When I woke up I saw Poppy and before I could even open my mouth she jammed a potion down it... a bitter potion. a horrible tasting bitter potion... Wonderful way to wake up. I forced myself not to gag. "Glad to see you've come back to join us Mr. Lupin." Poppy said in a rather cheery voice.
"I-That-No." I stammered trying to find a proper way to say what I wanted to say
"Spit it out Remus."
"I can't possibly be pregnant! I'm male! As in not carrying the possible things to grow and birth a baby!" I said taking a short breath and opening my mouth to explain all the reasons it wasn't possible.
"Well Remus a little uncommon knowledge about the Werewolf is that both genders can reproduce in order to keep the 'pack' so to speak big. And your magic would create a birth canal about an hour before birth." Poppy explained
"So the baby would be a lycan?" I asked looking down at my stomach
"It is possible yes but very very rare." Poppy replied
"So what are you going to do with it?" Poppy asked
I gave her a very educated reply "huh?"
"Are you going to keep it or not?"
I paused a moment. What would Severus say or do? He hates children... would he hate our child? He could always divorce me or leave me or... I didn't want to think about that any longer. What did I want to do with it? I had always wanted kids... even though I never told Sev I always have. I was going to bring up adoption in time... I wanted the baby... Even my wolf instincts were telling me to keep it. But would I have a child instead of have Severus's love? I sighed I had made my choice.
"Have you decided what to do?" Poppy asked and I nodded my head feeling a terrible amount of guilt in my stomach.