Sorry for the long delay. I finally felt like writing for this one again. Actually I just felt like writing Ezria fanfic again. So I have this one and I have another one I'm writing and then I have Pretty Little Zombies which will eventually include Ezria. So i'll be churning out a lot of writing this last month of summer I have until college. So enjoy and review :) I'm working on writing longer more in-depth entries since I have the time so updates won't be immediate, but they will be shorter than a year I promise.
Aria's POV
I woke up in pain. My face still hurt from Jason's punch, but something must have clicked with him since he hadn't hurt me since that day. I get out of bed and cover up all the bruises on my side and legs. I slide on jeans and a t-shirt and apply cover-up to the bruise on my face. My face still hurt as I applied the make-up. I looked down and noticed I was almost out of cover-up. I would need to go to the store and purchase some more in case Jason comes home angry again.
I go to the kitchen, but there was no food in there so I grabbed my purse and headed for the Grille to have breakfast. I ordered my usual and sat there and ate while reading the paper. As I was getting ready to leave Ezra walked in.
"Hey Aria."
"Ezra." I needed to get away. People would talk and then Jason would find out and I couldn't take that. I couldn't handle that.
"Aria…why are you avoiding me? Is something wrong?"
"No I just…I'm busy. I have things to do and places to be. I can't spend all day talking to you." Ezra looked hurt by my words.
He should for leaving me here. He should feel bad for abandoning me when I needed him most. I push him away and leave the Grille. I was all alone in Rosewood. Hanna had Caleb, Emily was a big time athlete for the US and Spencer was a high power attorney in Philly. None of my friends were here to help me. To hear what I had to go through weekly. But I loved Jason. At least I think this is love. The way I felt about Ezra was lust. It was mysterious and secret. Something only we knew about so it felt stronger than anything, but as soon as people found out the "love" went away and we were left with doubts and it fell apart. But I loved Jason. When he wasn't angry he was sweet and gave me everything I wanted and more. He read my mind and always made time for me. He would do anything for me. So why did I fear him? And why was I having these feelings for Ezra? He left me. I should hate him. Yet I didn't. I wanted to kiss him and tell him all the things Jason did to me when he was upset at the world and worst of all when he was upset to me. But the fear of Jason was stronger than any love or lust that was left for Ezra so instead I kept walking even as Ezra kept calling my name.
Aria will be having a lot of conflicting feelings about Ezra in the coming chapters and this will result in a lot of Jason anger so violent chapters coming up, but lots of Ezria goodness too!