Grell woke up in a room of white. Everything was the same, that Damn color. He yawned and tried to rub his eyes, but found that he couldn't move either of his arms. He looked down and saw that he was bound tightly in a straight jacket, and was in a white padded cell. The only things different in the room were Grell's vibrant hair, and a huge mirror, which Grell could deduct was two sided. He could only see himself, but on the other side, someone was viewing him. Grell narrowed his eyes and sat up. He walked over to the mirror and sighed.

"Yes, Hello? May I ask why I'm in here. You see, I remember going into the doctors office, but after that, Everything's black. Please explain."

Grell watched the door for a few minutes before coming to the conclusion that no one was coming.

He sighed and sat on the bed, looking at the jacket that bound him. The only thing that was keeping him sane was his red hair and vibrant dual-jade eyes. He stared at himself in the mirror and sighed. After what he could have guessed was two hours, he laid back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. He felt as if he were truly going insane in the white room. No sounds were heard except for the buzzing of the light. Grell felt himself getting drowsy, and allowed himself to fall into a deep sleep.

"It's good to see you again, I'm sorry I haven't explained things to you.."

Grell looked at Jack, they were back at the pond. Usually the pond was a crystal color, only to later be turned red. But now, the pond was a deep crimson. Grell narrowed his eyes. "What did you do?"

Jack smiled, he was waist deep in the pond. "I did something good, you see, they took you and tried to run tests. They found out that you hadn't been taking the medicine and questioned you..or well, questioned me. You see, while you were asleep I took over and posed as you. They're only keeping you here for further observation. You've been asleep for quite some time. It's already one week from Christmas." Jack smiled bigly at him. "As soon as we get out, we'll do the job, okay?"

Grell's eyes widened. Jack had taken him over for more than half a month. "What..what about Undertaker..and Will?"

Jack shrugged. "You'll be able to see your boyfriend later tonight. We get out today you know. Just act like you know what's going on. William..stopped coming to see you. When they said they were going to admit you in, he questioned why they couldn't just pop you off. Undertaker couldn't come in, but he was sending a rose daily until last week. The doctors had told him they didn't know if you were coming out.."

Grell looked down and hugged his knees. "So, they just expect me to die..? I.." Grell's eyes narrowed. "I'm ready to go ahead and do it! I can't stand it anymore! If this is true..then I'm alone."

Jack pouted. "No fair! You know I'm always with you..or at least until we do the final. Then I'll be on my way."

Grell stood up and walked twords the pond. "I'm ready."

Jack smiled. "Patience, love."

With that, Grell opened his eyes to reality. A nurse was gently shaking him. "Sir, Sir...It's time for you to go. Sit up for me so I can remove the jacket."

Grell nodded and sat up. "Of course dear, thank you." He smiled as she removed the restraints, and shrugged them to the floor when she was done. She led him out of the room and down a long hall of rooms. A few Shinigami were there, laughing and conversing with themselves in the white rooms. Grell felt another pain and only smiled. Him and Jack were slowly becoming one, and it wouldn't take long before both souls merged together. But of course, Grell and Jack were trying to avoid this. If they became one, then neither of them could be free. Grell walked out of the building and squinted his eyes. He hadn't seen the true light of day in a while, and it felt foreign to him. Grell wandered around the Shinigami city, finding his home after a while. He entered in and sat down, not exactly knowing what he should do.

"Maybe I should go to work.." He mused to himself, then getting up and going to his room, changing into his old clothes. The red head walked out of the house and made his way to the dispatch. Grell had expected to earn a few looks from his fellow workers, but he didn't expect everyone to act as if he didn't exist. As he walked down the halls, people purposely avoided him in every way possible, acting as if he were not there. Grell walked into his office and sat down at the desk, not expecting anyone to come in. And he was right. Throughout the day, he could hear murmurs outside his door, when he would press his ear against the door he would discover that they were talking about him.

"So did you hear Grell was back?"

"No way! I heard he was totally bonkers, and could kill anyone at anytime. I doubt they let him back here."

A third voice. "I saw him walk in with my own eyes. He is back, I dunno what for besides being Williams punching bag."

"Ha, yeah, but ever since Grell's been gone, even William has acted happier. Even Undertaker came back for work. Such a shame that thing came back, now Undertaker will probably leave, and William will be pissy all the time again."

