks for putting up with me, I guess, even though you don't have much choice.

I hope you're having a good day, or about to have one, or what do I know. Just be happy for me, okay? Since I can't be, I'd like to know you are.

Lea