Chapter 11

I'm crying my eyes out, my back pressed hard against the door I'm curled against. I miss my Jacob so much, and I hate it. I hate feeling this way. Suddenly, I hear a knock on the door. "Y-yes, who is it?" I ask, my voice wavering slightly.

"It's me, babe. Let me in, please! We need to talk."

I open the door, but I look away for him, not wanting to meet the eyes of the man who hurt me so much—the one I thought would never do that to me.. "I hate you and you keep breaking my heart, and you're not even sorry you broke up with me!" I scream in tears.

"No I'm sorry. It'll never happen again. I should have never broken up with you; it was a mistake. Please forgive me." He begs.

"Yeah, it better not happen again." I say, wiping at my eyes.

"I promise it won't. That's why I have this." He says and pulls out a ring and slips it on my finger. "It's a promise ring. Because I promise I won't ever hurt you again."

He picks me up bridal style and carries me upstairs to our room and presses me against the wall. I reach my hands up, carefully unbuttoning the shirt he is wearing, my eyes admiring every inch of his gorgeous tan skin as it is slowly revealed to me. I slide the shirt off his shoulders and ghost my lips across his muscular chest, flicking my tongue delicately against his pale nipples, earning a small moan from my lover.

Jacob's hands pull my robes down, his brown eyes looking deep in to my blue ones – the electricity in the room is so intense I can feel it sparking around me. I press my body closer to his, enjoying the friction as his bare chest rubs across mine and his erection presses in to my hip due to our height difference.

Jacob slowly, tantalizingly removes my shirt, his tongue running along every pale bit of my skin as he unbuttons my shirt, causing goose bumps to rise along my arms.. My breathing is growing heavy and my cock is throbbing and twitching with anticipation as he runs his large hands down my chest, coming to rest at the top of my jeans.

I allow a breathless moan to escape my lips as he slides his finger in to the waistline of my pants and drags me with him toward the large bed in the center of the room.

He lowers me down slowly, his body hovering just above mine as he bends down and brushes his lips against the hollow of my neck, causing my erection to strain even harder against the fabric of my jeans.

"God, I love you" I whisper raggedly as he runs a train of kisses along my chest, stopping at my pants. He slides the zipper down with his teeth before unhooking the button. I lift myself up off the bed a little, allowing him to slide my pants to my ankles where he pulls them off and drops them with a soft flutter to the floor.

He slowly makes his way back up my body, his tongue running along my thigh, occasionally nipping and biting at the pale skin on my legs. Jacob presses himself against me and crushes his lips against mine, our erections rubbing together as our tongues dance together in our mouths.

I run my fingers down his back, allowing my nails to scrape lightly over the skin, making him groan with pleasure and press his erection even harder into my mine. I slide my hands between us and get the button undone on his pants palming his large, throbbing penis. I slide my hands back around his body and rest them on his ass before slowly pulling his pants down and allowing him to kick them off.

Our eyes meet for a moment as he presses his body against mine, creating delicious friction between our erections. Jacob slides back down my body, his eyes admiring every inch of skin, as though I am something to be treasured – that alone is enough to almost make me cum before we have even started making love together.

I watch as he slides my boxer shorts down my hips and thighs, his eyes glued to my penis as it falls free of the constraining fabric that was containing it just a moment ago.

"You are so beautiful." He whispers, running his smooth, moist tongue along the length of my cock before taking it whole in his mouth, causing me to arch off the bed and bite back a scream,

"Jacob, please." I whisper, desperate to get him sheathed inside of me – it seems like it has been forever.

He adheres to my pleas with a smirk and quickly licks his finger, pushing it inside of me. I hiss slightly as it breaches my tight ring of muscle, but a moment later I relax, allowing him to push two more fingers deep inside of me. I arch off the bed when he crooks his finger, rubbing against my prostate – I doubt I can take much more of this.

I grip Jacob's hair and pull, trying to force him up the length of my small body. Knowing I am not strong enough, he obliges on his own, sliding up and brushing his lips against mine, his fingers still pushing in and out of my tight hole.

"Jacob, wait." I say, grabbing a condom from the dresser next to my side of the bed. I press it into his hands.

"Why?" He asks, clearly puzzled at the piece of wrapped foil in his hands.

"Do you want to have baby right now?"

"No." He sighs. "Okay, give it to me." He brings the condom to his mouth and opens it with his teeth, then discards the wrapper on the floor. He then proceeds to put it on his dick.

Jacob pushes my knees apart and lowers himself on to me; I wrap my legs around his waist to give him easier access as he uses his right hand to guide himself to my opening. My head begins to feel light the second he pushes a couple of inches into me. His spare hand is running soothingly along my side and his gorgeous lips are ghosting softly across my chest as he finally pushes all the way in – his huge cock filling me completely – this is bliss.

I tighten my legs around his waist and lock my blue orbs with his brown ones as he begins rocking back and forth, his penis sliding in and out slowly, brushing ever so slightly against my prostate every time.

He presses his lips to mine in the sweetest, most sensual kiss I have ever had as he speeds his pace up just slightly – just enough so that the head of his cock is relentlessly pressing my prostate, causing tiny starts to explode behind my eyes with every thrust.

I dig my nails in to the skin of his arms as he pushes deeper, his movements sending waves of pleasure coursing through me. I am breathless and shaky, knowing I that I'm not going to last much longer. My balls tighten as he pushes against my sweet bundle of nerves a