Grell narrowed his eyes and walked out of the office. Instantly, all conversation stopped and everyone averted their eyes. The red head walked into Williams office and closed the door. Grell sat in one of the chairs and looked at William, who was doing paperwork. Grell sat there for a while, clearing his throat at times to try to get William to say something. With a smile, Grell flicked the bottle of ink over, causing it to soil the paperwork he was doing. Grell giggled softly and summoned his death scythe, and pressed it to Williams neck.

"You know, everyone has been acting as if I don't exist today. If I don't exist, then I guess what I'm about to do won't hurt a bit, will it?" Grell giggled darkly. "After being in there for so long, I think I really am going insane. But of course, what I do doesn't matter much anymore now does it? You've abandoned all hope for me, and I wouldn't doubt that Undertaker has done the same. I doubt you can here me anymore.. " Grell removed the scythe from Williams throat and pressed it into his own stomach. He closed his eyes and put his finger on the button, ready to die.

He applied a small amount of pressure on the button before feeling his toy being ripped away from him. Ronald Knox had entered the room and hugged him tight after tossing the scythe away.

"What the hell Senpai?!" He took Grell's shoulders and shook them. "I was told you finally came back, and I find you on the brink of suicide, are you crazy?!"

Grell smiled. "Maybe, I was just released from an asylum after all. But why should it matter, everyone's been avoiding me, even William was about to let me kill myself. It doesn't matter anymore Ronnie!" He began to laugh and walked out of the room.

Ronald slammed a hand on Williams desk. "You bastard. It's not enough for you to go around and spread lies about him, but now this? He's already unstable as it is, he doesn't need your shit on top of it. When Undertaker finds out that Grell has been released I hope he kicks your ass for this." Ronald stormed out of the room and slammed the door.

Grell looked at Ronald and smiled. "Ron, mind telling me what's happened ever since I left?"

Ronald shoved his hands into his pockets. "Grell...trust me.. you'd rather not know, it hasn't been very pretty.

Grell's expression went dark again. "Tell me Ronald Knox."

Ronald walked into Grell's office, and shut the door after they had entered. He sat down in a chair and looked at his superior. "Well, when they admitted you in, William grew very quiet. He wouldn't talk to anyone, and always stayed in his office. After a few days, Undertaker came by and asked where you were. William said that if any reaper told him, he would exterminate them. William told Undertaker that you were mentally sick and would never be released. Undertaker would stop by the asylum and would give you roses, but William got mad and told him they put you in the electric chair. Undertaker was devastated and came back to work for whatever reason. William kept your records and refused anyone access to them. But, now that you're back, maybe things will get better."

Grell smiled. "I highly doubt that Ronald..you see..i don't think I'll be seeing you again. Or I might be wrong, and you'll be seeing me by daily visits to the asylum. Either way, our next meeting won't be pleasant. I do love you though..And I wish things could have turned out for the better. But before I go, I wish to tell you a story."

Ronald furrowed his brows. "S-senpai? "

Grell ignored him. "You see, when I was little, I had an older brother. He was beautiful, gorgeous hazel eyes, and darling long locks of chocolate. He was the first born son of my father, and he was named jack. Me and my twin brother were resented by my father, and he beat us often. I hated seeing my twin in pain, so I took the beating for both him and me so that he wouldn't suffer. When Jack got old enough, he wanted to leave and live a life of his own. This pissed off my father, and he refused to let him leave. They got into a scuffle, and the outcome was quite bloody. My father killed jack, and hid his body in the backyard. Jack's soul was furious, and instead of moving on, his soul went inside my body. Jack was able to take control, and tried to attack my father. Unfortunately my body was weak, and I was killed. Jack hid in my subconscious, and he wasn't detected when I was made a reaper. Jack always stayed with me, and the doctors only thought I had schizophrenia. Jack's soul and mine are merging together, and Jack wants one last kill before he moves on. I have to do this, or my soul will be lost forever. I don't know if I will see you again, but maybe one day I will." With that, Grell left before Ronald could say anything.

Grell walked twords his home with a smile plastered on his face. "I certainly hope you're ready Jack, things are about to go out with a bang."

A/N: Alright, this fanfic is wrapping up in about 3 more posts, more or less. I hope you enjoyed. I certainly enjoyed writing it. Follow me to get updates from my new fanfic "Maybe one day" Ill be writing a ronaldxgrell and a SebastianxGrell later on in the future! Thank you for making this a success! Check in tomorrow (or later on tonight) for another update of this fiction.

-Darkie