Author's note- Since everyone that left a review asked me to continue the story or make another story I decided to make this into a collection of one-shot stories that will be from the perspective of characters from either Gundam Seed or Gundam Seed Destiny.

Miri: Mixed Emotions

The days seemed to blur together since the battle at the Marshal Islands. I tried to sleep but every time that I closed my eyes visions of Tolle and Kira would flutter to the front of my mind and wake me up. Sai, I know that he is trying to help me out but I have no urge to eat right now, I just want Tolle and Kira back.

"It's pretty strange telling us to stay on board five days after we arrive at headquarters." A mechanic said in the mess hall.

"And they keep telling up to keep working…but all we have left is that one Skygrasper." A different mechanic said.

I could feel a pain inside of me, one that would not go away, and one from the emptiness in my heart. It was all caused from what those two had just said.

"What do you say we kill some time fixing the Buster?" The first mechanic said, "The one that we brought on board."

I tuned everything out as I sat there thinking about Tolle. The thoughts of him telling me that he wanted to become the pilot of one of the Skygraspers and wanting to help Kira protect the ship, to protect me. And me telling him that it would be too dangerous. Why? Why didn't you listen to me?

I could feel Sai's hand touch my right shoulder but really did not hear what he had said. All I knew was that I wanted to get away from there.

As we were walking down the corridors of the ship a voice called out and stopped us. I couldn't tell who it was but I think that it might have been Flay.

I heard Birdy before hearing someone gasp.

"What's up?" Sai asked.

"No!" A voice said.

It was defiantly Flay's voice that I just heard. I did not want to see her so I just continued to stand still as I thought about Tolle.

"Don't do that." Sai said. I could hear some irritation in his voice as he spoke.

Flay must have done something to Birdy because I could hear the little mechanical bird flying away. A few seconds later I could hear Flay breathing heavily.

"If it's not urgent, we'll talk later." Sai replied.

I could feel him place his hand behind my back as he began to guide me to our destination.

"Sai wait!" I could hear Flay call out.

"Excuse me." Sai said harshly.

"Just wait inside here, ok." He said as we entered the medical bay. "We'll get you a prescription or something from the doctor. Something so you can get some sleep. Sound good?"

After hearing the door shut I slowly walked over to a stool and sat down.

"Hey, doc." A voice called out from behind me.

I turned to see the same person that we had captured during the battle. The surprise of seeing him there caused me to jump off of the stool and stare at him.

'Why, why is he here and Tolle and Kira where gone and not coming back?' I thought to my self.

"Why are you staring at me?" He asked with a grin on his face, "You afraid of me? Find me unusual?"

"Relax will you." He continued, "I couldn't be any more tied up."

He sat up to show me that his arms were tied behind his back. I started to feel just a little relived seeing that.

"But what I wanted to know is." The boy said from behind the curtain if his bed, "Why are you crying again?" He took a few breaths before continuing, "I'm kind of surprised that a ship like this has such a crybaby on board."

It was taking everything that I had not to attack him. I know that I have been crying but it was for who we had lost. I am sure that others on the ship have been crying too.

"You've got no business being a soldier if you're that afraid." He continued as he lay back down.

My breathing continued to increase as I looked to my left. There sitting on a tray glistening in the light was a knife.

"Or maybe your good-for-nothing Natural boyfriend went and died or something." He said with his eyes closed.

While he was mouthing off about Tolle I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed the knife and moved over to the side of the bed that he was in. I swung the knife down missing his head because he opened his eyes as it plunged into the pillow.

All that I could see as I climbed into the bed was someone that needed to pay for what he had just said about Tolle.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked. "Damn."

I was in no mood to talk to him. This person needed to die. I raised the knife above my head with both of my hands and cried out as I plunged it at him again. I could feel the tears flowing from my eyes as I did this.

I did not kill him as we both rolled out of the bed, but I could see the knife leave a gash above his left eye. Standing up I was happy to see that he was still tied to the bed and could not defend himself.

"Miriallia!" Sai called out as he entered the medical bay before grabbing me and pulling me away from the person that I wanted to hurt.

"Let go of me!" I yelled out as I struggled to get free.

"Calm down, Miri." He said as he continued to hold me back.

"Tolle's gone and never coming back and yet this creep." I cried out, "What is this scumbag doing here?"

I could see some sadness in the person on the floors eyes but it was not enough he needed to pay more for what happened to Tolle. I didn't care if he was not the one that had killed him but someone needed to pay.

"Miriallia!" Sai tried to reason with me.

"Why, Tolle's gone." I cried as Sai was comforting me, "Why is he gone?"

"I don't know." Sai replied.

The sound of a gun clicking caused all of us to look at Flay. I could still feel the tears flowing from my eyes as I looked at her. She had the gun pointed directly at the boy's head.

"Flay?" Sai asked.

"All of you coordinators." Flay said as the gun was shaking in her hands, "deserve to be killed."

The realization of what she had just said caused me to gasp and my eyes to widen. I was just shocked at what Flay had just said did she include Kira in that?

"No," I called out as I turned from Sai's grasp toward Flay.

I had to stop her from doing this. I could not let her kill someone that did not do anything to deserve it like she thought. I all happened in slow motion I reached out for the gun just as she pulled the trigger. A few seconds later I could hear glass shattering above me.

The force of my charge knocked both of us to the ground with me above Flay. I just could not let her kill him; what if it was Kira would she had tried to kill him? The tears flowed from my eyes again as I remembered back to when everyone on the ship found out that Kira was a coordinator. Tolle was the one that defended him telling everyone that he was a great guy and would not do anything to hurt us.

I am sure that Tolle would have just done the same thing now, defending a person that he did not know but would have probably become friends with after some time.

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