Ok I promised you I will give this to you soon if I get 10 reviews. And since you did that and even a little more here you go. I always keep my promises. Hope you like it. And yes I did tweak the name a little bit.

WARNING! Adult content below. This contains sex of the boy/boy kind.

"I'm sorry Alexander." I heard him say again, it made me feel even worse because he is the one that keeps apologizing.

When it should be me.

When I still haven't reacted to his words and the tears just picked up more he brought his hand up again to sooth me with his touch only to put it back on the bed next to me instead with a hurt look in his eyes.

"Stop saying sorry. I'm the one who should be saying sorry." I whispered willing my tears away and my body to sit up. Slowly taking his hand in mine before looking up at his eyes.

"No love. It's my fault. I shouldn't keep pushing you into something you don't want." He looked more and more hurt with every word.

"That's not it." I practically cried out desperately as I saw this. As I saw that he really thinks that I'm refusing him because I don't want him. "I don't like pushing you away. I don't want to refuse you. But I also don't want you to leave."

That took him aback and he looked at me in disbelief before grabbing my arm and pulling me to him. I ended up straddling him again but not like I was a few minutes ago. This time it was to comfort me as he put his arms around me and hugged me tightly to him.

"I will never leave." He whispered into my ear as he moved his hand soothingly up and down my back. "I love you. Why would I leave?"

"Because I'm disgusting." I answered burying my head onto his chest.

"No you're-" He started to argue but I cut him off.

"Yes I am. Scares are covering my whole body. And I don't want anyone to see." I said and then added quietly. "I don't want you to see."

"You are not disgusting. You are beautiful."

At his words I looked up at him and opened my mouth to argue but before I could his lips were on mine and he was kissing me sweetly.

"Yes you are." He said after the kiss. Both hands cherishing my cheeks as he made me look at him. "No matter how many scars you have or how disgusting you think you are you are the most beautiful person in the world to me. And nothing will ever change that because I love you. I love you so much Alexander."

This time it was me who kissed him. A few tears escaping my eyes again but not the ones of sadness this time.

"I love you too." I said as we broke apart only to feel his lips on mine the next second in a kiss that I answered to eagerly.

This time the kisses were a little slower but again they built up in heat pretty fast.

"Magnus…" I sighed as he kissed down my neck again while I held him close with my arms at the back of his neck.

I felt him smile as he left an open mouthed kiss on my shoulder.

"Beautiful." He whispered against my skin making my cheeks turn red in an instant.

Ever so slowly I felt his hands move to the hem of my sweater again. But this time he didn't go under it but just stayed like that while we continued kissing.

Still affected by his words and hoping with all my heart that they are true I hesitantly moved my hand on top of one of his and-with my hand slightly shaking-I slipped his hand underneath it so he was touching bare skin again.

With that small gesture showing him that it's alright. That I won't push him away this time.

He broke our kiss to look at me questioningly for a second before diving in and kissing me passionately again. Slowly leaning in and pushing me down until I was lying on my back.

"Are you sure?" He asked me as he hovered over me. His thumb drawing soothing circles onto my bare skin.

I nodded slightly before pulling him in for another kiss. As he kissed me back I felt him slowly pulling my swether up inch by inch and I made myself not tense and pull away this time.

He said its fine. I trust him. I thought while deepening the kiss and making myself not think about it.

I felt his fingers softly touch my bare skin as he pulled my sweater up. Cherishing my skin with a feather like touch. Lips still not moving from mine.

As it was pulled over my head and thrown somewhere to the floor I resisted turning my head to the side just like the first time. Instead wanting to see his expression good or bad.

I didn't expect what I saw. His eyes were still darkened with lust but they softened slightly as his gaze passed over my exposed chest.

"You are beautiful. My beautiful pale angel." He whispered with a smile before ducking down again and pressing a kiss to my lips, slowly moving to my neck, shoulder…Getting lower as he continued leaving butterfly kisses on my skin.

Cherishing every scar with those soft lips and long fingers. His soft touch burning into my skin like fire as he murmured sweet nonsense onto my skin.

Making me squirm beneath him and tangle my fingers into his soft hair again.

I pulled him back up as he kissed my hipbone because I needed to kiss him. I needed to express to him all the things I wasn't able to say. I needed to show him how much I love him at the moment.

My hands went to the hem of his shirt and I pulled it over his head the next moment. Needing more. Needing him so much closer then this.

