A/N: First of all: I LOVE YOU! You're awesome and all of your reviews and favorites and alerts made me soooo happy! THANK YOUUUU :)
So, I know some of you said I should leave it at that and some said I should continue. I decided to continue because I really love playing with these two characters and I think there's so much more to explore in their relationship. They won't just kiss and that's it. I know Kensi might be a little OOC in this chapter but just because she's a little vulnerable. I hope you don't mind. Before I talk and talk and talk.. on with the story :D Enjoy reading! :)


Out of nowhere Kensi suddenly pushed Deeks away, breaking their kiss abruptly. "I can't do this.", she whispered, avoiding his eyes. "Do what?", he asked, trying to catch his breath.

"This. I can't, Deeks. I'm sorry.", she murmured, gesturing between them. "You kissed me back.", he said, his voice giving away how hurt he was. "It shouldn't have happened.", she said.

"No, Kens, don't do this. Don't run away.", he pleaded. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you.", she apologized weakly. He took her hands in his, trying to make her understand.

"Kens, please. Don't do this now.", he tried again. She looked down. How could she have let this happen? Why did she kiss back? Now he knew how she felt, basically.

And he'd use it against her. He'd never let it go. "Just let it go.", she begged him. "No.", he said forcefully. His voice was so hard that she looked up again. "No, Kensi. I'm not letting you get out of this one.", he insisted.

She felt tears forming in her eyes. Why? Why was this happening to her? Why today? And why the hell had she fallen for her partner so hard? She knew he'd reject her and still she had kissed back.

What the hell had gotten into her? Now everything she feared was happening. He was rejecting her, he was never letting it go. He was gonna hold it over her, tease her and make fun of her.

She started crying silently but of course he noticed. "Kensi.", he whispered, his voice now full of concern. She hated herself for being so vulnerable, for letting her walls down and let him see her cry.

"What did I do wrong?", he asked desperately. Her eyes snapped up. "What did you do wrong? Nothing yet. But you're not gonna let this go, you're gonna make fun of me for the rest of my life!", she cried.

Deeks just stared at her. She could see all kinds of different emotions crossing his face. Confusion, hurt, concern, realization and finally what she'd least been expecting: love. Pure love.

"Kens, do you really think I'd do that?", he asked in disbelieve, clearly hurt. When she didn't reply he continued: "I was the one who kissed you, remember?" She chuckled at that.

Gently he lifted her chin with his thumb. "Kens, I'm not like him.", he silently said. She tensed up immediately. The mention of Jack was too much for her. But she didn't want to hurt Deeks again so she tried to hide how uncomfortable she was at the mention of her ex-fiancé.

"I know.", she whispered. "Good. And I'm not leaving you. Not ever.", he continued. She smiled at him. "I know.", she said again. She noticed that he was taking a deep breath, he seemed kind of uncertain.

Before she could ask him what was wrong, his lips were on hers again. It was a short but sweet kiss and when they broke apart she rested her forehead against his.

"I love you.", he breathed. It seemed like the world had stopped. Those words. Never had she even dared to dream that he'd say them to her one day. She looked into his eyes and there it was again: the look of pure love.

"I..", she stammered. He pressed a finger to her lips. "Shh, Kens. You don't have to say it back just yet.", he assured her. She smiled at him. He knew what she felt for him even though she'd never said it out loud.

"Please, Kens. Give me a chance. Give me a chance to prove to you that I'm not like him and that I truly love you.", he pleaded. She kissed him gently. "Okay.", she murmured against his lips.

"But Marty?", she then quietly asked. "Yes, princess?", he questioned. "Can we not tell anyone until we settled this for ourselves?", she asked. He nodded: "Of course."

He kissed her again before pulling her down on the couch next to him. She cuddled into his side and he wrapped his arms around her. This was where she felt safe, where she belonged.


A/N: Sooo, what do you think? Would you like me to continue? And if you do what would you like to see happen next? Them breaking it to Kensi's mom, the team finding out?

Please leave me a review on the way out, telling me what you think ;)

P.S. Yess, I still got some cookies, skittles, Peanut Butter Cups and kitkats ;)