I don't own lab rats
Leo's POV
"You are the most amazing person in the world." Bree said to me before hugging me, I tried to get away from her, but, she wouldn't let go so I told her to let go as I don't like people touching me, of course I said it gently... I hope, oh well. "I am not the most amazing person in world, I'm clumsy, I get a 'D' average in all my subjects, I can't stand up for myself, I get bullied, and, I am suicidal." I was looking down shamefully, "and please don't give me bullshit, you barely know that I exist unless it involves you or I almost die." I cried quickly just rushing past them; I just want to die, why won't someone just let me die? I knew where I was going, it took over a month to figure out where everything is in this house, but, I managed it. I am going somewhere, where I don't think even Eddy knows where it is.
It is a little trap door in the ceiling of my bedroom, leading to the attic. In the attic there is a hidden room, this is usually my hide away from the world place, but, soon it will be the place to end my life, better go down or they might think that I am dead. Not that it will make much difference. I am just thinking of way to kill myself, and, get rid of the pain permanently. People in school hate me, heck, even I hate me. "Hey," I said gloomy, "why are you crying?" I was really intrigued as to why they are crying, I mean it was not because of what I told them, about the abuse and attempted suicide, no one cares about me so why would it be that. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Bree say "When you told us about the first time you tried to commit suicide and the abuse and the self-harm, that is enough for a stranger to cry never mind your family and friends." What I didn't tell me them about the first time I tried to commit suicide, I wouldn't, it is too personal. Maybe I talk when I have flashbacks. God I am so confused right now, they barely notice me and then they say that they are family and friends. No one cares about me, because I am just the clumsy, suicidal Leo that everyone hates.
"I never told you about the first time I tried to commit suicide." I said with a fake certain voice. Everything about me is fake that is the only thing that is going for me is lying and acting; they are the only things I am good at. "Yes you did, I think you might talk when you have flash backs." Adam said wisely, odd I know but he has his moments. "God I wish my life was normal."