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Old memories and a lost love

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"Do it Kish you have to she can no longer be controlled if you do" yelled blue knight as he twist and turned from Ichigo's attacks to prevent from fighting her. 'Please forgive me my kitten' said Kish softly as he rose his hand to fire at Ichigo.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,

Knowing you don't care.

And if I sleep just to dream of you

And wake without you there,

Isn't something missing?

Isn't something...

"AHH" yelled Ichigo as her body quickly went limp and she flew deep into the forest where her fire red hair quickly disappeared to. 'Ichigo' cried Kish softly, as his vision quickly became black and his sight of his love faded.

Even though I'd be sacrificed,

You won't try for me, not now.

Though I'd die to know you love me,

I'm all alone.

Isn't someone missing me?

(Several hours later on earth)

"Ichigo" yelled Kish as he woke up around two in the morning in a cold sweat. 'Ha just a nightmare…' said Kish softly as he looked around to find that it was not a dream and Ichigo and his baby was forever gone.

'Kish are you okay' asked Pudden as she looked at the finally awoke Kish. 'Tell me it's a lie please Pudden tell me it's a lie Ichigo is a sleep in the other room with my unborn baby in her stomach' said Kish sadly as he felt tears once again form in his eyes.

Pudden then looked away feeling too hurt to tell him the truth. 'It's…it's true…isn't… "Isn't it" yelled Kish as his tears started to fall from his eyes at the fact that he knew was true.

'I'm sorry' said Pudden sadly as she saw the deep hurt in Kish's crying eyes. "NOO" yelled Kish as his body began to glow a green light and disappear into the air.

"Tart…Tart Kish is gone," yelled Pudden as she tried to shake Tart awake. 'Huh' said Tart sleepily as he suddenly popped awake when he saw his crying love.

'Pudden what wrong' asked Tart as he wrapped his arm Pudden to try and calm her down. "Kish he's gone…he asked me if it was true about what happen and I said I'm sorry and he disappeared' cried Pudden as she pushed her head further into Tart's chest.

'What do you mean he disappeared' asked Tart with a hint of worry in his voice of what happen to his brother. 'He started glowing a green light and then the light faded and he was gone' said Pudden as more tears ran from her eyes.

'It's okay he just fade to go think he's sad he'll be okay' said Tart as he lowered Pudden back down into the cover to sleep. 'Are you sure he'll be okay' asked Pudden as she felt Tart once again wrap his arm around her waist. 'I hope so' said Tart softly as he and Pudden closed their eyes for sleep.

(Far off on plant Semagi)

'The plan work master blue they left me to die like you said' said Ichigo as she rubbed her slowly getting big belly. 'Good, good soon my plan will fall into action' said Ichigo's belly as Ichigo rubbed it with honor.

'Yes master…so do you want me proceed to part two' asked Ichigo plainly to her stomach. 'Yes at once' said her Stomach as she quickly followed her order and floated off to was her destination.

(Deep in space)

'Ichigo I'm sorry I want to protect you from that bastard but he found a way to sly by me' said Kish sadly as he floated through space in hope of calming down some of his pain.

As Kish float feel more and more sad of their failed rescue plan he started to have different flash back of Ichigo and him both sad and happy.

(Flash back)

"Kitten what are you doing out your room you need to rest. Seeing him she turned and looked at him, excuse me but who are you and do you know me she asked in a kind and sweet way. "Kitten are you feeling o.k." Kish said as if he didn't know. "Kitten so is that my name she said with a little smile, no I only call you kitten he said starting to get anode.

Than am I she said again, you are Ichigo the girl I love he said with an evil yet hot grin. Do I love you too, yes you do and seeing that your better we better get home. He said slowly lifting her up to transport back to his ship. When they got there he could tell that Ichigo was a little dizzy from the ride so he walked her to his room. When he entered he could feel

Ichigo shiver from the cold air. Its o.k. kitten I can warm you up and your memories said Kish laying her in his bed

(Flash back ends)

'Ha, ha…' laugh Kish softly as he remember what he said when Ichigo first lost her memory. 'Maybe if I've never lied to her this probable would have never happened' said Kish sadly as he started to notice that is all started because of him.

