Kristal was asleep in the office when the door opened and gustavos came in followed by Kelly. They were confused about why she was there. Kelly was gonna wake her upand figure out why she was there when the boys came in the room and before saying anything they saw kirstal and sighed with relief that she was there. Gustavos told the boys to go out in the hall. They walked out
"Dogs! Why is my niece sleeping in my office and not at your place" Gustavo asked them yelling lowly so kristal wouldn't wake up
"We dont know. Katie woke up this morning and she wasn't there so we went looking for her and then came here and i guess she came here"Kendall told him
"Well what happened that made her come here" Gustavo asked them and looked at all of them wondering what happened
The Guys looked from one to the other thinking of what to tell him. James didn't want to tell him what happened between them last night and carlos couldn't tell them about the plan speically infront of james. They looked at gustavos still didnt know what to say
"we have no idea what happened last night" Logan told him
"Fine but i need to go talk to her"Gustavos said and turned to go into his office
Kristal had gotten up and stared at the ceiling thinking about james
Flashback
It was weeks after there anniversay and things were going great they were visiting Kendall at work. Like they normally would Logan was sitting on a car next to carlos. James was leaning on the car with his arms wrapped around kristals waist.
"You guys i tried everything to become famous and nothing has been working lately"James said and looked at them
Kendall pushed the wagen across the lot and made it into where it wasn't to go"James it'll happen" He told him
"You never know kendall things could be changing for all of us. soon"Kristal told them not knowing that might for all of them including herself
"Do you know something we dont"They all asked her
Kristal just smiled not wanting to tell any of them yet though kendall knew that she knew something. She just smiled and leaned her head on james shoulder.
"Speaking off that i think we need to talk babe"James said and looked at her
Kristal didnt like the sound of that"Sure" She said and turned around and looked at him
James took both her hands"babe you know i love you but" He said looking at her
Kristal looked at him she knew"But what" She said looking at him holding back the tears that were forming
"I think we need to Break up. i mean i need to foucs on my acting of singing career and i cant do that if your around"James told her
Kristal couldn't say anything everything was becoming blurry from the tears that had escaped from her let go of his hands and ran from the lot towards her house.
Kristal heard the door open and whipped the tears from her eyes and turned and saw her uncle then carlos logan and got up and walked over and hugged kendall logan and carlos they hugged her back. James watched from the hall he figure that her being here was his fault. But seeing her with Carlos drove him crazy.
"I just need to be alone" Kristal said as she moved away from them and passed James and walked into the recording and sat in the cornering and took her ipod out and put her ear buds in and looked through the songs and put on when i look at you and listened to it and started thinking. She pulled her knees to her chest
everyone else went to the other side of the record studio and watched her as she got up and sat by the panio and started playing and singing along to the song from the chrous on "When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you
I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like dream to me"
She finished sing and put her head in her hands. She hated feeling like this but thats how James made her feel and sooner or later they had to have it out but she didnt know when that would be. She turned around to see James holding carlos up against the wall. She pulled her ear buds out and ran into the stuido to see what was going on.
"I thought we were friends carlos how could you dated my ex"James yelled holding him up against the wall Kendall and Logan were trying to pull him on carlos along with gustavos and kelly
"James stop"Kristal yelled the plan was going to far and going wrong
James turned and looked at her and let go of carlos and walked over towards her "How could you date my best friend" James asked almost yelling
Kristal new that it went to far and with out thinking the truth came out "IM NOT DATING HIM GOD JAMES YOU CAN BE SO STUPID SOMETIMES!"Kristal yelled"YOU SHOWED UP WITH THAT GIRL THAT I WAS HURT AND JEALOUS. THAT WE ALL CAME UP WITH A PLAN TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS." Kristal yelled almost in tears
Logan looked at carlos and kendall and whisper "Guess the plan didnt work out"
James went to speak but kristal just ran out like the day they broke up but instead of him just standing there like the last time he went after her. She ran out and it started raining "Great' She yelled she went to walk but felt someone grab her arm gently and turned her around. She saw james and pulled her arm away
"Why did you make that plan and why on earth did you come here two months ago and not tell me. but bring Craig"James asked her as it started down pouring
Kristal looked away then looked at him "Because you hurt me you broke my heart by picking your music career over me over our realtionship. I spent weeks crying over you and when kendall logan and carlos came to say good before you guys left they so how much of a mess i was and almost didnt go. But because i know all of you could do it. I was right and i figure that if i just let you go and not see you it be easier and it was until now"Kristal told him"I cant do this" She said and walked walked towards the palm woods
