Ch. 8: Raynor
I wake up and the sun is out and I realize Helen is still next to me and not only that but she is cuddling with my upper body. Ok, now I feel weird, a kind of tingle in my upper body. I don't really enjoy it because I only felt this way when Audrie held me. I must have made a noise because Helen starts to stir, when she awakes she tells me that I had no nightmares for the first time in a long time. I get out of the bed and think on what I should do, yet strangely only one thought comes into my mind, kill Ryan. I don't know where the thought came from, but I can't shake the blind hate at him because it's his fault she died. If he hadn't been so upset about Mary she could have lived. I am back in the arena, I just woke up after hearing someone stir behind me and I'm happy to see its Audrie and that she is still alive, but she is badly wounded. I lean over as she comes to. She looks me in the eyes and tries to force a smile, but she winces from even that. My eyes fill with tears at my lack of ability to protect her but her eyes tell me to come closer. She gives me a small kiss then dozes back off. Now Mary is next to me and tells me I should let her sleep and that I I should be sleeping to, but I tell her I'll stay up a bit and ask what's for breakfast? She kicks me in the ass and starts yelling at me saying that she's the only one that ever hunts and cooks. I think to myself what the fuck did I do I am injured so is Audrie and probably Ryan apparently and she's pissed at me? Oh well she will get over it, as I pass out. I wake up staring at Audrie who smiles at me when I awake and she flings herself on me. Then we're hugging and I feel the sensation that Helen gave me it makes me feel warm. Now I have made up my mind it was all Ryan's fault that Audrie is dead and I will have my revenge!