This left us chest to chest now and the skin to skin contact felt wonderful as his lips descended back onto mine. We were both getting more and more desperate with every kiss. Hands moving over the exposed skin.

His hands moved to the button of my pants and he popped it open and unzipped them before pulling them down along with my boxers. Throwing somewhere on the floor with the rest of the clothes before looking down at me. Now bare and completely exposed underneath him.

His eyes darkened even more before he claimed my lips with his almost forcefully, passionately.

"So beautiful." He mumbled against the skin of my neck and I couldn't take all this teasing anymore.

I needed him. I needed him now.

I unbuttoned his own pants and pulled them down even if it wasn't such a easy job considering how tight they are.

We both moaned as skin touched skin and our erections brushed. Now without any other barriers left.

He kissed me even harder to which I answered equally.

I felt him reach to his bedside table and after rummaging blindly through the drawer he retracted his hand back holding a bottle of lube.

He looked at me questioningly one more time on which I nodded again.

Magnus popped the bottle cap open and slather some onto three of his fingers and moved them towards my entrance. He took one more look at me and kissed me while inserting his first finger.

I gasped against his lips at the half pleasure and half pain feeling I got from the intrusion. It felt weird, having someone's fingers inside me, but I wiggled around against Magnus' hand until I was more comfortable with it.

Soon the second and the third fingers joined the first one. Adding to the stretch and the pain. But I just concentrated on Magnus and dealt with it. His soft lips kissing down my neck distracting me.

The pain subdued to pleasure the second his fingers brushed over some bundle of nerves. Leaving me moaning as he did it again and again. The strange feeling of pleasure I never experienced before taking over my body.

He removed his fingers and-feeling way too impatient by now-I slathered him with lube. To which he moaned at my touch.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and he looked at me one more time before slowly pushing in.

I clutched at his shoulders and hissed at the uncomfortable pain it brought. My eyes closed.

"Its ok love." He whispered. Kissing away the few silent tears that escaped me. "It will pass." He sealed his lips over mine as a distraction as he continued pushing in slowly.

I made my body relax and soon his hips hit the back of my thighs-signaling that he is all the way in. He stopped waiting for me to get used to being so filled up. He is definitely bigger than the fingers.

I wiggled my hips experimentally to get used to the pain and that small movement got a moan out of the both of us. Pain decreasing slightly.

"Move." I whispered as the pain subdued a little more.

Magnus didn't need anything more-practically shaking from self cow so he pulled half way out slowly before thrusting back in again.

Pain was turning into pleasure again and after a few more trusts he angled himself just right. Hitting that bundle of nerves dead on and making me see starts as I cried out.

When I started meeting his trusts he picked up the pace and soon we were both moaning each other's names as he set on a nice rhythm.

He kissed me as he thrusted harder. Kissing my lips. My chest. Every scar and every piece of skin that was available for him. His lips burning into my skin and making me hold him even closer as I forgot about the pain while he hit that spot with almost every thrust. Getting me on the edge incredibly fast.

He fisted my erection and started to pump in time with his thrusts making me cry out his name as I came all over our stomachs. I could feel him coming a second later and he trusted a few more time riding it out.

As he slowly pulled out I felt the tiredness come over me and I closed my eyes as Magnus laid beside me and pulled me into his embrace.

"I love you my beautiful angel." He whispered into my ear and if I was any less tired I would have blushed.

"Love you." I whispered back as I let sleep take me. Not caring that he can see my scars anymore. Because he doesn't care that I am covered with them.

He still loves me.

No matter what.

…

As my mind slowly started to wake up I felt a kiss being pressed onto my cheek softly. Then on the other one. My neck. Shoulder. Lips.

As I felt those familiar lips on mine and his addictive flavor on my tongue I couldn't help but kiss back.

I felt him smile into the kiss and pulled me closer.

"Good morning love." He said as he kissed my nose sweetly after we pulled apart.

"Morning." I returned his smile.

"You feeling good?" He asked looking a little concerned.

"I'm fine." I said as I moved to snuggle more onto him, ignoring the pain that awoke in my lower back. "Especially after you waking me up like that."

He chuckled, putting his arms around me. "Well then I'll just have to wake up every day like this."

I blushed but still nodded slightly and smiled onto his shoulder.

"Love you." I whispered.

"Love you too darling." He said kissing the top of my head. "Always will."

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