James walked back into the studio and sat on the couch as Logan carlos and kendall came out and saw him they all sat around him. James looked at the floor thinking about everything that kristal just told her. He looked at his friends " Was she that big of a mess when you guys saw her before we left" they all nodded James felt bad about everything. He had to fix this he just didnt know how or what to walked back to the Plam woods and by the time she was back there she was shoking wet from the rain. She walked over and ignore camille and jo she wasn't trying to be a bitch she just needed to be walked to the elevator and pressed the button onces the doors up she got in gettiing out arriving on the floor she ran to 2J and went inside and closed the door walking over to the couch she sat at the corner of it and looked at the wall thinking
flashback
It was time for the guys to had locked herself in her room and hadn't left it for days shes been crying over James. As much as she tried she could never hate him. She had just finished watching another moving with two people living happyily ever after. She through her remote at the T.V as the door was opening and kendall came in and duck almost getting hit with out
"Nice we come to say bye and you try to hit me"Kendall said and smiled trying to make her laugh
Kristal got up out of bed in sweat pants and a tang top and walked over towards them and looked at them "Its not gonna work making me laugh first james breaks up with me and now my best friend is leaving" She said and started to car and hugged kendall then hugged carlos and Logan
"Come on KirstalAnn we'll miss you and keep in touch all the time" Carlos said that made her smile a bit
"Yeah Kristal we promise to never lose touch with you"Logan said and hugged her
Kristal looked at Kendall her best friend that was always next door to her would never be there again. She started crying again"Promise me that you'll aleast remember the important things to call me about and fill me in on everything" She said to Kendall
Kendall looked at her and hugged her"I will Krissy i promise"
She watched as they walked out the door and into the limo. She closed the door and looked around it was gonna be different with them being gone. She had found picture of her and james and threw it away. She sat on her bed and thought about everything that changed
Kristal had looked around the apartment know one was home and she really needed to talk to someone. She sighed and ran her fingers through her hair. she got up and walked into the kitchen and got a thing of lighters out and took out her breat out of her hair and lit one of the lighters and held it to her breat and waited til it go hot enough and then looked around making sure no one else was home. She put it up against her arm and flinched but kept doing it. When she was done she put it away and went and changed out of her clothes she walked out and sat was she was before on the couch and closed her eyes. She started having a nightmare that someone was chasing after her through a dark alley and james was at the other end laughing as the guy was.
"No"kristal said lowly since she was sleeping. She was tossing and turning as she was dreaming. James had came back with the rest of them but he made it up there frist. he hear her and figure she was have a nightnarme he walked over and sat next to her on the otherside and started to wake her up.
"Kristal wake up" James said as he shook her. she started swating him away since she was still dreaming. James sat there trying to think of another way to wake her up. After a while he gave up and went and sat at the other end.
Around six Kristal woke up and saw kendall next to her and logan and carlos next to him with James at the end by her. She looked at them then got up and walked towards her room Kendall got up and followed her. He had to have her and james talk he hated seeing his two best friends like this. He went and grabbed her arm gently which just so happened to be the arm she burned. She jumped when he touched it
"Owww"Kristal said
"What i didn't even hurt you or touch you" Kendall said looking at her then at her arm
Kristal pulled her arm away"i know i just hit it earlier"Kristal told him which he probably didnt believe
"Look you and james need to talk this whole thing out" Kendall told her as he walked with her to the room and carlos and logan brought james along. they all put them both in here room that she shared with katie and locked them in.
Kristal rolled her eyes she should of saw this coming i mean she knows kendall better then anyone else does. She looked at james and sat on her bed not saying anything. James walked ove and sat at the end of the bed looking at her
"Kristal please hear me out"James said looking at her
Kristal just looked at him then at her hands "whatever" she said
James sighed 'Kristal im sorry i really didnt mean to hurt you back in Minnesota" He said she was gonna say somethign but he held his hand up telling her to be quiet" Yeah i picked my music over you. the one girl i cared about my whole life and i regerted ever since you dont know how bad i wanna to go back in time and change that moment. The moment i lost the one girl i ever truely loved" He looked over at her
Kristal felt the tear escape her eye she didnt look at him
James looked at her he hated seeing her cry speically when he was the one who was making her cry. He got up and sat next to her and wrapped his arms around her. He thought that she would push him away and thats what she did as she got up he saw the mark on her arm "kristal what happened to your arm"
Kristal looked at him then her arm" I hit it" She said He didnt believe her
james got up and took her arm looking at it "thats not a hit mark thats a burn mark" He said and looked at her "Kristal did you burn yourself with something'
Kristal pulled her arm back and looked at him"why did you even care your the one that left me your the one that broke up with me. the one i cried about for weeks." She said her voice cracking. james went over and pulled her into a hug holding her close. She hugged him back she smelled his cuda body spray on him. She didnt want to move from this spot as much as he hurt her she didnt want to let go of him
