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Alec couldn't remember ever feeling such a sense of anticipation and longing.
Never had he ever wanted something this much before. Even as a child he'd never longed for something. Now he knew what it felt like to want something so much it hurt!
As they sat in the cab on the way back to the institute they sat on separate sides. Alec felt as though if they touched he wouldn't be able to control himself.
You're a shadowhunter. He berated himself. Control yourself. You're lusting. Stop. That's all you've ever been taught is control. Use it!
He stayed on his own side but Maintained almost constant eye contact with Magnus.
"We're was it you two lads want dropping off then?" Called the cab driver through the glass partition.
As Magnus leaned forward to tell the driver where to take them. Alec let out content sigh. If he'd have let himself dream about things like this. This is how he would have dreamt it. Him and the 'person' of his dreams, who actually fancied him back, taking a cab back to the institute.
Where it would be empty except for Hodge in the library, and Alec's room was far away from the library. The others were out and his parents in Idris. How much more convenient could it be?
And then once they were back at the institute well Alec could hardly dare to ler himself believe what was going to happen.
As Magnus finished relaying instructions to the driver her settled back into the seat next to Alec and squeezed his knee before crossing his arms over his chest.
As he watched the bright lights of the city pass them Alec let his mind wander. Isabelle was fine with his sexuality. So why wouldn't Jace be?
Clary seemed not to be to bothered but Jace had looked at him funny, and raised an eyebrow looking like he would talk to him later. Great! Something else to look forward to! He thought sarcastically. Dreading the forthcoming conversations.
"Are you sure about this destination?" Called the driver.
"It's an old disused church." He continued as they pulled up to the curb.
Magnus said with ease as he paid the driver. "We're going to walk from here."
If Alec had tried to do that all he would have done is stutter and blush for a while. Sometimes je hated himself!
"So shall we?" Magnus asked taking his arm and leading him through the very gates Alec had watched him walk through. Only this morning. It felt like much longer.
Alec looked up at the darkened institute. The only light coming from the entrance hall and the witch light that powered the front lights. The sky above the institute was a deep violet, and looking closer Alec could see a few stars shining through the layer of smog covering New York.
He'd never really seen stars above New York without the aid of a telescope. He took the stars as a good omen for the night to come.
Suddenly he realised they'd been standing at the top of the institute steps and Magnus was waiting for him to get out his keys.
"Sorry!" He turned apologetically to Magnus.
"Come on. I'm beginning to think this is polite way of turning me down!" Magnus joked.
The colour left Alec's face.
"W-wait is this not what you want?" All the doubts came rushing back to the forefront of his mind.
"Alec at the moment I want you more than anything else. And if you don't open this door soon I'm going to have to break it down or risk making out with you right here on these steps! Okayy? So the answer to your question is yes. This is what I want!" Magnus finished his speech with a deep sigh.
"The question is Alexander. Is this what you want? Are you looking for a reason to back out? If you don't want to do this please tell me now!"
"Magnus I want you more than anything!" Alec decided to go all out and tell Magnus everything.
He summoned up all of his courage.
"I-i didn't realise truly who I was till I saw you. I didn't fully know I was... gay." The words were flowing easier now. Only the word 'gay' stuck in his throat.
"I d-don't want to have secrets anymore." Stuttering slightly he saw Magnus smile slightly.
Now he was on a roll he couldn't seem to stop himself.
"Magnus Bane. You are the first person I have ever pleasured myself over. Okayy? So I don't want to turn you down! This is like some crazy dream for me!"
"Well at least we're clear!" Magnus beamed at him. Before seeing how much his hands were shaking and taking Alec's keys from his hands and unlocking the door.
Climbing in the elevator Alec managed to hit the button for the third floor before Magnus ran his fingers down Alec's chest coming to rest on his crotch. Giving it a cheeky squeeze.
"Magnus. Please. Wait!" Alec panted. Grabbing Magnus's back and running his fingers all over him. As the bell rang to signal tje first floor they jumped apart. Just in case anyone was waiting to go down.
There was no one there except church.
"Hiss! Shoo! Scat!" Hissed Alec trying to get the cat away.
"Aw. Leave him darling." Magnus smiled at the cat. Before leaning down as if to stroke him. Alec huffed and pulled Magnus away from the cat.
As they stumbled down the corridor to Alec's room Magnus stopped and pushed him up against the wall.
"You are so adorable when you stutter!" He growled before running his fingers through the back of Alec's hair and darting his tongue inside Alec's mouth.
Alec groaned into Magnus's mouth before Magnus pulled and pinched his butt and dragged him down the corridor by his hand. Alec's mouth dropped open at Magnus's brazeness.
"So where's your room then?" Magnus's pupils where dilated and his skin flushed.
"Second door on right!" Alec breathed deeply. Surprised he could even think rationally.
Alec pushed open the door to his room. Pulling Magnus in he was pushed up against the very door he'd pleasured himself against that morning. Over the man kissing him now.
Pulling Magnus over to the bed. He collapsed pulling Magnus on top of him.
Magnus clicked his fingers. Locking the door and ensuring no one could find them in a compromising position.
Pulling of Alec's top Magnus had a knee either side of Alec's body and smiled at what he saw. Running his hand over Alec's abs and stomach he mummered into Alec's ear.
"Mmmm someone works out. That means good stamina!" With a giggle he ran his tongue over Alec's nipples.
Alec let out a gasp before pulling of Magnus's top and appraising Magnus's body.
He gave into his desires and ran his tongue over Magnus's chest. He was rewarded with a moan of pleasure from Magnus.
Magnus pulled down Alec's trousers releasing his, now painful, erection before unzipping his own trousers and pulling them off as well.
"We don't have to do this is you don't want Alexander. We've only just met."
"I-I feel like I've known you for ever. This feels right. Don't ruin it Magnus please just go with it. I promise I'll tell you when I feel uncomfortable with where it's going."
Suddenly doubt crept into his mind. He'd read all the wrong signals. Magnus didn't want it to go this far.
This was why he didn't do this. Because he didn't know what he was doing.
"Alec. I'm just worried for you because it's your first time and I don't want you to rush or push you into this and I don't want to hurt you!"
Alec silenced him with a brazen kiss to the lips before moving his mouth lower.
"Tell me what feels good! I want to pleasure you!" Alec looked at Magnus with big blue feverish eyes.
Annndddd? :/ reviews? :) I gave you malec! There will be more!
Hoping to update the next chapter tomorrow or the day after. I wanted to add this one over the weekend but couldn't get on a computer! :(
Amelia xx