(Flash back)

"Oh", its Kish he said forgetting that he brought her to his room. So what will we do today she asked with a happy smile, you can go take a shower while I fix us some breakfast said Kish with a happy yet sad smile

(A/N: he's sad because he can't join her it would be wrong). By myself she said with a sad face yes said Kish trying not to make her mad. O.k. she said with a sad face its over there said Kish pointing to a door in the corner of his room. Seeing that she slowly made her way to the bathroom as Kish cut the stove on.

I love it when she's sad.

(End of flash back)

'Huh…now that I think about it I still love it when she's sad but not after all this I just didn't want to be with out her' said Kish as he floated flew the stars with sadness.

(Flash back)

'I'm sorry I caused you trouble; said Ichigo as the memories of last nights dinner popped in her head.

'No I should be sorry for telling you all those lies and making you worry about me' said Kish as he let go of her and turned away with shame. 'Kish you do know that if you had never told me all those lies I might be still hating you' said Ichigo as she laid her head on his back. As the warm shower water ran down her back and to the back wall.

'I know but I still hurt you doing that' said Kish as he turned to look as Ichigo.

'Kish you know I have all my memories back but I can never forget my memories of you' said Ichigo as she looked at Kish with a now lighting up face.

'I really didn't want to hurt you, I've loved you ever sense that day at the zoo' said Kish as he roused his head to look into Ichigo's eyes with love.

'And on that very day I knew my life was going to change' said Ichigo as she showed her love through her two eyes.

'I love you so much Ichigo' said Kish as he pulled Ichigo into a loving hug, 'I love you so much too Kish' said Ichigo as she lend up to kiss Kish's loving lips.

(End of flash back)

'I love you Ichigo so much' said Kish as his tears began to form again.

Kish, Kish went Kish's communicator, 'What' asked Kish a little mad that someone had messed up his time of thinking.

I think you should get over here quickly said a voice with a little bit of urgency. 'Huff…where are you guys at' asked Kish as he slid his hand through his hair.

On planet Semagi…your not going to believe what we found said the voice again with a little bit f happiness. 'Ichigo' though Kish as he quickly turned back to the voice, 'I'll be right over' said Kish as he quickly flew towards plant Semagi in hope that his love was still alive.

(On planet Semagi)

'Pai do you think that Kish held back on his power when he fired' asked Zakuro as she looked at the empty field. 'I don't know I guess he could have' said Pai s he pulled the some what frightened Zakuro into his arms.

'Did you find anything' asked Pudden as she watched Tart search the ground for anything of Ichigo's. 'Nope nothing' said Tart as he rose away from the falling tree circle that laid on the ground.

'What every deep blue did made her indestructible' said Ryou as he also looked up from where Ichigo's body was last seen. 'I think so too but I can't exactly say what' said Kechii as he check on the little bit of data he had from Ichigo's sudden change.

'What's going on and what are you all looking…' said Kish who had just arrive but stopped when everyone back up to reveal an empty tree circle where Ichigo's body was suppose to be laying at. 'Well Ichigo's gone' said Masaya as he saw the stun and happy look on Kish's face. 'But she's not the same as before' said Blue knight as he also saw Kish look around for his one love.

'Where is she…? "Where" yelled Kish as he saw everyone but Mint look away? 'She's gone…we think that deep blue's poison has made her evil and indestructible' said Mint as she the looked away not want to see Kish's changed expression. 'But where…' asked Kish softly as he looked up at the sky in an end of hope kind of way.

(Walking through the park of New York)

'Master blue operation two is complete and the enemies have left back to plant Semagi' said Ichigo as she walked through the park awaiting her next order. 'Good, good proceed to plan three' said Ichigo's stomach as Ichigo quickly nod her head and headed to do her order as told.

Authors note

I hope you guys liked this chapter I know I let in a very bad spot and I know you guys are just flaming with flames to review for me and all I can say is (stands up tall with chest poked out) Bring it ooooonnnnnnn. But please not to hot I have tender skin that will rip with the hottest of heat but do try to give me a little tan. Till then review for more.